Yesterday was a Friday. I woke up exceptionally early at 11am. To think i slept at 6am that morning. Couldnt get to sleep. Wonder what's wrong with me. I went to school to try to arrange my new timetable. I am glad i did. At least i tried to do something for this new school semester. I finally can feel that urge to study. Thinking back of the slacking days, i started to regret not attending school and playing around so much. I think its time that i am sick of playing and start to studying hard. I think back of all the promises i made. The more promises i made, the more promises i broke. I hate myself for playing so much. I really should take responsibility for myself, for my studies. If only i wasnt that irresponsible... =(

Went to Chillicrap outing organised by Ric. I didnt know about it until i met phillipe at Taka the other day and he asked me to join them. Had been such a long time since i meet them. I kinda miss them. The big group didnt turn up for the ktv. It was just me, ru, xeno, phillipe, ric, his gf, and two other guys. hm. yea i finally met his girlfriend. I think ric is still angry about that quarrel we had. I cant believe it. sigh. I cant believe guys can be so petty. To think that i have already intend to forget about everything and not pester about the money back. I want to drop the thing. Forget about everything. I hate it when a friendship or relationship is ruin because of money. Sang with them and went to orchard to exchange my zara top. After that went to Ms to get devils card from jimmy~

Zane and i headed to Devils after that. Party around...met some guys and headed to MU. oO. The chillicrap ppl were at Mu too! was really happy to see them! Had been drinking quite abit these few days. But i didnt get drunk yesterday. I went up to dance on the bar top! omg! so scarey~ i aint going to do that the next time unless i dance with a pole! lolz.. its scarey coz its unstable. I felt that i was abit to fall. Felt like dancing at the chinablack small little podium. i cant balance on those in my heels!

I hope that our money episode is solved. When krystal came to me to get her twenty bucks back from me i was shocked. I thought ric told me everything is solved? Luckily he told krystal he will solve it. i am glad he fulfilled his promise. I think it isnt that bad afterall. I said bye to him towards the end. He returned that bye. *smile* perhaps that gesture didnt mean much but i am glad we are still friends. =) i am very happy.

This world is small. Zane knows Ric's gf. hm. Small Small Singapore. Some things are best left to be unsaid. You can only find out when the time is right. Just like one's character. I hope that he really found his true love. Look around and appericiate those who really treasure you. All the best ric.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@6/26/2004 04:08:00 pm