Time: 11.17am

I am in the school lab now. Just go back from a trashing from the school director and the school assistant director! Argh. Practically spoiled my day. First i was scolded for getting into trouble for the MOE thingy-the cigarattee butt thingy. Yesh. I was damn unlucky and got caught for that. And the damn fat guy, being the fat guy with low self esteem, he tried to ruin our lifes by sending this letter to all our directors! WTF! F*CK him!!!!!!!!!

And adding on to that i was scolded for forwarding my modules. Argh. I wish they can stop it. The more people rub it into me, the worse i will feel. Wait till i break the last straw, that will be the end of story. You wont see me in school nor in class. Lessons failing..everything ruin. Seriously i feel so sick. I dont like people to distrust me and keep on looking down on me. LooK! i can make it ok! i can pass all the forward modules. Stop stressing me out! I know what i am doing!

Great. They are gonna send me to this bloody clinic to quit smoking. and i am going to bear all cost! WTF! what's wrong with smoking? I am above 18 and i dont harm anyone's life. I love to smoke so let me smoke! Stop asking me to stop. I love to smoke! I love to smoke! I love to smoke! I love to smoke! I love to smoke! I love to smoke! I love to smoke! I love to smoke! I love to smoke! I love to smoke! I love to smoke! I love to smoke!

OkOk. I should stop being a sturborn assE. But i am still not quiting smoking. Not if i find a valid reason to do it. I dont want to quit and pick it up again. That will be bad. boO.

Sigh. Oh yea should change my topic. Oo. Met my neighbour yesterday! lols. Felt so wierd u know! Going out with someone who lives at my block! i never know anyone else lives at my block. Keke. We went for supper at feng seng and kuku him kept on going the wrong way. Should have listen to my directions wad! He's pretty sociable and lame(ops, but hey look! there's nothing worng being lame!!!, just like cutie me and Ru. lol!)Never run out of topics for a new friend. I thought ppl living around me are all anti socials and nerds!

After supper at feng seng he brought me for an orientation tour at NTU! So cooL~ Seeing a Uni sorta inspired me more. Makes me want to work hard. It had never cross my mind to get into a Uni. I just want to complete my poly studies, graduate and go work. Perhaps i dont wan to disappoint myself ba. I used to want to get into a jc so badly but when Os results were out, i was terribly disappointed. I missed by ONE bloody point. Oh whatever~ Sigh.

Reached home and completed my econs tutorial. Wah. Nerdy me. wahahahahahhahas~*
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@7/15/2004 11:17:00 am