There just seems so much to write but I don't know where should I start and what should I talk about!

Time flies. Its already Friday morning now.  So another week have past. How fast can life be? When I was young, I used to imagine that human work in the day and when night comes,  our clock will speed up to the next day in our sleep. Within minutes, we will be up awake, ready to go work again. How hectic can life be?

He called a few times today. Dont know what he wants also. Dont know what he means also. But i think while trying to give him up, i sorta sour our friendship. I find that i cant even be bothered to talk to him. i realised the awkward silence in our conversations. Argh. There goes a friend.. sigh.

Have been thinking a lot coz of a book and a movie.

I have been reading this book call "Memoirs of a Geisha". It had been don't know how many donkey years since I last read a book that interest me. On the cover of the book, it's a picture of a Japanese woman in a dark kimono. The brown book looks like a piece of rock(gem) that is full of mystery to me, waiting for me to uncover it. A novel that tells the life of one of Japan's most celebrated geisha. As quoted from the book, "we enter a world where appearances are paramount; where a girl's virginity is auctioned to the highest bidder; where women are trained to beguile the most powerful men; and where love is scorned as illusion." Pardon me for my lack of knowledge but I have never heard "geisha" till I read this lovely book. I even once thought that "geisha" is a prostitute!

It tells the tales of a girl who didn't have a very great life. She was lucky girl though she suffered alot throughout her childhood and teens. The tramua that she had to go through all alone. From the naive young girl to the grown up woman. Her job was to be a social "butterfly" so as to call it. I felt as if my soul was captured by this book and the characters inside. I cant help to carry this book around whenever i go and i even read it wherever i am. At cafe, at ktv, on the bus, train..everywhere! I haven quite finish the book yet.. but all i can say that its a good book.

i catch Brotherhood that day too. A movie abt war. Sigh. i teared in the movie. The part when Wobin finally found his bro. And when he make his bro promise that he's gona stay alive to complete that pair of shoes for him. But his bro died while firing the north koreans..There's so much love in their family but war have to tear them apart. Its a silly thought but i  cant help putting myself in their shoes. What if one day i have to experience war? What if one day my loved ones are taken away from me just because of war? I thought there's suppose to be world peace? But even right at these moment while i am peacefully at home typing this blog, there's war and dispute happening at the other parts of the world.

Today, i wish for world peace.


You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@7/30/2004 12:52:00 am