Wow wow. This is my new blog. And i think i am going to love it. Haven decide it i am going to make it a real public one or going to keep it discreet but in all, i have 3 online diaries. Two from freeopendiary and one from livejournal. Only one is a public one. hm. So i guess this is going to be a cool blog and its gonna be..public!!! Hurray!!
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i am wondering how my entries are going to look like, like in broken singlish form writing about my daily lives, or about my thoughts, about abit of both, are they going to be poems? or are they going to be my masterpieces about my views about lives?

I am stuck in a pit right now. I am starting to wonder if i am having a depression. Yes. u didnt hear wrongly. Its depression. But how can a depression person know that he or she is suffering from depression? i dont know. Somehow i know that i am getting weaker and weaker each day. My soul is drained away from me more and more. I dont know if i am knock down yet but i know that sometime soon, i will lose this battle(if things are not going to improve) will my life come to armageddon?

i have alot of qns in my head now. The world is spinning and i am lost. I am struggling in this huge ocean, trying to stay afloat desperately and feeling suffocated every 5 seconds. I am still afloat now. But will i be knock down my the crazy waves and die from drowning? i dont know. I need to pray. God. Please help me.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@1/26/2004 06:29:00 pm