Time: 6.59am
Mood: Normal, Need $$ =(

YoYo! Today had been quite a gd day. Woke up at 7pm, prepared and headed to town, chinablack. Actually we dont have much of an intention to go clubbing but since we had nothing to do, club @ black wasnt a bad idea. Didi sent us down while they went to cosy bay~ Club, danced abit. Oh we sorta join jo they all. Hm. Jo's my ex. Had been almost a year since we broke up. But u know, when you see ur ex and think back of the past, you still feel something for him..for all the memories u all shared. He msged me and told me i look good today. Yea! (oh i wore a grey lacy mango spag and a flattering black skirt) Hm. And he sorta told me that he still feel bad about how he treated me the last time.. and everything..like sort of regret sorta thing. I was....lost for words. hm. Because of him, i changed so much. That impact on me was so terrible! I matured alot when i was with him.. miss the times we had cheesy pizza together at his house. Then we will cuddle each other to sleep. Aw.. but he did me wrong. Sigh. I treated him real good and i still do now. Cooked pasta and brought it over to his place before we went to KL last week. He was sooo touched. But i think both of us are leading a good life now. No point getting back. he has his new girl, target i mean and i have mine. Yea i dont have a new guy but i am looking for the perfect one. I dont think i will hastily get into a relationship. I used to fancy his good friend, leslie. That i dont deny. But after thinking through stuffs, i think that he doesnt fit my criteria to give me happiness. We nearly get together few weeks ago. But we didnt. And thankfully we didnt. I was the one who send him a msg to double confirm our status but he was the one who chose to put it aside and ben gave me the excuse that he was too busy. Bullshit. I am not gonna be a stupid soft hearted girl anymore. I wont give chances. In the end, when leslie saw me today, he asked me not to toy with his heart. Who's toying with whose feelings man? i didnt promise him anything. Moreover, now i have a new target. :X But i am going to keep my options open. kenny's gf enlightened me quite alot of things just now. Will tell u in the next part.

Yea after blackie, we went to selegie to meet up with ben jo they all since they went over first. But not long after that, didi came to fetch us go to chinatown for porridge. YummY! i was soooo hungry! Kenny and joyce came to join us for food and we went to one fullerton after that. Guess what? Glen came!! Yippe!!!! wahahahahahas. But we didnt talk. So sad. haha. Whatever~ we had girls talk with joyce and she was like saying how we should wait for the right one, and the right one means the one who loves u, the one who's rich. Ops yea kinda materialistic but that's true manz. So true that i cant deny. Her relationship had always been good and so xin fu. Sian Mu her. She's so used to being ferried around. Yea actually ru and me sorta used to being ferried around too but we arent to that extent. So sian mu her life. No pt i know but i think i will want to have that kinda life too. After that joined the guys to chat for a while before heading home. A good day. Looking forward to watching movie tml! =D
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@5/09/2004 06:44:00 am