Sigh.. i just had a nightmare. In the nightmare, i dreamt that bryan's girlfriend, angeline called me and told me about bryan. How he actually two time girls all the time and i just happen to be one of his victim. OMG. that dream really disturbs me. I felt as devasted as i was in that dream.. and tht right now i feel terrible. Bryan never pick up the phone. I actually promise myself not to call him at all because i dont want to be a nuisance to him. But in the end ended up calling him because i have to settle the handphone issue with him. He managed to call me back but i was asleep. Fuck this sleeping thingy.

Sigh.. diary, i am like real confused. I wonder why am i bringing all these unnecessary troubles into my life when i had been so happily being single. I just hope that all the troubles between him and me can be solved. There's this special bonding between us, our souls are tie together. Guess no one can understand why i am feeling this way. I just hope to get a call from him asap.. oh cmon..
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Just chatted on the phone with him. had a short conversation. Once again i didnt gather much info except that he is still angry with me. What else does he want me to do? i had already apologised! sigh.. i hope he wont be that petty.. solve problems faster.. Cmon Cmon...


You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4/15/2004 03:51:00 pm