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Last night i went to my gab's bbq at pasir ris. At first i was quite reluctant to go because it's at Pasir ris!! Gosh! i hate going to the east side by train. But after several persuation from gab, i promised that i will turn up.
 
It was a major wrong choice!
 
Gab sorta like me and he wrote alot of things about me in his friendster account. But those things doesnt sound very nice. He make me sound like an ugly freak but he just simply fell in love with cox of my great character and nice attitude. I know i aint HOT but i think i am not that ugly or nerdish. If i am, then what about the few millon girls around in Singapore?! *gosh*  Ok whatever. So he likes to tell people that he's in love with "ELAINE TAY", which is >>>>ME<<<< =(
 
Before going to the bbq, he promised me that he will send me home after the bbq. Actually i thought that it wouldnt be that nice to ask him to send me home because he lives in hou gang while i lives in Jurong. The cab will be damn ex! Moreover, he's the host. I cant possibly ask him to leave his friends just to send me home. A better solution will be he sponing my cab home. Right? or if he cant, he can lend me money first and i'll return the cab fare back to him.
 
So when ru and i reached there, all eyes were on us. He told everyone about me and that made me felt so uneasy. I was like a zoo animal on exhibition. "New found species found in Jurong Jungle. Rare! Come and Look!!!"
 
Ignored it and waited patiently for the food. But the food took the whole night cox of the damn bbq pit and the charcoal. There was some problem. At around ten plus, i realised that if i dont get going, i will either miss my last train or get a trashing from my mom. So i told gab i was leaving. But i had to hurry home. As i had to rush home, i tried to borrow some cash from him to take cab home but he told me he was broke. OMG. Bad news. Moreover, he was damn drunk. argh! He told us to wait while he borrow from his friends. We waited and waited till 10.50. I was freaking out already. My last train to jurong is at 1115! If he cant help us, then i'll have to try to rush to get the last train.
 
Damn. In the end i left in rage. No, rage is too strong a word. But, yea its rage. Coz first, he broke his promise. He told me he'll send me home but he didnt. sigh..guys are forever like that. Next, he asked us to wait and that caused us to miss our last train. The worse thing was, he started calling me and sending me SMSs to scold me, "slut", "bitch".."trying to get a free ride home", etc. WTF? what did i do wrong? tell me about it! Have he ever try to be responsible for his actions ornot?
 
He even scolded me for ruining his birthday. I was damn pissed. Which freaking idiot will actually want to take an hour train to pasir ris just to earn a free ride? its not like he drives a ferrari or a lambo. Perhaps i may consider la. But its just a cab. Oh yea, it may not even be a cab. COz before that he told me he will take the bloody TRAIN to send me home. (but did i complain? No i didnt.)
 
I hate guys who throw in vulgarities onto girls. They are freaking bastards. So gab make himself one yesterday. He was so coward that he didnt even dare to pick up my call when i called him to confront him. 18 years old huh? Phuy.
 
In the end, ru and i missed the last train and we had to try to take an hour long bus to novena and from there took a cab home. I am all broke now! WHY?~! all thanks to coming to a friend's birthday and got scolded for everything that wasnt my fault. Ok, it was partially my fault--> coz i chose to come. Damnit.
 
Gab msged me and told me that all those were sent my his friends. But are u sure he wasnt agitated or angry? If he wasnt, his friends wouldnt have send me those hate sms. Next, he wouldnt even let them have the chance to touch his phone! duh. he gets angry so easily that i think he has problem with his anger management. How do u expect me to trust u? yea, by asking ur friend's gf to come and look for me to apologise. Those words of hers/his was just too hurting. I dont wan to get anymore involved. Thanks but no thanks.
 
But i nearly forgive him cox he threated to commit suicide. DUH! Gosh* wtf? Suicide? that's threatening! But luckily i didnt. I just send him a brief sms to ask him to go home and final story. I am not going to entertain this matter anymore. And pls, stop contacting me again if u like to use vulgarities on me so much. Fuck off.
 
 

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@7/19/2004 11:40:00 am