Time: 6.38am

hihi bloggie~*
i am sooo tired! nah.. i didnt just reach home from clubbing or anything. I slept at 8pm just now till 3am and went out for my dinner. Felt so sick just now. I didnt catch a single sleep and went to the CYA training yesterday. I forgot about it you see. I dont know if i will regret this CYA thingy. I was just so unsure of myself. Dont know if i should join it because of my schedule. I had to sacrifice my whole weekend away coz i cant go out and have fun and the whole of next week coz its filled with trainings. Moreover, i have to take a 1 hour journey to changi airport and back! that is like helL! It had been almost 3 weeks that i didnt take any public transport. This is killing me manz! But i still forced myself to sleep just now because of responsibility. I think CYA maybe a good turning pt to find back the Elaine-2002. The one who's always full of passion of such stuffs and devote my life to studies and school work instead of fun. So it maybe a turning pt. hehe. I was so amused by the airport. OUr airport is good! but i think it isnt that perfect. And its a good chance for me to beo so many pretty air stewardess and charming air stewards and pilots. lolz. so for now, i think i am not going to regret. =)

Next next, hm. I think i should keep my heck care attitude on some things. Maybe a good change, maybe not but i do foresee unwanted changes. Whatever it is, i can do nothing to change it so i think i shall just keep my mouth shut. Gotta resume back my life! A boring lifestyle with no fun. See. Good things never last long. No more roundings. No more chilling out at quiet places.. No more slacking arnd in spore late at night. Perhaps that is a good signal for me to get back my life! And perhaps i should forget about that idea. A plan isnt going to work without group members. dont know. Damn sick and i also dont feel like working on the plan. damn sick.

hee k i am talkig lotsa rubbish. Just saying what comes to my mind first. Gotta go prepare to go airport. Cya and good bye my sleep. I am so tired!!!!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@5/15/2004 06:24:00 am