Sinking into the pit of depression..

2010-04-11T21:21:00.000+08:00

So now i have to compile my trip to limit to only maximum 4 days. i wish it is a whole week thingy.

Day 1:
(hopefully) its gonna be the first flight out of singapore.. and then from HKIA, we can go straight to macau by the ferry.
macau

Day 2
Macau till night

Day3(Hong Kong Island)
Morning: Breakfast
-(option1)Sheung Wan : Western Market
Buy dry food stuffs
=(option 2) Beach
=(opton 3) disneyland (1/2 day)
lunch: Dim sum at maxim/four seasons hotel
Central-longest escalator, IFC
Wan chai (drop by)
Causeway bay-> shopping + hong kong dessert
Late afternoon-> Mdm Tussard, The peak
Dinner: Yong Kee/ wan chai roasted meat stall

Day 4 (kowloon)
Breakfast: Australian milk company
wong tai sin
lunch: Dim sum at maxim/
Mongkok- shopping, flower market etc
Tst: Penissula hotel for high tea
Symphony of lights, ave of stars,

Dinner:

day 5
-Others
-Last min shopping
last flight out of hkg

(4d3n)More of Hkg(2 1/2 days), less macau (1 1/2)
Day 1: Reach Macau in afternoon
Settle down and sight see
Gamble only at night

Day 2: macau-hkg in afternoon
Central-longest escalator, IFC

Wan chai (drop by)
Causeway bay-> shopping + hong kong dessert
Late afternoon-> Mdm Tussard, The peak
Dinner: Yong Kee/ wan chai roasted meat stall

Day 3: kowloon
Breakfast: Australian milk company
wong tai sin
lunch: Dim sum at maxim/

Mongkok- shopping, flower market etc
Tst: Penissula hotel for high tea
Symphony of lights, ave of stars,

Dinner:

Day 4: last min shopping

Plan B (more of macau, less of Hong kong)
Day 1: Macau in afternoon,
sightsee
Gamble at night
Day 2: gamble till late evening transfer to hkg
Evening: symphony of lights & ave of stars
Mongkok-> ladies street, flower street

Day 3: Hong Kong island
Central-longest escalator, IFC

Wan chai (drop by)
Causeway bay-> shopping + hong kong dessert
Late afternoon-> Mdm Tussard, The peak
Dinner: Yong Kee/ wan chai roasted meat stall

Day 4:
last min shopping
others
afternoon: transfer to HKIA

2010-04-11T20:32:00.000+08:00

Despite been to hong kong many many times over the last 1 1/2 years (because i was with him..), i am cracking my brains now to plan another hong kong trip, but this time it is a family trip! So that requires careful planning to ensure the maximum amount of satisfaction for everyone.

i am excited about the trip but i am seriously not sure if i can do it; not about the planning of the trip but of whether i can go there with peaceful emotions. Afterall, that place is full of memories. I will name it as "our place" if we r still together but unfortunately, we are not. Even thinking about it makes me emo. I really fear going there "alone".

Ok lets not think about the emo stuffs and let me get going with the planning on this blog because i am too lazy to write on a piece of paper and i think its too troublesome for me to sign up on yahoo travel.

Here it goes:

Places that i want to go:
1) Hong Kong island
-causeway bay--> shopping, hong kong dessert
-central--> the peak(early evening), mdm tussard, yong Kee, soho(world longest esclator), lan kwai feng, famous gong chai mee
-wan chai--> eat the roasted meat stall, german pub,
-Sheung wan--> western market, chinese herbal stuffs

-stanley--> beach
-happy valley race course (every wed & weekends)
-ocean park
-L'Atelier de Joël Robuchon which serves French cuisine. This is one of Hong Kong's Michelin two-star international restaurants.
-DIM SUM! at maxim city hall ( long queue, open at 11am)
-dim sum also-Lung King Heen (at Four Seasons Hotel), the only Hong Kong restaurant with three Michelin stars,

2) Kowloon
-eat grilled pigeon
-Mong kok-ladies market, shopping, Flower street, temple street
-Tsm- ferry area watch symphony of lights, ave of stars, take star ferry to hkg island
-Da Yu Shan
-Disneyland
-Penisulla hotel for high tea
-worship-> Tin hau temple, wong tai sin, 10000 budha temple in new territory,
-Hang Heung Wife Biscuit & Egg Rolls
-breakfast at australia milk company

Heritage tours:
http://www.realdestination.com/hong%20kong/itineraries/guided%20tours.php
(includes wishing tree!)

will compile the trip soon!

2010-04-09T03:56:00.000+08:00

Long time since i last blogged.

Lotsa changes happened, one of them is that i recently became single again. I hate this whole shit of breaking up and recovering and then going out to meet people again. Just let me be single and die alone(no i dont mean it).

On the outside, i appear tough and i look alright. At least thats what everyone is saying. I am a little surprised myself. The last few times was a nightmare but this time, i am really putting in alot of effort to block up all emotions. But there are still some times when the insonmia kicks in, times when i see or hear things and i started tearing. This is not fair to me. I shouldn't treat myself this way. But i can't help it. Everywhere i turn, i see little things that we share. I know this will go away after a while but at least for now, the wound is still very fresh.

It's ironic because deep down inside, i know its not gonna work and i know its better to leave. But on the other hand, i really miss him. I dont have the courage to look for the missing care bear. I dont have the courage to look through our photos and i dont have the courage to tidy up my room. Even wearing my watch reminds me of him.

Those who've been through will know what i mean by the stabibing pain in the heart that can keep me up the whole night.

I miss every part of him but i know i am going to live through it. Perhaps a part of me will never be the same again.

i wish i can stop tearing and stop feeling the pain.

2009-10-29T21:10:00.002+08:00

I am feeling so restless after my paris.

Probably its because i've rested for too long. Probably i have lost the momentum, and probably also because i am repeating one of my 3 mins stint.

I came back and slept the whole day. I dont feel like doing anything and i half hope that someone can go for beer with me. But the other half of me just want to stay home and nua.

I find myself procastinating with my work and i am once again, coming up with all kind of excuses so that i dont have to do my work. How loser.

Besides work, there are also other things thats bothering my mind. Some things that do not require me to think but i find myself asking if its right or wrong. Its common sense pls. And other things that require me to reflect properly, but i dont know what to do to make it right.

I read through my outdated wishlist and realised that many of those wishes hasnt been fulfilled and i so much want to pick up a new skill or new sports and pick up a new language. But i am worried that it is one of my 3 mins thing. And i know on hand i've got so much to do, i should just concentrate on one.

i hope that my motivation level can increase once again. I need to do it!

2009-09-20T17:05:00.002+08:00

I am so going to hate Ferragamo!

ahhhh! They have a brand new collection for the breast cancer f0undation and they are all in lovely hues of PINK! Not the hot pink shade that i bought last season.. but dreamy sweet pink with crystals somemore!!!!

i thought i vowed never to buy anymore pink shoes?!?!! arghhhh!

it melted my heart when i saw that pair of pink. omg!

not that i hate pink but i seriously find it tougher to match with clothes and find it sitting in my shoe-drobe more often than i think. Besides my favourite ballerina, they also have sneakers, shades and heels all with the crystalised pink.

This is going to be so sinful. oh no....

2009-09-09T03:28:00.000+08:00

Believe it ornot, i am feeling so so so so so so so so stressed up now!

Exam in 5 hours time and i am far from know-most. I havent sleep and i know i cant because of my adrenaline rush.

omg!

2009-08-12T06:30:00.000+08:00

I had a dream last night and when i woke up to find out that it was not true, i was kind of saddened by it.

It's just too bad.

2009-07-27T23:40:00.004+08:00

ahhh.. it has been so long!

and it has been slightly shorter since i last went for waxing!

Since i dont have much time when i come back to singapore (heading to hong kong and shanghai immediately), i decided to pay a visit to Bliss since i am in New York and it's next to my hotel!

My third encounter with a different waxing salon.. this is superb! I am so satisfied that i have to blog about it!!

My first two, typically was with strip and honeypot in spore (i didnt go too many times and it was a while ago, but still they made impressions).

Well, Bliss concept is pretty much like strip (god knows who was first) but it has that very bubbly, lively, and cute concept. You just cant resist going back kinda feeling! And they are very hygenic. They dont double dip!! (yes, honeypot does.)

Its ladies room is big and nice, mainly painted with seablue and white (imagine serenity). There's this nice locker area, steambath and sauna area and a robe area(relaxing lounge) which all i didnt get to use. Since i was just there for a short waxing session, it was all about getting over and done with.

The lady that did my waxing was very friendly and warm. She was very professional and quick! No irritating pushing of products and packages(yes irritating strip do it all the time! They should understand that if i want to buy or sign up, i will enquire. Just put ur big posters there and i'll ASK!). She was using their signature poetic wax. Since i havent done waxing for some time, i was prepared for my pain factor to shoot sky high.

You wont believe it..but i didnt even realised that she pull off the first one! I was still holding my breath and anticipating it and then.. "what? u done with the first?!" After that it was all a breeze. The usual most painful area was still painful of course.. but LESS! She was done in max ten minutes. And like i said earlier, she didnt stalled my precious time by taking her own sweet time to wax while trying to convince me to sign up any package (yes strip does this all the time!!! arghhhhH!!!). It was done and off i go!

She was so good and professional that i felt guilty that i didnt have more cash for her tips. I only had $6. If i had more i would have offered.

The downside of Bliss was that their waxing service was expensive and so were their other treatments. But i secretly added this mental note that the next time i am in New York, i will make sure i'll experience their other treatments.

Besides the waxing, i even splurge on the other bliss products that i've always been procastinating to buy. arghhh i know thats sinful!!

One good thing to know.. Bliss is coming SINGAPORE!!! Yea!! I cant wait!

2009-06-10T02:39:00.002+08:00

I went to the dentist today and i was so disappointed with my teeth!

I must admit that it has been a long time since i went there. The last time i went, the dentist said my teeth were perfectly alright and this time, my teeth are in a very bad shape..and to think that i didnt even detect anything wrong!

It feels fine, without any ache or anything..just abit sensitive when i eat sometimes..but i was so wrong. It makes me so embarassed and i vowed that i am going to take very very good care of my teeth from now on. I am supposed to go back there again in one week's time and its gonna cost me a few thousand dollars to fix my teeth. Sigh..

I am glad i went at least. Hopefully my teeth will be in a better shape the next time i see him.

2009-05-31T13:48:00.002+08:00

Greetings!

i was due to return home after my long work this morning but i had been involved in some fortunate and unfortunate event that now my long work has become my loooooooooonnnnng work. I've been extended to stay here till Wednesday!

I dont really mind as it has disrupted my awful schedule and i am quite contented that i get to take these few days off and just relax. On the other hand, i need to fulfill some requirement taken by the local authority here everyday and this event has been taken very seriously worldwide.

Understand that its really serious and all along, i always thought it is quite scary. Even before this event happened, i got myself fully equipped. I somehow have this gut feeling that i'll get involved somehow or another.. and how right am i!? out of the 7000 of us, i am the few "lucky" ones. OMG.

Luckily the event was not as frightening as i imagined it to be. It was all quite normal.. almost unnoticable. But thankfully everything is going well and everyone had been very nice. i hope that if things go well, i can go back asap to see my taitai. Sometimes when i miss her i would ask my mom to put the phone onto speaker mode and call out to her. But most of the time she remains nonchalent. Oh well... perhaps as long as she cant smell me, she cant detect that i am around. Or she's just her usual self: cant be bothered. hee

2009-04-20T03:58:00.003+08:00

I am so excited!

I am going to cook Nasi Lemak when i get back to Singapore! So excited that i cant sleep.. but i am not too worried..Call time tml is in the afternoon.Perhaps i may just have to skip going to the supermarket before call time.

I couldnt sleep so i got up to read through the recipes found online. It will be my first attempt on asian food but keep the fingers crossed! I hope it will succeed.

My plan is to wake up early in the morning, go to the wet market to buy ingredients, prepare them, leave a portion as lunch for my family and head to the airport with my nasi lemak and jet it the hkg just in time for dinner! I need to put my thermos rice box to good use. Bought it for so long, always want to cook something to bring to work but never have the chance. This time can finally bring delicious(hopefully) lasi nemak to bb.

I brought bak kut teh the last time in another thermos flask and it was still hot by the time i got to hkg! I hope no problem this time.

Nothing much this trip. Didnt go anyway except some light shopping. Bought my necessities in LA and uni qlo in japan. Yes i know its opened in singapore but no way am i going all the way to tampines. The cab fare itself is already not worth it.
I love their jeans! n some tshirts and a nice looking cami. I havent try it on yet.. its still in the shopping bag on my bed. Too lazy to do anything.

Oh yes, happy birthday Bel if you're reading! sorry that i cant make it for ur celebration but i am sure you had a wonderful lovely celebration!~ Will make it up to you! And i got you something! =D

did i mentioned that i splurged on a my first tub of La Mer??? YEA! Finally! I just started using it.. no reviews yet but i hope its gonna be good! My skin has been dull and boring. =(

I've got a solution for PIMPLES!!!

I stumbled upon this user of SK II who did a review on the treatment essence water! I have been an avid user of it but so far never see much. I am not blaming the product but myself because of the lack of rest, lousy diet and too much jetting around. I was just about to give up hope on my SK IIs until i read her review! She used to have some pimples until she used the miracle water! She said that she soaked a cotton pad with the miracle water and padded in onto her pimple and...viola!! Her pimples were gone in no time!

So after reading what she said, i decided to give my pimple a try too. I have this EXTRA HUGE pimple on my forehead and it has been there for 6 days!!! So i did what she said and...VIOLA! the pimple is still there la -_-" lol but it has shrinked! whatever it is, i felt so much better! So now i am loving my SK IIs so much more. My next target will be the air spray foundation. It looks really yummy!

And i stumbled upon this site that looks kinda dodgy but i am so tempted to try it. It promises to reduce eye bags, dark eye rings and puffiness. There are tons of reviews on http://www.essentialdayspa.com/forum/viewthread.php?tid=32702&postdays=0&postorder=asc&&start=375 that has pictures to prove it. The website looks like this : http://www.easyeyesolutions.com/instanteyetuck_info.html

however, someone mentioned that the photos from you tube has been photoshop! And if you notice, all the pictures of the bottle has been blurred. And that is just so weird. it feels so much like MLM. Gives me the creepy feeling. But if so many people say it works, it wouldnt be too bad right?

oh well, i'll wait a little while and see how it goes.

gtg try to get some sleep.
nitey

2009-03-26T02:49:00.002+08:00

Quick Post!! before i have to sleep =(

ahhh! So looking forward to......after my london!!! I am going HKG to meet not only Jason but ALSO Bel!!!

Its going to be a pretty long trip. I am finally on LEAVE! I have a 7 days leave plus the offdays so add up to around 10 days. Will be spending a good 8-9 days in Hong Kong. Bel and Darren will be there for rudby 7(This supposedly event that will cause ALL the air tickets to be fully booked). I will be there shortly after that-to meet them up and to go on me and jason's mini holiday.

I will get to fly business class to and fro! The last time was just one way on SQ(details of it next time) and this time on Cathay. Too bad the aircraft seats are all the slightly older version( i think). But still, its nice to be able to have a confirmed seat, take a shower at the lounge after i touch down(yes i am gg straight after i touch down from London..so that will mean around 17hours in the air omg!) and then have a good sleep onboard. I am sure i will badly need it.

after that we will be heading to Mgm grand macau. Its soooo sooo soo nice! We've been there for the casino once, so this is the first time we are staying there. Hopefully it will be as nice a venetian.

alright.. a quick blog become so lo-soh. I need to sleep for tml's flt. Left only 5 hours. OMG.

2009-03-07T05:19:00.004+08:00

I finally finished watching all the 82 episodes of "The Gem of Life" also known as zhu guang bao qi. The ending made me teared. The movie really sums up the english name-the gem of life-family. Very touching indeed.

I started watching it when it first started screening. There were many ups and down in their lifes, often with unexpected twists. It took me almost 4 months to finish it! How i wish it will never end!

Well, life has been great, to a certain extent. Had been busy with work, flying up and down hong kong, and school has once again started. My health was bad for a while, but now that there's no more pain, i think i am fine again. Work has been alright-not very smooth sailing though. Sigh. Getting into trouble one after another. Working for this company is not the best thing that can happen. But it's not this company, i will say, its this industry.

It's rigid and stringent. Its good in a way, just be discipline and you get what you want. But once you commit a slightest mistake, your career is at stake. With the recession looming, there isnt much choice. Just kind of tired of what i am doing. Havent meet fun people recently at work, very monotonous. I miss the good old days. Sigh.

We are planning another trip-maybe austria maybe not. Dont know why, i aint too keen to travel too far this year. Still remember that last year i was so excited abt my trip to eastern europe. But this year, i just want to go somewhere to relax and unwind. i need to relax!

I think i am too drained out. When i read other people's blog of the same industry and they are in it for a longer time, i cant help wondering where they get all the zest from! I have become too lazy to bring my camera with me. Too lazy to go out-mostly because i know i cant control my shopping and i need to save money! Too lazy to meet up with anyone(yes anyone, not just some of you). I rather stay at home and sleep and just nua my day off than to go tea or shopping or even clubbing! I am too lazy to open my email and check them. Too lazy to blog. Too lazy to post my pictures, sometimes even too lazy to take pictures! Too lazy to clean up my room, too lazy to even dress up. omg. I cant say its laziness-its more of i lost the zest of life. Many times i wish i am not like this.

i am hoping to stop procastinating and finish everything i should and hopefully stay out of trouble in every aspect. Wish me luck.

2008-12-23T03:30:00.003+08:00

I havent been here for soo long.. have been so busy and busy pak to-ing. hehe

I was looking at my wishlist and i am so happy that i am going to fulfill one of them soon-i am going for BEACH HOLIDAY AND LOTSA SPA!!! We're so looking forward to it. Booked a villa in Bali, near the untouched dreamland beach. we're paying quite a bit for it so hopefully its as good as it seems. I cant waitttttt! we're going to have our own swimming pool in our own space for 5 days! n our own personal bulter, candle light dinner in the villa and SPA in the villa! i've been so stressed up and unhappy esp at work recently. I need to get away badly. Finally time for us to unwind and spend some quality time together.

Next on the list is my pink balenciaga and my 2.55. I am so near to getting my 2.55 but i told myself to think logically when i was in paris the other time. And i am going sfo soon... and i am going to be so near to getting my pink balenciaga. There's pink for this season! OMG. saw it in the magazine the other day. i am so TEMPTED. as for the 2.55, it was between it or the watch. And i really love the watch so much that i forgo my 2.55.

bb got me this!!!! But it's in satin and brown. Oh i am so in love with this ballerina pumps! and it is so comfortable! I didnt want to get it at first because i am a totally not pump person but after wearing it, there's totally no regret for it at all! *heart this!

Time to start working hard, stop shopping and start studying! i am so far behind the rest. one month to exam! omg!

2008-10-12T06:10:00.003+08:00

Just ALMOST did a crazy thing yesterday-i almost change flight, check myself in for a flight and back to sg all within 1 1/2 days! But unluckily and luckily, the girl miscalculated her offdays and so yes, i didnt manage to check myself in after rushing down to the airport with my luggage.

Felt kinda disappointed initially but oh well. However, the lucky thing was that i got to go back to Hong Kong today! Yea!! all thanks to Mel who agreed to change with me! wee!!!

Was in Hong Kong n San Francisco last week. Didnt take much photo in SFO thou. did too much shopping to bother to take pics

From My Pictures

Headed to Lan Kwai Feng on the first night! My first time there!!!

and so on the way back to Hong Kong, desiree met up with her friends from hongkong-kenny n the rest!

From hkg sfo

STEAMBOAT!! And thats the whole reason why i am so excited to go back to Hong Kong Tonite for the steamboat Yummy!!!

From hkg sfo

Headed to causeway bay for karaoke!!

From hkg sfo

The view from jason's place. Next day we headed for Maccau-Asia's sin city!

From hkg sfo

went to venetian, gamble, won a little and had Mortons! My first time too..but the steak is too salty for my liking. The chef there seems to be singaorean thou.

I am going back there tonight!

2008-10-05T01:30:00.006+08:00

Hehe. I woke up to wash off my makeup at 3am and from then until now, i am still awake. Its 10 am nw btw!

I was watching this show called "My dog Skip" on HBO and i teared n teared. I love movies based in the 40s, with slight influence of the ww2 n i love looking at their dresses. very pretty!

It wasnt emotionally initially until Skip almost died and eventually he passed away. He was such a deary friend to willie. Reminds me alot of TaiTai. i dont want to think abt how i can handle if she leaves me some day.

Next on are my F1 pics! Courtesy of Bel n Darren. Thx alot!!!

From F1 collage

before the race at Bel's hotel

From F1 collage

so excited abt the ticket!

From F1 collage

READY..1...2...3

From F1 collage

The accident scene..

From F1 collage

more..

From F1 collage

clearing of the debris

From F1 collage

after the race

From F1 collage

take photo!!!

From F1 collage

we gotta walk down on the track

From F1 collage

The pit!

From F1 collage

typical starting line pic

From F1 collage

who else??...but the WINNER! all u see is cameras and more cameras.. haha

From F1 collage

post race therapy--everyone stonning at bel's hotel..distraught by the noise (ya right!)..post race den headed out with ivan. No after party for us.. Just a bottle of red wine courtesy of myself in the hotel.

Oh yah..Happy BIG3 birthday Darren!

2008-09-11T03:13:00.000+08:00

I was so sleepy just now, almost dozed off.. until my dad woke me up and here i am, now wide awake! arghhhh!

anyway, i was inspired by Bel's fish and chips so i decided to be the chef today and i cook dinner for my family! Yea It's beer battered fish and chips with TRUFFLES FRIES( yea i finally made it!!!) n salad with olive oil n balsamic(My fav!) Worried that my parents will not like "ang mo jia", i cooked an extra shabu shabu and ended up too much food! When there's good food, there must be gd wine too! Got ourselves a bottle of german reisling! and surprisingly, my parents love it!

My mom dont usually drink but she loves it so much that she gulped the whole thing down when i was still slowly working on it. she was as red as a lobster and was almost drunk!! LOL!!! Yes just on one glass of wine! wahahaha

The fish and chips was a success, esp with the truffles fries n side salad. Will try out other recipe with my truffles oil. Next time will use better fillet!

I've a feeling i am going to make a great chef in the future! WAHAHA!

2008-09-09T16:31:00.001+08:00

Yesterday after work, i came home to see my taitai ever so cute! So i decided to take photo with her, while i am in my TARE PANDA PJS! lol.. omg this is so embarassing but i think taitai looks so cute that i need to post this up! she's a big vain girl.. so she's very happy when i take pictures of her. she always pose that act cute pose for me. But the first pic failed because i accidentally zoomed it. and there it is.. my head cut into half. so i did a second attempt.. she turned away!!! so angry! She did it on purpose!

n then when i forcefully took another one, she got so mad at me that she growled at me and attempted to bite me. boo.

2008-09-07T02:07:00.002+08:00

havent really recover from everything that happened, but at least i had a fun night at Mimo last night. I still feel bothered when i think abt certain issues but alcohol really can give people temporary happiness!

so 3 of us headed down to Mimolette after a poker session with chloe's colleagues. Once again, its at that ulu place but i am sure the girls cant deny that they had such a good time that they didnt want to leave! On top of that, there were many eye candies around! waha. Unexpectedlyl, roy n his friend came from zouk to meet us. it was followed by more drinking and dancing. I simply love the outdoor dancing concept! I really miss drinking and dancing and smoking all in the same place!

Cant sleep now even though i gotta wake up at 5am later for work. Sigh. I should be thankful that i see through it, and thanks for being an assehole. It gives me one more reason to hate u. assehole!!!!!

Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me.

2008-09-02T04:46:00.003+08:00

Shortly after my uncle left us, my grandma left us yesterday too. Even though we were all kinda mentally prepared, there were still hopes that she wouldnt be so fast. Everything just feels so..numb.

Apart from this, i havent work for the longest time, so i am very broke. And i just bought myself a new laptop..more broke. Exam's coming and i am quite clueless about whats happening. Struggling to finish my maths assignment but i really dont get anything at all. I th0ought i bloody escaped Amaths after i finish Olvls and i am stuck in it again now! Oh why?! *SOB* going crazy.

Yea it was so much like i fell asleep, had a dream andp woke up thinking that it all never stopped but turned 0ut that its more like i fell asleep, had a dream thinking that i woke up but in fact i had another dream and woke up and realise that the dream i had was not a dream but reality; the second dream was really just a dream.

Too complicated, i aint too sure what i am typing but yes i know what i am talking about.

*Everything you chase in life runs away... The one that dont run, is just the one that hasnt run.

2008-08-29T02:39:00.003+08:00

Oh i am rehooked onto MUA again...all because my shelves are collapsing soon! One very bad habit of mine is that i LOVE to shop and i love to shop for unnecessary things when i already have one too many--> Skin care, lotions, makeups. Trust me. I've got more brand new un touched skin cares than my untouched clothes and its not funny when i am struggling to finish up one and i carry on buying three more. Moreover, most of them are good products! Like my Dr hauschka's product, fancl, RMK, shiseido, kose, majolica, bvlgari, estee lauder.. So if anyone's interested at these brand new or almost brand new products, do let me know. Maybe we can work something out like a swap or i dont mind selling them away. Let's not waste these not too cheap products!

And i just completed this:

ahhhh.. for those who went through it with me, i am sure you all can relate everything in the show. It was really that STRICT, that STRESS and that BAD! lol.. but yes there are many fun moments..except there isnt any cute engineer or pilot lah. The character-Misaki Youko was so much like me! I can almost feel how she felt! This is all must watch for those who wants to join that company..its really 80% similar. Really! And a must watch if you plan to join an airline-the airline that you plan to join may not be similar, but it gives you some preparation. Yes that's all that you've to go through. Its really not as good as it all seems. So if thats what you want, go for it!!! Gambattee!

p.s: Oh! Aint sure if its the weighing machine..but i seemed to have lost 2kg! But still very far from my target! So happy! Have to continue working hard at gym! yea!!!

2008-08-20T12:20:00.002+08:00

thuse two days feel very surreal.. one thing happen after another.

did one long fly after the next, v tired .. finally i m back and my uncle unexpectedly left us; had a close encounter with the law enforcement luckily its ok now and unexpectedly found out something quite sad but my reflex self appear nonchalant. really wonder wads wrong with me man. as the quote goes, everything happens for a good reason. i then feel much happier .

having lots of fun playing and Blogging. yea!

2008-08-06T04:07:00.003+08:00

All the news channel has been going on non stop about the Beijing Olympics frenzy.

About how bad the govt is, trying to cover up the bad side, about how much money they spent on it instead of spending it to help the poor in the country, about how bad the air quality is in Beijing, about how they claim they allow freedom in reporting but not..

I dont know how true these things are but personally i think the air quality thingy is exaggerated by the media. They claim that it was very bad in the past and now it has improved. I dont know about now, but the last time when i was there(early this year), they still had 3.3 million cars on the road, the air quality was alright. Breathable for me..so after removing 1 million cars from the road and shutting down the factories, i dont think its that bad now. Of course you cant expect pollution-less air, but i really dont think its as bad as it seems. Then, there are reports and pictures of the athletics wearing masks out of the airport. I really dont think its that bad.

Why dont i remember so many bad reporting on the countries that held the games years ago? Perhaps i was too young to remember or to care but i dont register such similar reports at all. I cant say that the reports are inaccurate. Its a good reflection of both the good and the bad. But i think the organizers should be given encouragement and a chance to prove how they are going to hold a successful game their way. Perhaps it isnt as bad as it is?

2008-08-04T04:36:00.001+08:00

No fancy pictures, no long lists of Omnia's Specs. Just my truest opinion Omnia!

I've decided to blog another entry about my Brand New Omnia because i am beginning to fall in love with it! Like the name suggest, it's practicaly "everything that i wish!"

Being a gadget idiot, i am usually the last one to get my hands on the best and latest phones. But not this time!

After spending hours reading up the reviews, i decided to take the plunge and grabbed this phone off the shelves last weekend! The initial 2 days, i was so excited about it. But being the usual gadget idiot, its really not my niche to fumble with this new toy of mine. I took some time and explored it a little. It was not until this afternoon when my teamboy took my phone and started exploring it with me then i realised the full potential of it! Even after he was gone, i couldnt stop playing with the phone. There's alot of functions that i can custom make for myself and it has got everything i need. I am still waiting for the phone to surprise me with more of bits of it!

Smart functions.. i am not going to say too much. Just go and grab one yourself!!!

2008-08-01T03:57:00.004+08:00

I'm so excited now!

I've got work tml morning but i cant get myself off my laptop because i am ogling at the pictures of my future new toys!

I havent manage to part with my cash for them but my mind is made to get them! I had been toying with the idea of getting those new toys but i couldnt decide and after reading a couple of reviews, getting some comments from people, i've decided to get.......

THIS!!! Samsung Omnia!!

I was having a hard time between this and the HTC diamond. I like the design of the diamond! But it has bad battery life and a couple of bad comments that for the same price, i rather pay for the best! I cant wait to get it!!! I've arranged to get it on this weekend. Hopefuly it will materialise before i go paris! =D

The other toy is the Asus 1000!

The latest of its brand i think. Have been contemplating to buy since this laptop of mine is giving me lotsa problems but was comparing with kohjinsha and hp..but finally settle for this! gg to wait till i go taipei to buy! I desperately need a laptop and i am too poor to afford something too high end.

i cant wait!!! =D

*photos from cnet asia.com =D

2008-07-25T04:40:00.001+08:00

I havent got much time to update. Still have got my krakow photos and my moscow n huston photos to blog! But i am more excited abt the newer ones. hee.

Went KTV the other day. Impromtu. KTV=emo session. Sang our hearts out!

Lee

Caught in the act

typical vogue

Happy n act cute!

Some kinda foot fetish~
Gladiator shoes is so HOT now!
it's so hot in japan. But its just getting warm here in spore. hm.. and here's my pair when i wore it the other day to another ktv session!

I seriously didnt know khiaw wee's gg to take the pic with my face inside! He told me he just wanted to take my shoes and luckily i smiled! So unprepared. But yea my nice gladiator shoes! mwa mwa! Gylleann's gladiator's shoes are so nice too! I love em!

Wendy n me!

Gylleann n moi

Wayne's infamous smile! *I shouldnt say too much!*

Too bad its all blurred up i thought i will like this pic!

Sexy~

What's up?

So innocent~

Yours truly,
Moi

2008-07-08T05:17:00.001+08:00

the person that i ran away from 3 years ago doesnt seems so bad afterall today. I cant recall why i did that though. there must be a reason right? hm.

But too bad, its too late. hm =)

2008-06-30T23:55:00.002+08:00

After my Berlin adventure, i impulsively hopped onto a train to Prague which is in czech republic. I was supposed to come here when i was 15 or 16 but the plan got cancelled because of the 911 thingy. Oh well.. but after close to ten years, i finally made my way here. I said it was impulsive because it was not part of my travel plans at all. I just talked to people and they told me they are coming to prague and i decided, "hey why not?" 6 hours later, i was in prague.

The train ride was made less boring with my companion and my beer. We were lucky to secure the whole cabin to ourselves so we could put our legs everywhere and lay down!

I ended up at one of the smaller train stations at prague. It was deserted. I was kinda scared. I then realised that i forgot to record down the name of my hostel! Lucky me somehow managed to find my way with the help of the information counter attendent. So i finally got to my hostel at evening. Golden sickle is a nice hostel is this old 100 yr old building which looks a little spooky when there's nobody walking around. I day dreamed of the people with their old long dresses 100 years ago living in each and everyt rooms. In the middle of the hostel is this courtyard where tables and chairs were arranged in the day to allow fellow travellers to sit and chat and drink or read. There's a pub right at the entrance that sells prettu cheap beer so beer was available everyday. almost every hour in fact. hehe Enjoyed this hostel the most because i met the most amt of fun ppl there!

While unpacking, i chatted up with my barbara in my hostel and went party in this 5 storeys club walking distance from our hostel. They left the next early morning! So sad!

Oh the food there is dumplings and smoked PORK NECK. hmm.. Taste alot like any smoked meat lah.

the club was right opposite the prague castle which looks so stunning at night!

struggled to wake up the next day early to go sightsee by myself. visited the castlel, jewish quarter, the square..etc.

dont ya think the lamp post looks interesting? haha

the streets!

Another pork knuckle..but BIGGER! I almost fainted when i saw it!

And picture with the guard of the castle

inside the castle!
v cool

that's a really exotic armour suit! So birdy!

old clothes fr the old days

inside the cell and the torture equipment-violin etc.

And then i stumbled upon a toy exhibition in the castle and i love every single toy there!!!

I think that barbie is the reason for the blue e/s and red lipstick these days. hm.

And those roborts! OMG so old school!

n the scary errie looking dolls

more dolls.......

and then there's my fav barbie!!!
There are so many barbies. There's even a pregnant barbie but its so wrong for the kids to think they open up the stomach to get the baby out! Humph!

michael jackson!n barbies with diff hairs, can walk, can talk etc. (i didnt know they do! Mine just stand there and look pretty.)

The first ever barbie is that pinkie one. Originates from Germany but there were so many negative responses that it wasnt very popular and was eventually bought over by american company and made famous!

I didnt see any stewardess. Why only pilot?

my 2nd failed pub crawl...but we had fun!!!

The irish guys i met the day i was supposed to check out and ended up missing the train all thx to the receptionist and had to spend an extra day in prague. yah and so thats the story abt me missing the train in the earlier blog.

and then i somehow got onto the train the next day to embark onto the longer journey to krakow, poland. Yea stay tune for more pics!

2008-06-22T23:11:00.002+08:00

Elaine's Little impulsive adventure in Europe June 2008

I've got 300+ photos for a 10 days trip. There's so many tht i am getting a little lazy to blog it one by one. So i got it all compiled. The trip was very different from work trips and i enjoyed every single part of it. It's my first time travelling alone. Heard all sorts of negative reviews of solo travelling but it was far more enjoyable than i thought it would be. I'll most probably do it again! =D Few tips though: Do bear an open mind and open heart when you travel alone. That way you'll meet more people than you'll ever think of! Meeting people and chatting up with each other is the best part of the trip. I've met people who eventually travelled with me. Those who went party with me. Those who went sightseeing with me. And those whom i merely talked for a few hours and wrote me this touching letter before she left. I was so touched! It's followed by the beautiful sights and the booze everyday! Food comes in fourth. Part that i dislike most is carrying the 16kg backpack which made me so tired physically and eventually emotionally. I didnt do much planning. I simply decided on where i wanted to go and took the flight out to frankfurt. Thereafter, i was lucky to get all the hostels that i want to live in except the one in amsterdam. I was so tired emotionally when i got to amsterdam that i departed one day earlier back to Singapore. But it was a wise choice because i can always get an amsterdam on work trips and i miss my dog so much!

I set of on the 3rd straight after my hongk0ng turn and i was sooooo tired! But i managed to catch some sleep on the 12hs flight to frankfurt. Finally got to frankfurt and i took another 4hs train to Berlin. Finally to Berlin by afternoon!

Very new and nice hostel. There's even a pool! On a rating of 10, i'll give it an 8. Except that the atmosphere wasnt that great. But everything was very carefully taken care of by the hostel. Location was excellent! Right in the heart of everything!

Jewish museum
-Exhibits the life the the jews before, during and after ww2. Artistic.

faces like fallen leaves

pictures of the jews in the concentration camps.

Didnt know that levi's is not american! Levis is designed by a jew who relocated to sfo!

I've got no idea if this will be ban here but its one of those erotic museums! Last picture on the right shows beads used by geishas. I wonder what they used that for? =X

Cute kinky bears! and giant p***s from alll over the world.

did you see those colourful stuffs on the table???

Famous Brandenburg Gate, parliament house and the famous hotel(picture on the left hand side behind) that couple of years ago, michael jackson had his child hanging out of the window for reporters to take photos. Yah thats the infamous one.

went onto one of those free walking tour. Very gd tour. Informative and guide was v interesting!

This is one of the jewish memorial located minutes away from the parliment. It acts as a reminder to those who pass by here everyday of what happened in the 1940s.

These blocks looked like tombs.

The bunker that Hitler died.

Is it true that he really died there? I remember my history book said otherwise. But whatever it is, the bunker has now turned into a car park where ppl parked their cars and where they bring their dogs to poo.

A building that went through war and all sorts. Note the bullet holes on the walls.

The infamous Berlin wall. Yeah that's all that's left now. Berlin wall was part of the iron curtain that seperates berlin into two and germany into west and east germany. One night, the soviets decided to build a wall to seperate the two sides and it seperated many from their families and loved ones for 28 years. On that fateful night, some people maybe in east berlin watching a movie. And the next thing they know, they were stucked in east berlin for 28 years. It fell in1989 on the night when a member of the parliment announced the fall but it was not intentional. According to my guide, he said that the guy didnt attend the parliament meeting, had got no idea what he was talking about but just went on about it and finally after 28 yrs, the wall fell.

I told this girl(my colleague) once that you can get berlin wall as a piece of souvenir and the girl laughed at my face. Hey. its true! But now it's no longer available. All i've got is a piece of concrete that claims to be the berlin wall. It's still unique anyway.

infamous check point charlie

This is how to tell east berlin from west berlin. East berlin has got this different green man & red man from the rest of the world!

the square on the floor is the place where hilter ordered the books to be burn on one fateful night.

Museums and that marks the end of the day walking tour.

And then i went back to the exhibition at the berlin wall for more.

Curry something-Its basically curry sauce with sausages! Yummy!
Banana beer..i'll prefer a banana milk shake though
And yah.. that's pork knuckles. hehe Huge isnt it? u gotta see the one i ate in prague. Yes bigger!

Arty farty club/bars near my hostel. They've got this scary fire performance. The fire was like right next to my face! And then more booze while hanging out.

Oh my first pub crawl was in berlin but i gave up at the first stop. All thx to one of my roommate. !@@$#%^

Ben's another of my room mate from texas, huston! We met in baxpax and when i switched my travel plans from going to warsaw to prague, we survived the train ride together.

End of my Berlin trip...Next up....PRAGUE! stay tune.

2008-06-09T17:09:00.002+08:00

You wouldnt believe it, neither do i.

i freaking missed the train last night to go to krakow and i am stranded in prague now. What a little adventure i am having! I was so pissed with the reception. He disappeared for the longest time to buy macdonalds. its just a less than 3 mins walk away but he disappeared for god knows how long! my backpack was locked in their office and there was no way i could access it. he came back late so i had to pick up the backpack and rushed to the train station like some crazy woman. Missed the tram so i had to take a taxi and some guy infront of me took the taxi! arghhh more pissed. when i got there it was already far too late!!! =( Sigh i paid extra for the bed and in the end i had to walk back to the hostel to see if they have another night and i had to waste money on some bloody bed. arghhhhhhhhhhhh

i've overspent so much!! =(

But thankfully the night turned out ok because we went to a strip club!! I was with this irish guy and i met this girl from singapore! Had some fun watching and trying to figure his irish accent the whole night.

supposed to catch a 2pm train later to krakow. Hopefully i can get onto the train this time. wish me luck.

2008-06-08T20:58:00.002+08:00

i posted this whole entry and i dont know where its gone now!

Anyway my previous unposted post was talking me unexpectedly turning up in prague! aka praha!

This is so unexpected because my initial plan was to head on to warsaw right after berlin but many that i met told me that they are coming here and so i got on the train with the roommate in the berlin hostel and found myself in this place that i completely have got no idea whats here!

I was supposed to come here 12 years ago but i was in secondary school. OMG! But there was sars or 911 at that time so we cancelled the trip and it never happen again until today.

The trip so far has been fun. But i am so glad that the two sweeties-bel n zane msged me to ask abt me. yes i am safe and sound.. even though i was quite scared when i walked 20 mins from the club back to the hostel last night. i was too drunk to really care. lol.

Went for the pub crawl thingy in berlin but i got played out by my roommate from london so in the end i ditched the 12 euros and i headed to some fire show in another place. This arty farty place. Full of giraffiti and name-shall-not-be-mention. haha of course i didnt do the name-shall-not-be-mention! But its really common here.

This trip has been quite a culture shock for me. haha Even though i've been travelling around alot for the past 4 years, i have never got such kind of experience. it's jus so different! I talked to many different people, share our travel stories, gossips(yes there's gossip even though its such a short period of time). And culture shock hm.. yah. like e.g this other girl i knew just made out infront of me and her guy friends. This doesnt happen back home. esp not when she only met the guy once. Seriously its nothing bad and i set me thinking what is considered as acceptable and unacceptable back home. What's the limit with people from other countries? And if they are quite extreme, is there a limit at all? i actually kinda like the way they do it. perhaps because its new but its very refreshingly interesting. hmm.. I am not only refering to that but many other things. e.g. singaporeans wouldnt come straight up to you and talk unless the guy is interesting in the girl. E.g. i met this bunch of singaporeans in berlin. The whole walking tour, they were staring at me and i was staring at them but none of us take the first move to talk to each other. i knew it the moment i saw them that they are singaporeans. We didnt talk until three quarter in the trip and i had to make the first move. See what i mean? gotta do the trip and u will know what i mean~! But glad i talked to them they were really nice and i am gg to meet them later tonight.

heading on to krakow tonight. Just got the ticket its an overnight train with bed and stuffs. let's hope the train ride is good~

2008-06-05T04:57:00.002+08:00

Blogging all the way from........BERLIN now!!!

Yup i made it for my trip! It was a mad rush yesterday. I didnt book anything. Last minute i realised that the flight from frankfurt to berlin was SOLD OUT. wtf!! i almost thought i cant come.. in the end i changed and mind and decided to suffer abit by taking the four hour train all the way from frankfurt airport to berlin. the flight and the train tickets were the same but the flight took 1h plus while the train took me close to 5 hours.

And i went back to the airport straight after my turn...omg it was crazy! so so so tired and so rush i didnt have time to pack but managed to squeeze alot of clothes into my backpack which explains why it is so freaking heavy!!!

Slept on the flight but it was the lousy 744 so uncomfy and quite tired when i finally reach my dorm. My dorm is so pretty! Looks exactly like the photo that i saw online. Its not girlish pretty but very neat and modern and it has an inflatable swimming pool which of course i am not gg to swim la!

Once reached here i went out to two museums-jewish museum and EROTICA MUSEUM! haha pics when i am back or when my memory runs out of space. hehe. so far enjoying the trip! but i dont know if i will taboleh tahan by the end of the trip. Nobody speak singlish to me!!! haha. ok la onlz 10 days so i think should be okie.

tml gg out to sightsee in berlin and then heading to poland, warsaw on friday!! Its another long long journey of SIX hours. omg.

alright wish me lotsa luck. so far got lost once while trying to find mz hostel. i was onlz 2 mins away in the end i took a detour in my 12kg backpack and almost fainted in the heat.

gtg ciao°!

2008-05-28T00:55:00.002+08:00

I disppeared for so long.. Been really busy with exams. Nothing much go into my mind even though i study everyday. Shit man. Dont know how to pass. Exam in 8 hours time. OMG.

Anyway i wanna post the pics from seoul/vancouver so much because it was soooo fun!

It was Beer and more beer.. kimchi.ginseng chicken.fried rice.not enough sleep.shopping.freebies.adventure.Mt Whistler.gokart. for the whole trip!
First trip to seoul.. went shopping at myung dong! followed by bulgogi fried rice!! yummy!

the night when all of us got damn wasted

Vancouver-Gokart my first time! i was last. haha.

the view to mt whistler!

On the way

dive site!

I miss A&W so much!!! Rootbeer float and chubby chicken!

My first time ATV also. maybe my last but i hope not. So scary. we almost fell over the cliff because of me. The terrains were really bad and steep and it was damn hard to steer the vehicle. My muscles were all aching and i felt so scared looking down the steep cliffs! OMG.

Alaska from the plane!

On the way back-no sleep followed by more booze.

Very great company!!!

2008-05-15T03:33:00.003+08:00

Just as i am feeling ultra exhausted and wishing for a retreat in my own private beach with my own private masseur, i got this email from Sheraton Grande Laguna Phuket with all these promotions and stuffs. Ahhh!! How i wish i can just ditch everything, jump onto a plane and head to my own private beach!!! But this is also when the reality hits me. It isnt going to be very possible. At least not short term. SIGH.

Yea. Just completed my LAST assignment(unofficially)-Accounting!!! Unofficially because we submitted econs assignment but it was rejected so we have to redo-before Friday which means i am left with only less than 48 hours to go. OMG. I thought my nightmare is over after the accounting assignment but who knows?! Ok after this few brain wrenching experience, i am going to promise myself that i am never ever going to do my assignments last minute again!!! At least not for my next sem. I hope i keep to it. I dont want this whole nightmare to repeat itself..though i will usually forget before my holiday ends. hehe.

And as for my europe backpacking trip, i may not be heading to zurich because my frens may not be there. Yes i am still going. Except now my finances are abit tight. I just gave up a $1k amsterdam flight all because of my exams. So i am not going to have any flight for up to 3 weeks+. That means i am going to be very broke from now until the end of june. OMG. That's what is holding me back from my holidays. Sigh. But its my only two weeks leave. If i am gg to waste it its never coming back.. at least not for this year. sigh....... to go or not to go?

And next pipping hot on my to buy list is a new laptop. This good old laptop of mine is giving way. It shuts down by itself every few hours. No complains because it has improved. Last few days were worse. It shuts down every few minutes. So yea.. i have no complains. Just praying it wont crash ..at least after my exams. Pls pls.

I wish a new laptop will just drop from the sky! wahlaaaa!..........nope....nope. Still no sign of the new laptop.

-_-"

2008-05-09T08:20:00.002+08:00

Finally ONE DOWN!!

Yea.. biz class training is finally over! This whole week has been quite torturous for me. Everyday have to wake up in the morning(thats not the worse), sch assignments all due i cant do anything because i dont have time at all!, getting into trouble...i was almost dying of stress. Now still stressful but a little lesser.

Woke up early to go the class.......so sian. Go must see all their disapproving face. Sigh. i wish all these to be over..and then i will reconsider my choice of whether to attend uni ornot. It's really quite a process. My diploma was quite easy to complete. I didnt even put in much effort. (yes, just in case u guys dont know, i have a diploma. I am not BTC-Bo ta chek) Then now the higher diploma.. perhaps i am too slack to even bother. And this slackness is killing me. arghhhhhhhhh

have to type my explanation letter.

2008-05-03T17:30:00.003+08:00

Alrighty! Zurich Photos! Really glad that i didnt change it away! On the night we touched down after 12hs plus, we headed out straight to meet the guys at the main station and from there we went to a............ROCK CLUB!!! First time gg to ROCK KARAOKE but it was good! not as bad as i imagined.

thats the ROCK i was talking abt!

high already

thats hong and meng

chun me and jane

oh kiss kiss!

one more!

Drank till late slept till late. Next day we headed over to their place for brunch + dinner. They live in a very nice and old building which is 83 years old! Even has a cellar and stuffs. Cool!

thats me in their kitchen

Jane with deep trip CD

Chun cooking rosti! -typical swiss food

*yummy*

he went mexico before.. that explains the mexico hat!

jane

at nite headed out to another bar for one of the guy's bday. (leilei's) Their bars always packed! Even on weekdays nite! i am impressed~

this is the act cool shot

2008-05-03T06:37:00.001+08:00

My Zurich flight was a blast! It was so fun! Pics coming up! Made new friends. =D Went out Jane who introduced me

But right now more important thing on my mind: I am planning a backpacking trip to Europe for 10 days!!! Still considering if i should go alone. No khakis who can take my kinda trip leh. It's going to be really new because it's really a backpacking trip as in BACKPACK! Yea no fancy dresses, no heels, no lotsa makeups just backpack, sports shoes and jeans. Whoa whoa. and no fancy hotels, just dorm, hostel and mortel!

Took me sometime to read abt the trip the whole night.. My whole objective is to go to places that my company dont go. So initially was really interested to go to Barcelona and Madrid.. But on a second thought i figured out that thats not really what i want.

Kinda sian of looking at scenaries or castles. Been to this kinda places a couple of times. Not that its boring but it isnt anything really interesting. So after 4 hours of research, i've more or less arrived with the decision of visiting Poland (Warsaw, Krakow-the infamous Auschwitz concentration camp), Germany(Berlin wall, the neuschwanstein castle which disneyland used it as the sleeping beauty castle(fairytale come true!!!, maybe cologne) and then moving on to switzerland to find chun and the rest. havent decide on what i am going to do there yet. probably hang out and go lake bbq and stuffs like that!

really looking forward to the trip because it will be my first trip ALONE! excluding work la. work always end up making new friends ma. Looking forward staying in dorm.. it will be my first first time. Heard so many gd stories abt it! =D i hope it will really work!

2008-04-29T01:06:00.004+08:00

Blogging while waiting for my nails to dry.. Yea preparing for flt tml.. going to zurich. So bored. Been there a couple of times and there isnt much to do there now. So most probably will be hibernating in the room to complete my assignments. =(

Went to gym at one raffles quay today..wah i like it there! So much bigger than paragon and like what bel said, so hi tech! And i like the sea view. Finally went to the gym after one week of not moving my butt and having prata twice in a week. OMG so sinful. And instead of my weight going down(Since i've been gg gym at least once a week) it went up! OMG. I am so so so so so upset. So this means that i'm going to include going to the gym as my to-do list when i go zurich. Cant wait to try out other clubs! It most probably wouldnt be in my favourite gym because its kinda out of the way and its troublesome because everyone has to change for a pass(for the building) as long as you're not working there. So troublesome! Body combat class was good. Burnt lotsa calories! Yea~ love it!

Can anyone actually like someone only when he's drunk? Sounds kinda freaky. "** can overwhelm you with passionate ardor one mintue, and be as icy as a polar bear the next." So true abt him. Icy chilly yiky. hate it. not going to fall into one of those "passionate" times created by sips of alcohol. " If you have any ideas about playing games with him by flirting-drop them. Your first indiscretion will probably be your last. You can lose him with just a whisper or an intimate look at another man, let alone any actual infidelity." I just realised that this is oh so true. too bad.

2008-04-22T02:00:00.003+08:00

Cant wait to post Miss bel's big birthday celebration.. but camera low batt. Shall charge soon.

Anyway my bombay flight surprisingly turned out quite fun...because i had my team boy on my flight! So so so surprised! He got called up for the flight. I didnt read the crew list properly..didnt notice his name until he text me in the morning. Life was easy on the flight.. with his company and all the gd crews! Business class was a breeze though i screwed up slightly but chef just rolled his eyes and smile. =x I dont know the std mah! hehe. No photos though.. wish that i took but we didnt head out anywhere. Just stayed in the room and to the hotel restaurant for buffet dinner. *yummy!* I'm not much of a salad person..but they had so many varieties! Egg, Squid, turkey, salmon, tenderloin.....ALL SALAD! and the sauce! wait till i got another bombay..will take pics!

my new fav song:

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

There's no point in trying to find something from the past. What's over is gone. You can never get the same feeling back, not the same person, not the situation..it's different. The person whom you used to like is different now and 1 year ago, the person who used to feel something for you has changed, the person whom you share a happy memory is no longer the same person as in the memory. It's too late. Move on.

2008-04-18T04:26:00.002+08:00

*Sense of accomplishment!*
I finally finished my 12 pages long accounting assignment!!! Weeee~* Though i am still late by one day. But amazingly, i somehow managed to finish it within ONE day! So crazy. I almost got a panic attack because i had to re do one of the qns 4 times and i thought i will never finish it! With all that stress earlier, i ate and ate..even sinfully indulged in Long john(omg).. there goes all my effort at the gym. But still, its finally over!

Not that over actually...still got one more mgt assignment due next week(and i havent even look at the qns) and the econs assignment due in two weeks time. and exams in 1 months time. OMG.

Anyway in the midst of all these stress, i was also stressing myself out trying to change away my flight for Miss bel's bday..and i finally did it! But just that i changed it with this girl without even looking at her flight to realised that her flight most of the girls not j class train. I am keeping my fingers crossed. Pls dont let me get into any trouble. Man.. i tell myself to be careful but i still land myself in this. ARGH. Its not helping that flight but my j class training has been re rostered to coming early may.. so this whole nightmare wont repeat itself after i am trained...yea!

3 hours more to sleep.. nite nite.

2008-04-15T03:21:00.002+08:00

This is like my 100th sneeze. I think i caught a cold. =( can feel the heat building up in me.

supposed to sleep early for sch tml but still up reading everyone's blog. tried to work on my mgt assignment but its still half done. Arghhhhhhhh. Need to submit by tml. die.

2008-04-13T16:43:00.003+08:00

You wouldnt believe where i went partying last night...........
Asoka in New delhi, India!

wahh everyone say delhi flight sucks but i like! The crews were very spotting. We went to the bar in our hotel to drink first and the music they played was pretty good.

Francis, me, som, lees, james & malik. Hopefully i got all their names right. hehe

Then the place closed early...at 2am and since we were all high and everything.. three of us ventured out to this one of the most happening place in delhi..called asoka. So "athas" make us pay around 90 bucks for entry per person..but luckily in the end a guy that we chatted up with gave us coupon, spoke in Hindi with the bouncer guys and we got in....with just one person paying! Good drinks, good music, good crowd. Very quality. It's fashion bar somemore. But fashion bar here and fashion bar in spore is so different.

3 of us who went

Trust me.. the music & the place is comparable to any of the clubs in sg.. except its smaller in comparison. very good!

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Hm why is it that when people do things that they're not suppose to do, they always can get away with it.. and the moment i sinfully indulge in things i shouldnt, i always end up screwing it up. If i didnt allow myself to hug him then things wouldnt be so ugly. hai~ It's just a bloody hug. argh.

2008-04-12T13:35:00.002+08:00

Went to the gym yesterday with bel.. yea good that i've been working out but i seem to put on more weight than losing. Hmm.. I did upper body yesterday. So now my triceps, chest and abs are all hurting badly. I've got to endure a 4 hours to delhi later.

Everyone is scolding me for being extra because i actually changed my flight from dubai 5 days (good allowance!!!) to delhi with miserable allowance. I need the offday lah. I wanna go to school. I havent go to school for the longest time. It's time i put more effort to school. Money can always come later mah. =D Moreover i've never done it. Will be good to go there and see see look look.

gotta go prepare for flight! Back on Monday!

2008-04-06T02:49:00.003+08:00

Noticed that recently there're a couple of friends who're trying to introduce me guys. Feels so much like matchmaking but not that i mind. In fact, i actually find that it's quite fun to meet people this way! Just came back from fly and my ger friend actually told me she wanna matchmake *us together. lol. Usually ppl will think its awkward and weird and turn it away but i actually think its exciting! Crazy Crazy. i am pretty much a "group" person so i dont mind meeting people this way..even if it doesnt evolve into something more. I dont mind having another deary guy friend.

But rest assure guys, dont look at me sympathetically with the kind of look like, "Aw, i feel sorry for you not to have a boyfriend." It pretty much gets me thinking of the scene in sex and the city whereby the girls felt like they were given this kinda look when they went for party or hang out with friends who're married. Ppl will give them that kinda look like,"aw poor you you're still single." In fact, i'm happier single than attached. I've been so busy lately..i w0uldnt know how a guy is going to fit into my hectic schedule. But of course, if a good man comes along, i wouldnt mind giving all my best for him. hmm.. but since that day is not here yet, i would rather give my best shot and enjoy my single life. With my lifestyle, it suits me better not to be attached because i dont want anyone to stop me from knowing the opposite sex. Everyone is a possible business opportunity!

I actually meant it so much (with all my heart) just now when i told him, "its okay, really. It doesnt matter to me." wow.. i really want him to know that i am feeling great now. dont worry so much abt me. I just want myself and him to be happy.

Maybe it's because i've been so busy that my life has been taken up by work. I dont think i can even bother to allow him to intrude my life as he did in the past. But if a new guy comes along, i wouldnt mind giving that little allowance to let him come into my life! :)

Going beijing later for japanese buffet or peking duck. *yummy!* + one of my fav hotel. cant wait.

i just understand why people says that it feels good to be single by choice. :D

2008-04-02T19:11:00.002+08:00

My athens photo!
Acropolis of Athens

Apparently, i found out that we got the word "politics" from the word Acropolis. The old greek politics was way more complex den our present world's.

The streets of Athens

Fashion?

we didnt get a chance to sightsee.. reached there too late.

poor doggie was shivering

pretty right?

Local coconut sweet..nice! I like! But the rest of the crews think it taste weird..

Dinner besides the old ruins..

Greek food: Moussaka! So yummy! It's meat, potato, cheese..and soo soo soo mouth watering!

sausage

next morning we woke up real early.......to go sightsee outskirt

we were late for half an hour..didnt expect the whole bus full of ppl to be waiting for us. So PAI SEH!!

Breathtaking scenes

Went visiting the OLD TOMBS..

Orbs.......*spooky*

This was called the LION GATE. But the lions' heads are not there anymore. The people who lived here used to be shorter and smaller. Kinda can imagine. I feel giant in this place.

Yea.. all stones and ruins

the old castle

Lunch with the rest of the tour group.. including these guys from New york

We thought the waitress's soo pretty so we took a photo with her eagerly

Our tour guide..

nice right...

(To be continued....)

2008-03-30T00:40:00.002+08:00

I have been so busy recently that i dont even have time for meeting friends, thinking of people(one person) and clubbing!!!

I've been really busy with the stuffs.. so many calls and learning so many new things. Then i've to complete my assignments, go to the gym and catch up with my studies..and lastly i've to fly. ahhhhhhh.. dont even have time for anything!

Actually come to think of it, its bad time management...or maybe i shouldnt take up so many things..but since it all has been taken up.. so i should give it a go!

Went to gym yesterday and used up one of the personal training session with ibrahim. He made me do all the back and arm workouts. But this time the areas doesnt hurt as bad as after the wakeboarding session. Good good! I'm toning up! Next week will be almost a full week in London.. so no gym for a while unless i can motivate myself to hit the gym in the hotel. hmmm...

Then my mgt assignment is very very due by Monday before 9am. It's already dued last week but i managed to talk my lecturer into allowing me to submit by Mon..but with marks being deducted la. And i havent do anything.......it's a 1500 words assignment with 6 journal articles. uh oh. And tml i gotta catch up on my sleep, meet a fren to discuss something impt!!! and assignment....ahhhhh!

Ok left 2hs to sleep before my flt.....nite!

2008-03-26T21:06:00.002+08:00

Gone are my beautiful gel nails... *sob* And back are my plain good old real nails. I am such a sucker for long beautiful and strong nails which doesnt hurt when it breaks.. but i am kinda sick of the design and again....i broke THREE of them after the male and athens trip.. so instead of doing infills n stuffs, i decided to give them a break and let those nails of mine breathe some fresh air! Poor them now.. they're s frail and weak.

And then i was sooooooooo god damn pissed yesterday and apparently i didnt do anything wrong..didnt even say anything wrong. Still dare to say that she was working there previously. PUI. If you were, you werent make things diffcult for us. You should understand what it means. If there's what you want, of course i will give you. You think i have a slaughter house below or a super market whereby i can shop for what you want and give it to you? And i have your wellbeing at heart by offering you tips and you go and act like a kid want attention?! Slap you lah! In the end make me get into trouble and no bloody person side me everyone side you. where got such lousy people around? And next is the bloody rude girl who tell me the things are "for her side". wtf!!! Tell her off and i kena from someone else. What?! I didnt say anything wrong. Anyway there's no drawing of lines what!!! NB!! Somemore so bloody rude. when i clarify with her she change bloody story. fckkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!

and one more even more pissed off thing:
Everyone has their flaws and short coming. You're my friend thats why i wont come and tell you you're ugly even if you really are. Friends dont do this kinda thing. I dont badmouth you because i'm jealous.. probably also because i've got nothing to be jealous about you la. I keep my mouth shut because i care about how you feel.. be it you fat, ugly or even if you look like an animal or an alien. I tell you that you're beautiful. Not to lie to you to make you feel better but i see that you're beautiful in your own ways. I try to offer my advice because i am more experienced but in the end i get the, "Why some people like that they still get it? Why i don't?" Yes precisely.. You don't because you cant even match up with those people whom you think is lousy. Get it? Pissed pissed pissed. So much for being nice.

2008-03-23T21:05:00.003+08:00

Ok this is going to be a post...of photos!
This trip to Male had been fun fun! though got some weird happenings(Not weird as in spooky but weird weird but nvm.)

Touch down night, everyone very on. Almost whole set of crew including the tech crews turned up at the Sand bar except one LSS. Started mildly with beer..then gin tonic...then eliza ordered a round of sex on the beach..then three rounds of tequila. By then i almost couldnt take it already. Could see some of them turning red..talking loudly...turning rowdy. Damn funny. Some fell asleep. Some couldnt walk properly to the toilet.. some went to puke. Then the captain ordered a killer bottle of black label which hit all of us..by then most of the people were gone. But had lotsa fun. Had to help the drunkard back to the rooms.

abit high already..

Happy smiling

drunk...gone..

very gone..

Next day we met up for lunch and headed our seperate ways. Hang out with Lucy..her first time there because she's a china stewardess.. they dont usually fly this route. So we went to sun tan, soak in the crystal clear water... and i got restless and suggested---> WAKEBOARDING!

Wakeboarding isnt very cheap there but i was dying to do it. It had been almost 2 years since i last wakeboard! Believe it ornot! And i didnt get a chance to do it the last trip to phuket. Moreover, usually its hard to get crews to want to do it with me. They will most prob go snorkeling instead. So we grabbed hold of the chance and went out into the open sea!

In Singapore i was scared of crocodile.. in Male i was scared of sharks. LOL. But i was too excited to care so much..

My head popping out of the water...getting all ready

After 2 falls... i GOT UP! Weee~* Cant imagine i am still able to do it. But i forgot how to drift left and right.. had to get the instructor to remind me.

falling falling..

It all felt VERY GOOD! Its amazing that i can ride on the surface of the water!

And thats Lucy going through her brief lesson

Our instructor n boatman

This was the tough part.. putting on the shoes and trying to get off the boat.

Dinner at sun set bar

On the way back!

Happy Male! I wanna go to beach Holiday again soon!!!

And stole this from elaine's blog. ah huh.. interesting!
On my first try:
76 words

Speed test

and then on my second try( i am supposed to improve):
78 words

Speedtest

So i guess this is the fastest that i can go. Hell it was crazy typing so fast and trying not to make any mistakes. haha

"314 points, so you achieved position 151852 of 1290942 on the ranking list

You type 420 characters per minute
You have 78 correct words and
you have 2 wrong words"

So... you mean there's actually people who are 151851 ahead of me who can type way faster than me? I think that's pretty crazy! OMG.. i wonder who's 1st? And how many words 1st type a minute? LOL.

2008-03-17T05:37:00.002+08:00

Spent my last few days in Athens.. my first time here..very happy that i finally get rostered. I thought i will never get a chance! But kinda wasted my trip here. We didnt do the usual things that crew do when they come here. I didnt go to santorini.. nor any of the greek islands. According to the concierge, it isnt worth going now that its not summer. Hopefully i get to go there with a friend or someone romantic next time i come. Hehe.

Instead, we headed on to a day trip outskirt. Details when i am back. It was alright going to old tombs and old cities but since i didnt know any of the past history, it didnt make alot of sense to me. It was more of like a paid history lesson. Very cool because we got to go to many of the archaeological sites.

Heard so much of the night life here, we headed to plaka square and clubbed the night away. The club has alot of gorgeous eye candies...oOoh. But we pretty much hang out with our own people, drank and dance. The group isnt much of a dance group so they stood one corner and drank most of the time while me and another girl danced & drank. Came back to hotel by 4pm, bought a bottle of black label and drank more. I couldnt tahan so came back to my rm to concuss.

Didnt even head out to acopolis today. So sad! But nvm.. i am sure i will get a chance to come back again. If i am never going to be rostered, i am sure i will come back to visit the famous greek islands during summer and sightsee the place. Athens, i will be back!

2008-03-10T06:18:00.002+08:00

After talking to bel the other day, it really makes me feel so much better. Thanks bel! :) Thanks for listening and whacking some sense into me.

Anyway i got somethings sort out and i am quite satisfied with myself. Did filing, took notes from my helpful classmates, went for flight and back.

Most importantly, i've finished up 3 assignments today!!!-1 marketing assignment and 2 management assignments. They are short but not easy at all! I cant believe i didnt do anything last sem. Still have two more thats urgent and a couple more that's due end of this month. My teachers are crazy to give this amount of work to us.

Tomorrow's going to be a busy day..thankfully its going to start late for me. I am seriously not a morning person. I have to go for class after class. And then i've to arrange the apt thingy. And then more assignments to finish up!

Went for dinner today and it was good and fun with lotsa amazing discovery like the 6 o'clock and the 12 o'clock thingy. LOL. Thanks for all the great company! Flight that day was called up 2 hours before reporting to joburg. Damn..that was one of the shortest callup i've had lah! I was still at toa payoh when my dad msged me to tell me office called. I had to stop whatever i was doing half way, rush home, return the rented car and then go work. It was crazzzzzzzzzy! Thankfully i worked with very nice people and i worked in biz class for a sector even though i deferred the training. And the stay in joburg was damn good.. i love the hotel as usual..especially the casino though i lost those rans that i won 4 mths ago there. Heart pain.. ouch! Hopefully the next trip that i can finally go out and hug the tiger cubs.

*Happy and satisfied me!*
Secret note to myself: Everything happens for a good reason. :)

2008-03-05T04:58:00.003+08:00

I was reading Anita's facebook profile when i came across this:

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-y

ou-apart pain. I hate love.” -Neil Gaiman

Fits perfectly to how i feel but i can never put them so nicely into words.

And out of curiosity, i googled on the quote and found these:

"Sometimes you have to let go to see if there was anything worth holding on to"

“Endurance is one of the most difficult disciplines, but it is to the one who endures that the final victory comes.”

“I quit, I give up, nothing's good enough for anybody else, it seems...When I'm all alone it's the best way to be. When I'm by myself nobody else can say goodbye. Everything is temporary anyway.”
----This one sounds so depressed.

“I've been making a list of the things they don't teach you at school. They don't teach you how to love somebody. They don't teach you how to be famous. They don't teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don't teach you how to walk away from someone you don't love any longer. They don't teach you how to know what's going on in someone else's mind. They don't teach you what to say to someone who's dying. They don't teach you anything worth knowing.”
--Another one of Neil Gaiman's quotes. So true!

2008-03-04T10:23:00.003+08:00

I screwed up my life again. Have been in the down-nest of my luck recently. Events one after another.. personal life, work, finances. It's all going wrong..and one wrong lead to more wrong. I used to be able to live with my un-organisation even though occasionally it goes wrong here & there. But this trait of me is causing me alot, more & more.

My whole roster will b e changed, i will have to drop the course. I am trying to juggle between everything in life. I want to give up but i cant give up any. I am like a puppet pin on my fours to a cardboard. I can only struggle. I cant move, i cant change things. And the more i try to run away from things, the harder it hits me when it goes wrong.

I just wish someone will hug me and tell me that it's all right. Go and take a nap when i wake up tomorrow it will all be in place. But it's not and there's no such thing. Very screwed. Very very. I really want to hibernate and waste my time and just procrastinate. But i know i cant.

I have to pick myself up. I have to learn from mistakes. I have to stop procrastinating. I have to start working on all the wrong things. It's ok to fall but its more important to pick myself up from the fall. No point doing more wrongs.

But why is it that i have to pretend that i am strong when i am not? Why do i have to push myself to do things that i know i may not be capable of? Just because it's a right thing to do? Just because if i do it and succeed it can most probably ensure me happiness?

I want to be back to before.

2008-03-02T08:08:00.002+08:00

You're bloody selfish, cruel, flirtatious, irritating, sweet talk, greedy, fucked up, emotionless.

i'm bloody sleepy.

zz.

2008-03-01T21:46:00.002+08:00

Very excited about the new thing thats happening recently. Hehe. I've got alot to learn.. but i am picking up relatively fast. Amazingly..yes. And right now on hand i've got a few opportunities. Its just that i need to work on a few things before i can start! :) Just went to learn from my mentor just now. Very eye opening!

And i went to school yesterday. Very motivated because deborah motivates me. She's sooo organised! Assigment due dates are out.. so i gotta work on them soon. I really dont want to be like laster semester.

Feeling kinda tired now. Had a long day. Just came back from jakarta, then rush here rush there run errands and went to meet my mentor. I am half exhausted. Still contemplating to go out ornot. Probably head home early. I dont know yet.. Going to do healthy activities tomorrow afternoon!

2008-02-29T05:29:00.004+08:00

三日月
作詞：絢香
作曲：西尾芳彦・絢香

ずっと一緒にいた　二人で歩いた一本道
二つに分かれて　別々の方歩いてく

寂しさで溢れたこの胸かかえて
今にも泣き出しそうな空見上げて
あなたを想った…

※君がいない夜だって
そう no more cry もう泣かないよ
がんばっているからねって　強くなるからねって
君も見ているだろう
この消えそうな三日月
つながっているからねって　愛してるからねって※

冷えきった手を一人で温める日々
君の温もり　恋しくて恋しくて

どれだけ電話で「好き」と言われたって
君によりかかる事はできない
涙をぬぐった…

君がいない夜だって
そう no more cry もう泣かないよ
がんばっているからねって　強くなるからねって

今度いつ会えるんだろう　それまでの電池は
抱きしめながら言った　あなたの愛してるの一言

(※くり返し)

三日月に手をのばした　君に届けこの想い

あなたを想います。本とに本と。

2008-02-28T07:00:00.002+08:00

It's gonna be a brand new start!.....all starting from TODAY! =D

Came up with a list of checklist and short term goals and i am going to make sure i stick to them!
Going for class for the first time today! I cant wait for school to start!
Meeting someone to discuss something impt today..i cant wait too!

Life is doing me great. I need to get all my in born negative qis out and inhale the positive one from the right places! I want to sort my life out and stop being the "only-party" girl. I need to de clutter my mind, myself, my room and my life~

Bye Bye~

2008-02-27T01:00:00.005+08:00

He said some things that touched my heart today.

But he failed to see how much he means to me. He sees me through his lens which totally do me no justice. And he told me weird logics which makes no sense to the word commitment. Dont judge me. I'm not who you think i am.

I'm jaded. If he dont do anything, he's not going to do anything 3 months down the road as well. I know you treat me better than the other two girls. I may mean more to you than the two of them. But this is not a game of comparing. It's between us. I may not be the best but i try to be the best to you. I want the best for you and i want you to be happy.

I dont know if its the correct thing to do but whats done is done. I just hope that you will find that the grass is really greener on the other side.

The cards are in your hands.

2008-02-23T02:08:00.002+08:00

i've got this weird thing going on in me..

As i mentioned earlier in the previous post, i am down with the bloody food poisoning.. and that totally ruined my plan for the whole day. I have this long list of "To-dos" but instead, i spent my day sleeping, feel nausea and staying in. I feel as if i wasted my 24hours at home!

Yea i know i need to rest and recuperate.but but..

It kills me even more when everyone seems to have plans in place but i don't. I have got a couple of invitations to go party but that isnt my ideal night out after puking for a dozen times. I want to hang out, drink some coffee, watch some movie or something. And from 6pm till now at 2am, i've been lying in bed, staring blankly infront of my laptop and did nothing. I cant help feeling "loserish".

yea i am a bloody loser.

2008-02-22T19:24:00.002+08:00

I am infected with one of the worst food poisoning virus in my life. This is the 2nd time this happen.. the last time happened at work too.

It was all because of a room service pizza. I ordered it for supper and couldnt finish it so i left it in my room and had it for breakfast when i woke up. This isnt the first time and most of the other times were alright. So the virus attacked me 12 hours later when i am back from Beijing. Threw up non stop for at least 15 times. I couldnt sleep. And there was nothing left to throw up except gastric juice. I felt so so so horrible. Weak in my actions and aching in my joints. Couldnt take it anymore. Went to doctor and took a shot. It still didnt make me fully recover. I am still feeling it now..but much better aldy.

The first time was due to a spoilt fillet o fish from macdonalds. Left it overnight and got infected. It's time to eat quality food and not save too much money.

2008-02-15T08:32:00.004+08:00

This Valentine's day, i am not around to feel the lovey dovey atmosphere in Singapore. It doesnt really matter because i dont have a valentine anyway.

But i fell in love on valentine's day... with this guy call Louis vuitton.

Our half set of crew were poisoned with the LV poison. We stormed into LV and bought as many things our bank account could allow us to. Almost everyone bought something(even the guys!). And i sinfully bought.......not ONE but........TWO Lv bags. OMG.

This is like one of the most expensive shopping trip i went on. I finally bought my dream Trevi under the persuasion of the chinese sales girl. I c0uldnt decide which bag to get and she took over the role of the swizzle stick and stir me into buying it. OUCH. And there goes my half month pay. It's apparently one of the popular bags that's always out of stock and i am considered as really lucky today to get it in stock... so since i've already pledged my heart to Trevi a long time ago.. i decided to let it go today.. on this special Valentine's day.

And then we walked further down to the other LV... the guy was sooooooo nice. We were given VIP treatment. He sat us down in LV, served us champagne and talked to us while we decide what to buy. He was so nice that i couldnt resist not buying my cabin bag... so there goes another of my half months pay. yea. I am so broke now. I can almost declare bankruptcy now. I wasnt the only one who was touched. The rest each bought at least one more item from the shop. And so i came back to the hotel with two new loves and an empty pocket.

If that can buy my happiness, why not? Why should i spend my time and effort on someone who's not worth it right? I should reward myself thorougly on this valentine's day. Of course i should.. because i aint a fool. Cheers!

On the way walking to LV.. and yes thats arc de triomphe!

Me and Shan Ning!

My First love of the day.......Trevi PM. Isnt she gorgeous? She's named after the famous Trevis fountain in Rome.. and thats one of the most romantic place to me.

My second love...Keepall Bandouliere 55 Damier Ebony. I finally got my cabin bag!!! =D

Yea.. enough of rewarding myself.. i gotta eat bread for the next few days. Baguette and more baguette!

2008-02-14T17:49:00.001+08:00

Kind of disappointed of the kind of response that i get after i voice out. But if thats the way it is, you've made the decision for me.

Anyway, splurged a 95 euros at the supermarket. I bought two bottles of wine(very good & cheap!), some food stuffs and stuffs that i am going to cook when i am back in Singapore... white truffle & foie gras! (*yummy!). I am planning to cook some french dish at home when i get back. First attempt.. but lets hope for the best. hee.

I bought this super smelly cheese. It's nice but its stinking up my fridge! Help!!! Dont know can tahan back to sg or not. It has apparently been awarded some gold medal. So its supposed to be good.. (or not?) But somehow i figured its abit too much for my wine.

Supposed to go clubbing tonight with the crews.. still contemplating. I am still sleepy but the crews are going out for LV already. LV.. here i come!!! =D

2008-02-13T18:56:00.002+08:00

As i touched down in Paris, i got myself infected with a bad flu, a bad headache which i think eventually will lead to fever. Whole body aching now. Damn it, i am feeling so sick.

Instead of going to bed, i am here sipping this french rose. Of course! I am in france, i should drink some wine before sleeping. But my flu isnt getting any better. I can feel my immune system falling apart. But i insist on torturing myself because sleeping is the last thing on my mind.

There aint much to do here. Boring.. =( Ok i should continue my wine. tata

2008-02-12T05:51:00.000+08:00

I am going Paris and i am so so so tempted to buy something from LV.

Has been contemplating..kinda decided but when i checked my bank account just now, i had such a big shock that i am holding back. For the CNY, i spent so much money that my money disappeared within a few days after banked in. ARGHHHH. I can easily buy my LV with those money.

*Sigh*

Still thinking. I am so so so so tempted la. If i buy i will most prob stay in for the whole paris trip because i wouldnt want to spend any necessary money. But if i decide to go out and not buy, i will probably spend 50% of what i'm suppose to pay for my LV too. So what should i do?

=(

2008-02-11T02:42:00.000+08:00

Finally...here's the photos from my phuket trip!
My 9 days leave has ended.. but its all fulfilling except for some minor events that happened. Nevertheless, it was a good 9 days.. especially the phuket trip! I want to go back again.. and this time i will make sure i wouldnt oversleep to go to phi phi island. I want to go watch the simon show and the fantasea.. i want to spend more time at the beach..i want to go shooting.. LOL. So many things we didnt do..but it was still very enjoyable.

I get pretty restless when the itinerary is not followed..but i realised that we gain from it as well because we were so relax. No hurry to do anything.. no wakeup calls.. just our own world, on a quiet beach of phuket..away from all the chaos. The only con is that we are so far from patong beach that we have to travel 25mins just to get there.

Alright..the photos!

Us at airport.. I always report at T3 but never the chance to browse the shops because i'm always in a rush.. so we toured at T3 especially when our flight delay for close to 2 hs(So angry!!!). Took Silk air to Phuket.. i think they're good! We got the emergency exit aisle seat.. the check in staff was very friendly and accomodating. Since mine is a staff travel, she had to go some hassles but she didnt stop smiling for a second. Hehe. Food was good though i aint hungry. Service is similar to our CGK flights, only down part is there's no in flight entertainment but they has those small screens every other seats that plays "Just for Laughs"..sufficient to keep me entertained for 2 hours. And finally we touched down Phuket!! I really didnt know what to expect. Both of us were so scared that our villa is a scam because nobody seems to know anything about this villa AT ALL. Got lost on the cab...but thankfully we found our way there.... Oh yah i must add on: My new gold gel nails for CNY! =D & thats the new camera pouch that dearest bel got for me in Hong Kong. So cute!!! I love it! Thanks girl!

Our Villa...with private pool!!

At first we were quite disappointed with two things: The pool and the toilet. =( The pool wasnt as big as we expected but of course its more than abundance for the two of us! And since its a one bedroom.......our toilet didnt come with a bathtub!!!(The two bedrooms one have everything that we see on the website.) Of all things?!?! Yes. =( But on the overall it was still very nice. Very private, very quiet, very peaceful. It's a very different concept from a hotel. We're pretty much on our own. It's just like owning a studio landed for 4 days. There was broadband internet so we are pretty in touch with the world. And the villa assign us a handphone for contact with the manager. For our 4 days stay there, we've never met the manager at all. So weird right? The staffs were all very friendly! The security was incredibly helpful, so is the technician & the receptionist. Only downside is that they dont speak much english. The only person who speaks fluent english is the manager. My fav part of the villa: The pool & the bed!!! I love 4 post bed! It's just sooooooooo........romantic. haha. And its so comfy!!! =D

We couldnt resist the pool! We had Rose champagne in the fancy martini glass because the villa only have wine glass, no Champagne glass.. The the ciggie photo was taken when both of us were too bo liao while waiting for the damn taxi. Made us wait for almost 2 hs!

Took the taxi out to Patong beach to have seafood! Ended day 1 at 2am..yawn!

Totally didnt expect Day 2 to start so late...we overslept!!! Woke up at like 3pm, half the day was gone. It's supposed to be relaxing holiday..so yes we've the right to sleep in! LOL. Breakfast was prepared & served in the villa by the maid. She was very sweet..but i didnt see her all 3 days because we overslept all 3 days. We rented a car and visited our nearest beach- Bang Tao Beach. This area is filled with alot of posh retreats like banyan tree, sheraton and laguna. Its quiet because each is very self contained and they have their own private beach and stuffs. So we were pretty much on our own.

Wasted no time.. we went to grab our dinner. A table was reserved at Sam's place at Holiday Inn. The steak is AWESOME. One of the best i've tasted. The meat melts in my mouth. I could easily finish another one. Highly recommended! Of course the bill doesnt come cheap with the good wine and steak! Celebrated raymond's bday there with a small cake. Totally didnt expect the staffs to come up with the big hoo ha surprise. Both of us were shocked!!!!

After dinner, it was followed by clubbing with Ryan & Aaron. Ryan's my colleague and aaron is his batchboy! It was such a hit clubbing there. It was more of laughing than clubbing. We went to those ah gogo bars at bangla street. They have girls touting openly there, girls dressed in schoolgirl dancing on the bar tops and transsexual hitting on our guys, kissing, playing, GRABBING. LOL. Fun! And our trans waitress was so friendly that she even offered to take photo with us and me and her kiss and hug before we part.

Day 3 at Patong beach. As usual, we overslept and missed the whole phi phi island trip..but we rewarded ourselves at Patong beach. The beach isnt as beautiful as the beach on maldives but i equally enjoyed myself. Who can say they dont love the combination of the sun, good company, magazine, mp3 player, jet ski, new friends, listening to the waves.........and BEER? This is absolutely my dream retreat holiday!

Got to ride the jet ski for the first time of my life. It was good because i could let it all go at high speed without worrying about traffic police and my license. wahaha.

and then come the beautiful sunset and knowing the two italian guys and the friendly thai jet ski rental guy..jimmy!

Sadly but yes.. our dinner on our last night at this pretty good seafood restaurant. We had lobster, crab, oysters(MY FAV!!!) and then we walked around before heading back to the villa to enjoy the serenity for the last time.

It marked the end of our phuket trip. I cant wait to go again! Phuket see you again!!!

2008-02-07T15:50:00.000+08:00

I woke up with a very bad headache and tummyache. I had too much to drink last night. Practically mixed everything.. beer, whisky, brandy, vodka..everything..killer. This binge drinking gotta stop..but i admit i can't. And the worst things are i missed Chinese New Year first day (sob), and i had a bad dream which made me so sad (sob sob).

Now at home stoning..thinking of what i can do later... still not decided. Probably movie. Hm.. Hands itching but no.

2008-02-06T05:53:00.000+08:00

The whole episode feels so surreal.

As i lay comfortably in my bed, and high from the three quarter of a bottle of red wine i drank just now, it feels impossible that the episode happen but it did. I just gotta face the facts. I aint sure i saw anything..but indeed i saw something and as the hurtful words ran through my mind, i cant help feeling tears rolling down my cheeks.

For one hour, i sat there watching jackass trying to make myself laugh but in the midst of my laughter, i felt myself cry but no tears roll down...until i hear the real words from him.

I enjoyed the times we spent together..and thats partially part of the reason i let all these happen..but now that all these happen, i aint enjoying it anymore i need to take a break out of all these before more unhappiness unfold.

No stress buddy, take ur time to choose what u want..but as you choose, i aint no fool.

2008-01-31T12:35:00.000+08:00

1 day to go before we're going to phuket!!!

Yah we finally got everything finalized yesterday. We are so slack right.. last min booked everything. At first we wanted to go phuket, then because of the free tickets thingy we changed to bali, got everything booked to know that its gg to be full load. Damn pissed..cancel and change back to phuket. We were so stressed about it!

We almost cant find a hotel to stay because Burasari is fully booked and i refused to stay in anything less..until ray found this gem..........

Villa with private pool!

So cool right? This is even better than the one we found at bali!!! But of course more expensive lah..

Its located at the more secluded bangtao beach, away from all the actions at Patong beach but i love it because its going to be really private and quiet. Its around 20mins drive from Patong beach..no problem for us since we plan to drive around. But ray wants to ride! I am so scared!!!

Because of this trip, i splurged on two cute & sweet bikini and i absolutely LOVE them!!! They are not cheap at all but i believe its all worth it because i am prepared to be in them the whole trip! If the weather permits, i want to lounge by our pool all day. cant wait cant wait cant wait..

going to work hard for my last paper tomorrow.. and here we go! =D

2008-01-23T20:11:00.000+08:00

After this one week of planning, we finally decided our destination---> Bali!!!

Initially i was all excited about phuket. Read ab0ut the beach, the activities and browsed through all the hotels but we changed our mind about it after we managed to secure two SQ free tickets to Bali. Its not fully secure yet.. but its on the way(hopefully).

And we just booked the villa an hour ago.. it is amazing! So cool, so cozy! It has everything a house will need..tv, bed, kitchen..and most importantly, its not a hotel-like resort. Its a villa resort. And villa, i really mean villa with a private pool! Cool right? I am just praying that the confirmation will be final. If not, we may have to book another one which is double the price..or settle for something less. :( All the reviews i read are positive and everyone sing praises for this resort. Cant wait cant wait!
Only down side is that its not facing the beach..around 5 mins away. But who cares about the beach when we have our own pool and garden and tanning chairs? If we're doing wakeboarding(which i wanna do badly), we can always walk or take cab ma.

Yea.. another week to go before we set off for the beautiful beach. So So So So So So So So excited!

2008-01-16T21:58:00.000+08:00

Yea!! I am going on a holiday again! So happy! But its gonna be a terribly short trip of only 3 days. =( I've got a 9 days leave but the first few days are for my exams and the next few are for my friend's bday. So i only have 3 days in between for BKK!

Most prob its BKK. Kinda boring but looks like i dont have much of a choice unless we want to go genting or KUL which is equally boring. Just went BKK a while ago and the shopping was good. Other destinations i have in mind is phuket, Bintan or Bali.

Bintan seems good. There's the adventure hiking tour, elephant park, go karting, water sports and all terrain vechicle.. plus all the spas and massages awaiting!

hmm.. i am so excited!

2008-01-15T08:55:00.000+08:00

Blogging from dubai now.. i am so lucky to be able to log on to this unknown network and i am online! God knows whether i need to pay for this.. i was expecting myself to go to this credit card page but it didnt. I was logged on immediately. So weird..but i aint complaining. =D

I am too lazy to post the pics one by one. My zurich ski/snowboard trip at Mt titlis with Andy~

and then its the crazy malaysia expedition i went with raymond. We just took off on an impulse after clubbing and he drove all the way up to near Muar.. just to find his friends and eat ah sam fish! LOL.. it was damn crazy because i didnt sleep at all and we hang out all the way till night. Shag shag..but it was fun! Oh and on the way back i saw a rainbow!

dont know whats wrong with me now..too shag? too hungry? or falling sick? I feel soo soo soo soo sick now. This trip is going to be a hibernating trip. I plan to finish up all my piling assignments and prepare for my exam thats coming next week. Time to take a break from all the drinking and clubbing. I need to concentrate!

2008-01-04T20:37:00.000+08:00

I had a weird dream just now.

In the dream, i cried and cried. It felt so real. I dreamt that Mr A died.

He's gone, never gonna be back again. its so scary! I didnt know that he's gone. Still called him on his hp and it rang. Didnt know that he's gone until i saw the news/read the papers. Couldnt believe it, still did a search on the internet and found the article. He was gone after sending me home, got into a car accident and died. I couldnt believe that he's gone just like that. In the dream, his parents were so sad. I saw them cry. I felt so guilty and so depressed. I dislike death, i dislike changes. I dislike the thought of having someone this moment and the next, gone with the wind. Never gonna to wake up again and do the same old things again, never gonna be around again.

To see someone dying in your dream, signifies that your feelings for that person are dead or that a significant change/loss is occurring in your relationship with that person. Alternatively, you may want to repress that aspect of yourself that is represented by the dying person. (From dreammoods.com)

This is just so weird.

2008-01-02T20:48:00.000+08:00

I've got all these photos that are long due to be posted! But havent got a chance. Dozen more in my camera but i cant find my USB port.. so here's those in my hp first!

Anyway yesterday went to Mt Titlis to snowboard with Andy. Pics coming! It was sooo beautiful! I love the place so much! Only disappointing thing was that i couldnt snowboard(i am a first timer wad!) and we went to this intermediate slope which i couldnt do anything. Then poor Andy had to give up for me. Makes me so guilty. If there were more time and a coach, i am sure i c0uld have done better.

Pics for now:

JK's Pre Christmas BBQ-Venue: His place

Log cake! So happy! This year i got to eat a couple of log cakes! *Yummy~*

Played drinking games la.. i drank my fair share too and the next time i still rem that i've flight. So good la they all dont have flight so they drank and drank and even went zouk and went ktv! I had to go home before the ktv part. =X

Dont ask me what they were doing. haha. Probably laughing at someone drinking or wad.

A flight later, met up with Marcus for ice skating followed by dinner at Geylang! Dimsummm n my fav beef hor fan!

candid shot.

Xmas presents for the girls!!! VICTORIA SECRET! I picked them one by one, put in real effort one!

The night before my frankfurt new york flight, hit the club with Javier, Gillian and the rest of the girls. But didnt take much photo la. No mood that night. Zouk was raided. Someone got molested. We couldnt get into zouk after we swipped our card. lotsa mess. Boring shit.

And then i spent my Christmas in Frankfurt n New York. It was all cool. The party in new york that i blogged-photos in my camera. Coming. hehe. Here's the photos in Frankfurt. We drank WARM RED WINE! I love it! I've no idea what its called but i saw people drinking in Zurich too.

warms up my stomach, warms up my heart.

the xmas market in frankfurt sell lotsa christmasty food...and CANDYS!

After NY, we came back to a white Frankfurt! So happy! This year i've alot of fate with snow. hehe

On the crew bus to hotel with Eunice

white xmas

after fra/jfk flight, i finally got to meet up with Adhi!! So long since we last have a proper chat, proper dinner. So many things happened. Catch up with him was fun! We went for dinner at his friend's newly opened restaurant. *yummy!* Burgers and matching beer!

the night was followed by movie with marcus-i m legend and then we forced him to go club even though it was his detox day. =X

alright, thats all for photos!

2008-01-02T05:45:00.000+08:00

Secret love

(Boy, you’re so hard to believe)
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Uh... no..
(Boy, you’re so hard to believe)
Just a friend
That’s all I’ve ever been to you
Oh, just a girl
Who wants to be the center of your world
But I ain’t got much to offer but my heart and soul
And I guess that’s not enough for you to notice me
I’m just your girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you
To you, you
[Chorus]
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is okay
But, oh
You don’t know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn’t even know
My secret love
In my dreams
I see us both together constantly
Why can’t you see
This love that’s here for you, inside of me (oh yeah)
What do I have to do for you to notice this
You look at her with love with me it’s just friendship
I’m just your girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you
To you, whoa
[Chorus]
I try to smile when I see other girls with you (with you)
Acting like everything is okay
But, oh
You don’t know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn’t even know
My secret love (my secret love)
What do you see in her
You don’t see in me (don’t see in me)
Boy, you’re so hard to believe (boy, you're so hard to believe)
Why do you show her love but there’s none for me
Boy, you don’t make sense to me
Is it cause I don’t have much to offer but my heart and soul
And I guess that’s not enough for you to notice me
I’m just your girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you
To you, you, you...
[Chorus]
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is okay (everything ain’t okay)
But, oh
You don’t know how it feels to be so in love (so in love with you baby)
With someone who doesn’t even know (oh yeah)
My secret love (my secret love)
(Oh no)
Boy, you’re so hard to believe

2007-12-29T20:46:00.000+08:00

I am so so so so depressed.

Screwed things up...almost everything!

Yea. Sigh. Now i am late. freaking late but i cant go out. I love screwing things up.

2007-12-25T00:24:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas!

While you people are happily partying in zouk, i am here in new york lazing and waiting to go for flight in 3 hours time.

I'm not complaining. Many admire that i can have a christmas-ty, winter cold, lotsa ppl, lotsa shopping, lotsa carols, wrapped in thick fluffy winter clothes and boots chrismas. It has been quite fun this trip! On the day we touched down, took a nap and went out with claire and the other two tech crews-lennard n colin. Headed for dinner, rockafellar(didnt get to ice skate sadly) and party at marquee!

Marquee was supposed to be like one of the best clubs here..but not a very big deal i think. Singapore clubbing scene is anytime better. haha. But it was the company that counts i think. I had great company and some drinks. wanted to get a bottle but it cost a crazy sum of 400usd. yah thats pretty steep. Dont know if it was because i overdrank last week or what..but my stomach couldnt really take it. we just dance, play five ten and drink and had lotsa fun!

Slept late till the 2nd day and we headed out to shopping. Didnt do any clothes shopping..so sad. But i finally got my laura mercier tinted moisturizer and secret finish! so excited!! I dropped my nars deep throat because i figured i dont want to overspend. aw.. next time then. we had korean food for dinner-bbq n stuffs and walked ar0und in times sq till late.

Merry xmas guys! I am coming back soon!! Company do me fair this time..i've got CNY off! So happy! xmas n new yr not around..finally they give me off for CNY. i loooove it !! Talk when back yah.

2007-12-22T02:30:00.000+08:00

I was talking to my friend online and he asked me a question that sums up what i've been going through for the past one year..

R says:
and what of your flings? you're young and hot what
[me] says:
i dont have flings la
[me] says:
just alot of dates who didnt turn into boyfriends

perhaps the guys i meet are not 'right'. perhaps the guys i meet are commitment phobic. perhaps i am not attractive anymore. perhaps i am the one who's commitment phobic.

the other day i was trying to imagine getting together with *. I had this suffocating feeling that makes me wanna choke. But at the same time i think i am fancy-ing him more and more. Contradicting, yes. He's like a pack of cigarettes. Cigarettes loudly advertise that they are bad. They cause bad breath, heart disease, lung cancer but i just cant help reaching for it and loving it.
Bitch? yes.

and then these ppl i meet gives me shit. the most recent one just gave me a new piece of shit. hm. But this time its pretty fair because i did a shit before he did his. wtf?

anyway i am freezing my asse off here in frankfurt. More freezing tml in new york. gotta go have my crispy duck dinner before heading off to bed. It's friday and its singapore 2.49am. Everyone's out drinking n clubbing. i also wannnnna drink. I need to drink badly. The other day i drank so much that i think it did a fair bit of damage to my stomach. The pain didnt stop for 2 whole days.

tired. tata.

2007-12-12T00:07:00.000+08:00

I read in a friend's blog that he's getting married...and then heard from another friend that our common friend L is getting married next year too. and i've got a couple of friends who has kids.. kids as in real living thing that cry, run and fart! It's so erm.....scary hearing all of it.

Oh don't get me wrong.

Marriage is great, so is having kids. And i LOVE wedding dinner(it always feel so happy, romantic and fairytale-like and there's shark fin. lol) But the idea of marriage (and having kids) seems such and adult thing...I just left teenhood like 4 mths ago. It feels weird that everyone is behaving so adult! I know this isn't the worse yet. Wait till i start attending wedding dinners (while being single), be jiemei's for my besties weddings, start brainstorming of what to buy for my future god daughters or start hinting to my future significant other that my biological clock is ticking and i desperately wants to be like the rest! that when the real thing hits and the horrifying parts begin!

Like i said, marriage is great. But dating for me has always come without a hidden agenda and it is still the same so far. i cant stand the thought of it when guys or girls date each other with a hidden agenda because they want to bond each other down with a legal contract so that they can apply for a flat or be socially accepted to have babies. I don't want to be dating my future significant other for a while and then start hinting that i need/want to get married. It's not something i want to do but i cant help being worried that i will become one some day. It's as bad as being left on the shelves! OMG!

Maybe part of me still believes in some fairy tales and romance. I dont want to hastily jump into marriage just because i need to get married! I want to be sure that i want to spend the rest of my life with this person, live with him, eat with him, have fun with him, go through thick and thins with him..and vice versa. So when is being ready ever ready? Will that feeling kicks in some day when i meet "the one"? or it kicks in when i see number BIG 3 coming?

Whatever it is now, i think i'll leave this to the back of my head. It's not something to worry now especially now that i dont have a specific significant other in my life. When it comes, it comes.

2007-11-30T03:43:00.000+08:00

Damn.. i think i've been having so many fun days back home and now i am away on long flight, i miss home so much. Maybe it was the crazy nights of drinking for the past few days, maybe it was the groovy company or its because i am just not prepared emotionally to come for this flt.

well, have sort a couple of things out on my mind. At least thats what i thought. It testified that it wasnt that serious afterall. Thanks for giving me a chance to find out. It's time to get busy again. It's tough to tear myself away but i'll have to do it.

gg back to rm to watch nip tuck. tata.
Guys... i am bored. CALL me!!!

2007-11-23T05:02:00.001+08:00

And then finally find time to upload my BKK PICS! Cant wait to see my buys right..wahahaha! we bought and bought.. it was too much to take. After arranging everything on the bed on the first day, we were too lazy to do it again for the following days. So just imagine everything u see on the bed x3(at least) LOL. That explains my 40kg luggage and Ru's big bags!

On the cab..on the way to Airport. 3 years ago we took the exact same picture sitting on the exact same position and heading to airport as well. That was our trip to Vietnam back then! Time flies!!!
I wanted to look for it and post it here to compare but i cant find it anywhere! Sob! Must be deleted when i reformat my PC or its in the old one. Damn. Ru if u have send it to me!
So excited after checking in! We even posed with our passport and boarding passes before going through the immigration.
Then it was waiting, walking around, shopping.Ru at the catus garden. we didnt have time to go to the sunflower garden. that place is beautiful!
So hot!
and finally on board TG's flight.
I was sooooooo disappointed because i was expecting it to be somewhat lik sq..i was wrong. No individual tv!!! ARGH! Luckily i was well prepared with my travel guides and book. Something that i must complement is the food on board. It was delicious! So far i will grade Sq's food the best, TG(that sector we took to and fro were both nice) and JL's as the worst. hahahaha. =X Service was..erm..disappointing. They were not bad but just didnt meet my expectations of Thai airline especially all that i heard. The stewardess didnt bother to smile and when she serve us drinks, she turned and look elsewhere. I had to ring the callbell 3 times before someone got to me. But that guy was nice and efficient. On the overall it was fairly good just that it didnt meet my expectations.
chicken noodlesPrawns with rice
We landed and got to our hotel shortly-Amari Watergate hotel.Didn't regret staying there! Initially we tried to book Baiyoke sky hotel because i heard so much about the wonderful buffet.. but my tour agent told me its FULL at the last min! Damn.. was so pissed with her when she recommended us to this 5 star hotel. More pissed when we have to pay extra for it! But we accepted it because it was a very good price for a 5 star hotel and we didn't have much of a choice. The min we got to the hotel, we were impressed with the hotel's lobby and the atmosphere. It was grand and nice. I was too lazy to snap the lobby but Ru managed to capture the two Thai ladies with their traditional musical instrument. They have this nighty performances at the hotel lobby.

Once again, i dont like the service at the reception. I am sure a 5 star hotel can do better than that. Pick one 5 star hotel worldwide, most of them can give much better service. The conceige was very nice and helpful though. Recommended us all the right places and gave us accurate information. Great job!
Our room!We checked into a deluxe room which comes with a DVD player! Yea! Love it though my laptop became a waste with the dvd player in the rm lah. =X
Baiyoke sky right opposite.
Our bed. Pillows were high and comfortable(i detest FLAT PILLOWS like those in narita! it gives me neck aches and horrible rest)
Room was spacious and comes with a big sofa but it turned out to be our storeroom. See below to understand. haha.
Corridor
and our bath room with individual sink(i didnt capture that!), a standing shower area, a bath tub. I like this design because we can shower simultaneously. Remind me of the swissotel.
the swimming pool which we didnt get a chance to use at all. Boo.exterior of our hotel

Spent our first night in BKK clubbing! RCA!!! Damn the taxi driver. The first one cheated us money and dropped us somewhere in papong(Only a few baht differece wth!). Damn pissed..It was not fcking funny! Wasted so much of our precious clubbing time because we left our hotel late and the clubs there close at 2am.

Before clubbing
Bought our own drinks and had a table to ourselves!
Dance dance dance.. till we made some friends!
DJ console
Instead of ending at 2am.. we club hopped with the rest to this another place owned by the same owner and clubbed till almost 5am. High!even ordered sheesha!
we struggled to wake up the next morning.. just in time for the buffet breakfast.

I felt so sick..dehydrated and everything but had to get out of bed even if it meant that we only had 4 hs of sleep. We need to hit Chatukchak! Didnt take much pics there..but there weren't much to shop. Things are expensive and the owners refused to let us bargain. Best part over there is the pet's corner. So many cute little puppy and i bought really cute dresses and teeshirt for Tai Tai! She loves it! Refused to let me take them off. hehe. After CTC it was dinner at MBK. wee~* We had thai food and i had a combination of Thai and satisfied my craving for Sashimi. Look at our spread. LOL. We got wierd stares from other tourists because we ordered A HUGE LOT!
Throughout the days, all we did was shopping and running around. We caught the eye opening Thai Girl show. Hm.. eye opening because it was our first time seeing someone have sex real life! Thats something different. The one that we went was quite run down, old but dark and mysterious. And it was packed with tourist. They didnt allow anyone to take photos..and we couldnt even take our hp out. Get lotsa unwanted attention and screamings if you do. So beware of that. We had thai massage after that. Relaxing but i didnt fully relax because there were no lockers so we had to keep our bags by the side which wasnt safe because i didnt dare to sleep at all! Still i dozed off. =X
sexy ru in the green massage clothes. LOL.
Mine was blue!
3rd day we did our nails at MBK. OMG i love my nails even though i had to sit there for 3 hours to get everything done up. It was cheap and good! Due to work, i could only do the french acrylic nails on my fingers with the dainty nail art while i chose outrageous designs for my toes! Right now my toe nails designs are still on but those on my finger nails has long been replaced back with the red nail polish. No regrets because i still get to keep the acrylic nails which means i get to keep the length. So far so good. No broken nails at work. My real nails used to break every flight!
My toe nails with the 3d ribbon!my finger nails..
Ru's finger nails..
Ru's toes
our shopping from first day.. so imagine it x3 lol.
My shopping(only from first day..as i said too lazy to take the rest)
Ru's shopping!
Dinner at chinatown-seafood and sharkfin!
Next few days was spent shopping..and eating..
Oyster egg
Kuey chap

our dinner on the last night was at Suan lum market.. at this thai restaurant. Very good
after dinner we had to go clubbing again because we had to finish our bottle. Same place and equally happening on a weekday!
in the hotel..one of the fun part was the trying on clothes part..but the nasty part was when we couldnt fit into our buys. It set off that alarm in us that it's time to lose some weight. uh oh.
and finally... we are coming back!at the airport..
Thats all of our BKK trip! Despite the occassion shagness/unhappiness we felt during the trip, it was mostly filled with joy and excitement(esp from all the shopping!) Ru i really enjoyed the trip! Thanks for giving me such a wonderful time! Muackz!

2007-11-17T19:58:00.000+08:00

Burnt my friday night because of work-early morning flight..and then i thought the rest are going to club today, who knows nobody wants to go. So disappointed. This left me stranded at home. i've got programmes lined up but i just have got no idea where to go and what to do. Okay i announce i am in one of my moody moods. BEWARE.

Chloe and the gang are going for sheesha, zane for dinner, ru's out with mario, bel's still at home. Hm.. and personally, if i have spare time, i'll rather opt to stay at home and have my beauty sleep. I am soooo sleep deprived! But it's Saturday and since i'll be going for long flight tomorrow, i should go out, right? yah i will try to convince myself that before i fall back asleep.

Going skiing in zurich tml! Hopefully i wouldnt fall too badly. =X Pics when back! Just bear with this boring talk-to-myself entry. hehe. BKK entry coming. Still blogging in the process.

2007-11-15T03:51:00.000+08:00

My beijing pics! Did this flight and despite the cold, after touching down at 1am, we went out for pipping hot and spicy...STEAMBOAT! *yummy!!!* It was so good that i didnt mind it interrupting my dieting plans.

all of us who went..

so yummy!

the two china stewardess! 2nd time out with foreign crews!

see everyone look so happy!

wait till you see the soup........

THIS!

You can never imagine how gd it is, having steamboat in cool temperature! Shiok!

2007-11-12T11:22:00.000+08:00

it was another night of drinking again.. with the crews in my rm. damn shag.. only slept three hours. Boo. Almost couldnt wake up. =( i cant even think properly now..thankfully its gonna be a short 1h+ flt back home. I cant wait to go home and sleep!

Anyway i'm getting better. =)

2007-11-11T06:58:00.000+08:00

My one year ago ex bf gave me a lift home today from MOS. So wierd but so nice at the same time. =)

We haven't contact each other for a year..like ever since we broke up. I think he hates me. =X And i heard he always disappear after he knows i am coming or after he sees me. LOL. But after seeing him last night at members, it wasnt so wierd after all. Everyone just cheered and made a big fuss when i saw him. haha so funny! Nice seeing him once again..even though it was kinda wierd when everyone forced me to sit with him. Just glad that we're on talking terms again.

Anyway caught my favourite Saw IV today.. we missed the first 20 min.. i am gg to grab the first available dvd of it!! As usual, the scenes were gory and full of blood. The worst scene was the hair ripping part for me.. i almost couldnt bring myself to see it but i peeped through my fingers and jacket..still manage to watch the ripping part. Ouch. Alright, i am a sadist but i prefer this kinda show way more than horror. This is more realistic and it doubles my heart beat!

Going to end my 8 days leave and start work tomorrow.. cant believe its so fast. And cant believe that i will be going to work with a heavy heart. No mood to work. Sigh. And with work, i am going to miss more school. I dont know how to catch up anymore. Sighhhhhhhhhh!!!!! I am feeling the stress once again. Can i just not work and get all the income?! NO. period. damn.

I hate lup sup tang!!!!!!!!!!! I hate cowards!!!!!!

alright my random thoughts. Time to sleep before flt. Oyasumi.

2007-11-10T08:41:00.000+08:00

Last night was a very crazy in a bad way night.

It was filled with tears, truths, lotsa Macallan, less bit of Chivas and a road accident.

But i am just glad that all of us are safe and sound and i can see the truth before it is too late.

Thank you god for blessing me.

2007-11-09T14:52:00.000+08:00

Was love much easier and simplier when i was much younger?

Probably it wasn't love..call it puppy love or something but things seem to be much simplier.. I like you, you like me and bingo! after a few dates we got together..at least i was always myself the whole time, i didn't have to really go and think of what i should do, i didnt have to judge if the guy was a real gentlemen(i didnt think it matters at that time), i didnt have to be a gentle lady(hee), i didnt have to think about the future. It was all about trying out and having fun.

But somehow or another, even though i learnt stuffs from the previous relationships, all these has somehow become rules or citerias stuck in my head that i cant do without them. Its stuck there that it becomes layers of filters. The guy will be filtered through a couple of times..if he pass the rounds then i will probably start to like him. It kinda act as a process to consider him properly before i fall and get hurt.

Besides all the criteria stuffs, it's the BEWARE OF flirt, player, cheater, jerks. So tired from it all. Who's one and who's not? What to do to avoid them? Probably its just me. I've got no luck in love.

Having been single for * months, i am so used to it and i really enjoy the company of my friends.. but my peace was disturbed a couple of times and they brought agony instead of joy. I seem to always fall for jerks. Yes i do.

2007-11-09T05:49:00.000+08:00

I've figured it all out! =D I MUST do it!

2007-11-03T00:24:00.000+08:00

Before i leave for bkk, i gotta clear posting all this pics from halloween!

While the girls prepare, the guys laid in the bed and waited patiently.

Besides the girls, steven did makeup too!

My completed masterpiece!

In andy's car on the way to zouk...really excited!

Chloe's birdy eyelashes

Sherry's birdy eyelashes as well

while queueing to get in..

attitude japanese chic/call girl/geisha. lol

weee~* Notice my blue black shoulders.. ouch!

Koji was the hot celebrity that nite!

Agnes and me~!

drinks and more drinks

so scary!

getting into the halloween mood

killer alert

i dont know why..but mummy was quite reluctant to take photo with me. damn. haha

so cute!

Ru the kinky sailor and me!

irwin! We just did a flight and now i see him there! haha

Oo..felica the bunny

sexy jonnn..

miki!

all hell broke loose at velvet..

dont bite!!!

Ru attempted this photo sooo many times lah!

kenny!

ahh!

Must be real hot under those cloth!

me, andy and ru! he was supposed to be my 'customer'. LOL.

since when people are so happy to see zombie?

My fav photo of andy..but he hates it!

Mohan didnt dress up also!

Sailors

i was told kat dressed as sluts. LOL

felicia, pei, kat and me!

Nun who drinks

thats when i noticed andy's tee.

Finally bel came!

drunk

i thought this must be a pretty nice photo of me...but i was cut in half! ARGHHHHH! Roar!

bel came so late and left so early..we hardly took any photos!

andy's fav cat woman

i thought that was quite an awkward position

this photo very spooky. we were trying to capture the traffic light and never notice the white girl behind... so did she really exist?

once again..i am half!!!!!

their turns to be half!

how can we miss out on our beloved sq girl!? lol we practically hopped to her and grab hold of her to take photo with us. But she told us she isnt with the company!

I love our shoulders!

last min dressed up adhi!

shag...after the whole nite. Damn drunk but it was fun! I wana be around on halloween next yr again!!!!!!!!!!!!! yea!!!!!!!!

2007-11-02T22:36:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeeee!~* I am going off to Bangkok tomorrow!!!

I am finally going on a holiday.. after A YEAR! The last time i did was in Osaka with Chloe. Oo that was fun and memorable! Really anticipating this BKK trip with Ru. No, work is not counted because i've to work up and down. I'm finally gg to go as a passenger!

In the midst of this excitment then i realise that we haven't plan our itinerary. oh shiet. But being the two last min cats, i hope we can work something out on the plane by tomorrow. LOL. We aint travelling by sq.. taking TG instead and it's going to be an afternoon flight so we're gg to miss the Saturday weekend market. So sad! There's only Sunday left for us to shop. *Pray*

We maybe extending our trips to pattaya or something..that will all depends on the budget and if the hotel allow us to cancel the last night. Sigh. Oh well, shall talk later..gotta do my most dreadful chore: Packing. *sulk* I'm actually quite shag. Just did beijing on thu, came back in the wee hours. Today just got called up for early morning jakarta..and tml flying again. Dont know how to digest it all man. And i am really angry with myself for being myself again.

Oh yah before i go, there's one more gd news...we finally got the zouk card! So happy!!! Nope, not the renewal of my privilege card..but the complimentary card! weee! With everyone in the grp with a privilege or complimentary card, we can all go zouk together more often in the future! weee~* Cheers!

2007-11-01T16:35:00.000+08:00

You know, its wierd because some dearies i talked to ask me to use my sixth sense and trust it. But i don't know what to trust!

I've always got this queasy feeling about people..probably due to all the bad experiences. So now i cant say that i can judge fairly. I may have either have too much senses or too much ignorance. I don't know.

All i can do at the moment is to just lay back and enjoy the ride. Thats the best thing i can do yah?

2007-10-29T08:38:00.000+08:00

Events this few days travelled in a whirlwind. Did a Copenhagen flight(as mentioned previously). In the end all of us went out to go Sweden. Very fun! Especially when all of us are young people! =X Went to hemlet to see the castle thats featured in the famous shakespear literature, 2b or not 2b. wahhh i nv know it exists. That was the literature text we did in sec 1!

And then it was the zouk Halloween party. It was crazy crazy crazy. Drank so much that i have diffculty trying to recall what i said..but some things are better left forgotten because the thought of it is so embarassing! hehe. Will post up the pics soon. Last yr took more pics but this yr wasnt that bad either. wee~* I wish i took more pics when unknown ppl. boo.

Then last night was a quieter night of dinner and ice cream because of my bad hangover from the whisky drys on Sat. It was a nice cozy night whereby i got to eat my fav hum at chomp chomp. wahaha followed by local delicacies like Hokkien Prawn noodles(the chilli was awesome!!!!), chai tao kuey(So oily so sinful but i heart!), sambal stingray ahhhh! The dinner was ended on a sweet note with a pint of ice cream from Hagen Daz.

So happy!

My roster is out! Quite satisfied with it except i wouldnt be around on zoukout day. So sad. I will be in the midst of my long flt. Still contemplating to change it away but i really feel like doing that flight! Sighhhhhhh.. how? Zouk out or zouk not? =(

oh yah! i stopped surfing the LV website after i told myself i've enough buys this year...but my itchy fingers last night took me to the Paris Virtual world and let me see one of their new bags that make me so so so so so so so so tempted! OMG! But i promised myself i wouldnt get anymore bags from LV this year. I want to get my balenciaga or my chanel..but i cannot resist LV. =( See how it goes lah. Probably will get a keepall before i get my new favourite bag! Ouch. That should be an excuse for my Christmas present for myself. wahahahahahaa.

2007-10-25T14:00:00.000+08:00

so god damn pisssed!!
thought that i can have a good night sleep of 8 hs before my flt especially since i only slept 4 hs last night.. fell asleep at 12+ and at 4am, some idiot called me and woke me up and hang up !!!! damn!!!! n i couldnt sleep anymore

i know its freaking 10am in spore but if u gt nothing really impt, why ring all the way when u hear its overseas tone? wads so impt anyway? that idiot happen to be from my school. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

now i m shag n i have to walk back 13hs. sobbbbbbbbb

a sleepy girl is an angry girl

2007-10-23T16:19:00.001+08:00

Bad mood bad mood... =((

Just touched down to Copenhagen. The rest of the crews wana go out later but i feel like hibernating. I am so so so so tired. Tired in terms of physical and emotional. Damn.

So worn out. But i will lose everything but not my dignity.

2007-10-19T09:12:00.000+08:00

Went out on a solo date last night and it was like one of the funniest and enjoyable date i went after so long.

We just hang out, had some wine, chatted the whole night and even had breakfast in the morning when the sun rose. Guess it was because both of us slept so much in the day.

i wish that i have dates like this more. wahaha. =D

i am a happy girl!

2007-10-03T17:29:00.000+08:00

I went for this electrosurgery thingy which caused me to be grounded at home.. because i have no "face" to go out! =( So i decided to take up the great task of....clearing up my room!!! My room is not very small but with the amount of things in it, its constantly under the pressure of bursting. My dog doesnt like to come to my room..because there's too many things. -_-"

Did a great spring clean of my cosmetics. I finally gather most of them together even though i still cant find bits of some things..lets make do with this first. I didnt knw i have so many makeup until i gather them all together and i see...........this:

What a mess!

My foundation and concealers! Am only using my chanel and my new love, RMK currently. The rest are all in "Cold chamber".

My humble collections of brushes..Mostly macs. Its really humble.. you should look at all the other girls! Namely renee renee and renee. LOL.

My mascaras..mostly retreated into the "cold chamber" from more than a year ago.. since i started my faux lashes. I know i am supposed to discard them after 3 mths but many are brand new! Some are still in use to coat my lashes to my faux. But hmm..i love them but i just hate the removing mascara process. Sorry my dear mascars.. =~

My eye shadows..so colourful! But i haven't found a suitable work-able e/s. Perhaps will try Bobby Brown next.

Yummy yummy! My lipsticks and Lipgloss.. Lipsticks mainly bought due to work. Do buy the Dior lipstick! Its so moisturizing and the colour dont run!!! One of the Chanel is bad because of the design. You cant twist it up too much if not it'll break. Lancomes are drying even though i was using the hydrating version. Not too bad for day use but not for fussy users. My new love for my lip gloss is the RMK ones! I forgot to include my lip palatte but its sooo cute with two lovely hearts. I love RMK! Too bad it aint available in Singapore since a couple of years ago. =(

ok this pile is quite rubbish.. mostly half used eye liners..mostly cheapos. haha. I only use liquid eyeliner nowadays.

my blushers.. not the complete set. my NARS are all gone. I havent seem them for months. =((

Thats almost all for my cosmetic spring cleaning.. time to spring clean my wardrobe!

before i go...
my first attempt master piece..

Squid pasta marinara(Mussels, Salmon, squid ink pasta) Yummy! Pasta from Venice and part of the sauce from milan! yummmmmmy. But its mostly yummy because of ME okie! not the sauce! LOL.

2007-09-23T18:27:00.000+08:00

Exams coming in 3 days.. i am too slack to be called exam ready.

Anyway, here's my long overdue TaiTai's birthday Pictures! She's 1 year old!!! It was a belated bday since i wasnt around on her bday on the 31st Aug.

I got her these:

Dont you think it looks so delicious? Lamb meat ball Pizza and pastries like Bao, Apple Breadstick and that cookie! so so so delicious! I've got so many in the bags.. couldnt display it all. I over-bought too much.. end up i broke a hole in my pocket and she couldnt finish it all. But its her first bday! So nvm lah!

Her birthday cake was a nice surprise of her favourite duckling:

She already has this two rubber duckling that's her babies. And this one on the cake added on to her collection of babies. She bit me(With blood!) the other day when i tried to take her babies away. See how serious she is abt her babies.

Looking quite lost. oh yah notice she looks different w/o her fluffy hair!

Stop cam whoring! I wana eat the cake so much!

Feeling pretty happy when everyone sang birthday song for her!

THE DOG replica

oO! Panda cream duckling cake!

Yummy!

2007-09-14T02:26:00.000+08:00

I haven't have the time to blog since i come back.. especially since my laptop is away.

It's going to cost $500 bucks just to change the hard disc. They told me its corrupted. Really meh? It was still working fine but i just didn't like it to be so 'lousy' so i sent it for servicing. Anyway this had been something i have been procastinating since the warranty days until now. =( I cant decide if i wana repair it ornot. It's going to cost $50 just to bring it back.. minus-ing all the cabfares.

And unlucky me, i brought my ipod down to the service centre and the system was down. It couldnt check if i was under warrantly. To my disappointment, when i checked it at home, it isnt under warranty anymore. =( The guy advised me to get a new one though. But i am so poor! I hate it when all these necessities break down. I rather wait for the iphone to come and get it all one shot. So mean time i have to bear being ipod-less for a while. Any kind souls wana buy ipod for me? (hehe)

Lesson learnt: Always send in ur appliances for service BEFORE the warranty finishes regardless if there's a problem or not. That way you dont have to feel as miserable parting with the money like me.

I want so much to get the iphone and the macbk. But then its going to put my LV wishlist aside for a while. =( Itchy me itchy fingers.. i splurged on two pairs of guicci heels when i was in milan. wee i love them! One of them is my fav sling backs! That's one of the reason why i am so desperate for pay day now. Cant wait. Another week to go!

Recently i noticed that i stop having a social life. Hell yes. I haven't be going out with anyone at all! No dates, no meetup with friends, no kopi session, no late night suppers.. everyday's just work work work, study study study. I need a break but exams coming.. so more studying for exams! =( And my flts alway clash. Another early morning flight this coming sat. =( boo hoo. Still comtemplating to sacrifice my sleep for clubbing. But.. aiya i dont know lah!

P.S: i want to blog abt venice so much... this stupid gondole guy cheated our money. I'm going to publish his photo here to warn everyone! But i am too lazy now.. some time soon yah!

2007-09-07T01:26:00.000+08:00

Nobody can be happier than me now!

I finally break free from the shackles of the marketing plan that i've been stressing for DAYS!

Finally submitted this week-old overdue assignment..i think SC is going to be so pissed but i really have no time to do it. I have to sacrifice today's sightsee just to complete it. The girls went to Florence and Pisa without me. =( But on the happier note, i will be joining them to venice tomorrow. weeeheehee~*

& i just got another good news from my classmate, i scored very well for one of the law mcq tests.. the total marks not out yet but i am expecting a good pass.

Time to go for dinner.. i have been stuck in the same position for the longest time. I need to get out of my room. tata!

2007-09-04T06:38:00.000+08:00

This is really not easy.. with all the datelines chasing me like wild fire. I am like a kan chiong spider running around...trying to remain my cool. i'm practically sleeping with my books scattered all over my bed with my laptop still playing songs from itunes. See! Now all the projects due and exams coming.. i am not even there.

And i am gg on nite flt tonight. I am up at 6am to do my project. Its not even half done and i've to submit by morning. Stats test 4 topics i only read 1. How to pass?

I'm only human. My attention span is so short. It's only between 1-3am or 2-6am a day. Time to pull up my socks!

2007-09-01T17:17:00.000+08:00

At last, my Cairo pics!

It cost me a bomb to get all these papers. man.. feel so heart ache!

Then we headed to the desert... and that's the plan of the day!

The famous step pyramid

Yes mummy!

My batchboy and me!

The grp outside the museum

It was HOT HOT HOT!

In the car.. Me, catherine, meijie, fiona & justin!

After a some time on the horse & camel(we took turns), we finally reached the pyramids!

our view from KFC.. what a view right..

Camel camel!!!!

Our guide of the day!

Standing close to one of the seven wonders of the world!

There were so many shades of brown!

The boy who took me and the horse. Naughty horsie is call whisky. So naughty! kept on scaring me..

Yes, we climbed onto the 7 wonder of the world!

Touching history..

besides touching, our guide kissed history.

we went to this tomb that was still excavating.. real tomb of an egyptian queen. Uh oh. I see orbs in my pics. hmmm..

Nile river cruise

Belly dancer
Gd bye pyramids! It was hot, thirsty and dusty but i enjoyed myself alot! Once in a life time experience. My first at least. hee.

On the second day..Road trip to Alexandria

Pompay's pillar.

policeman shopping.

our lunch-Egyptian seafood

yummy yummy

And den we headed to the lighthouse(which has been demolished). It was the seven wonders of the ancient world. Too bad it has been replaced by this:

Trying to pout. wahaha

we were too bo liao.. so we decided to...

egypt flag!

the boy who's selling soft drink!

the egyptians like to go to the beaches..but it was so HOTHOTHOT! Cant imagine!

best mango juice i had!

the taxi

the market! looks run down but i bought lotsa treasures. hee. Good for those learning belly dancing..plentiful of belly dancing dress!

After all the fun, we had to pack up our feelings and go home. Very enjoyable flt! weee~*

On board!

2007-08-28T01:48:00.000+08:00

Just when i thought i can have a good break after the fun filled 5 days Cairo, i just got called up for Johannesburg 4 days. OMG! Nobody will complain but me! ....i am really stuck in this situation between school and work. I need to attend school to face all the tons of stress from my teacher(argh!!!) and classmate(argh!!!!) but i need to work as well. I have a choice to apply MC but i will still can called up on thursday(for lousier flts)..since i am having a 2 days standby. SIGH!

I was hoping to get more sightseeing flights...but not 3 in a row right?!?!?! After my Joburg i am having milan! OMG. I am such a poor girl now. There goes my hope to lay my hands on my pradas and guccis in florence. sigh! Looks like i need to start saving up.

I haven't been partying for weeks! aw.. i miss clubbing and drinking! Let me have a off on weekend pls!