Once again, i feel like a fool. I am one.

I just read her profile and realised that all that he told me are all fake. I freaking HATE HIM!!!!

I hate the thought of him lying to me. I hate the thought of him duplicating all those he told me to her. I hate him for trying to toy with my feelings. I hate everything of him.

Yes. I did ignore him today. Because i really fear to see him. Half of me want to know the truth but the other half of me want to run away from it so much.

I wont know whether what he told me, whatever he will be telling me are true ornot. I dont know how should i react. I dont want to be treated like a fool. That was all before i found out abt the lies. So its all piles of lies.

By feeling hurt, does that tell me that i have feelings for him all along? but just that i had been denying it all?

No. That's not true. I just feel so sick when i know abt it. He made up all the stories.

But why? Because he loves to find out that girls like him? Like his sweet talks? Because he loves to see girls falling senselessly into his trap. But, Man, u are not gonna see that from me. Just to let u know, you never succeed to get me if that's ur plan. All along it had just been your imagination that i like you. I really dont. Stop being an idiot and tell all the girls the same old stuffs.

I hate you.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@7/09/2004 03:43:00 pm