Wednesday, August 18, 2004
From: Han Lih Lih-Deputy Director, SB
16/08/2004-Just to keep you informed that Elaine's attendence for the following modules fell below 80% todate: Stats of Business, Banking n Financial Institutions, Econs.
27/7/2004-Stats Attendece so far, 77%, (7/9) on average, late by 45 minutes to one hour. I gave past CAs to practice. Never bring anything like lecture notes, books, calculator, lab notes. Always bring food or newspaper to eat or read. Surf the internet whenever i am not looking.
Regards.
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Nicely done up email huh? I know that once agian, after seeing this kind of email, my dad's heart shattered. I dont want it to be this way also. But i have tried already and seems like my efforts are not paid off, not recognised. I hate to do things when nobody appericiates it at all. I'll feel like an idiot. i go to school faithfully everyday. Everytime i see my ex classmate, ken, he will smile and say, " eh elaine! u came to school today ah?!" and i will grin back at him. But i dont know why my attendence is still as bad. Is it because of the few times i missed lectures? but isnt the bloody hell class rep supposed to mark my attendence? Fine. That's not his fault. its mine. But i only missed a few, really a tiny few lectures. And i am almost present for all my Stats tutorials. What's so wrong?? *sad* Notice the dark colored words? When did i ever read newspaper?! People who know me well should know that i hate the papers! They only make my fingers dirty and dark and smelly! i dont like them no matter how much information they have. Wait till they print it on better quality papers. Perhaps i will consider reading them. And food? Gosh! I have been on a diet! Do you think i actually bring food and eat in class ALWAYS? wtf? Perhaps the teacher saw me with the food and the papers and assume that i was reading/eating them. But they dont belong to me! wth? And books. I dont own a stats book. Thats coz i dont have money to buy and i intend to. I have my stats notes but i didnt take them out. I dont have my lab notes at all. I refer to my lab notes online. So what does he want? And the whole class surf net when he's not looking! Who doesnt?
I dont know la. I am terribly sick. This issue always make me so sick and so sad. I am supposed to study for the test tml. But everytime when this issue comes in, i will "zhi bao zhi qi". and that's what i am doing now. It totally spoils my mood. Cant you see that i tried already? i am already in school. What else do you want me to do? so what if i studied for my BFI test? I will fail it anyway. I am stupid. just let me rot on my own. i know that i sound completely like a childish spoiled brat who only knows how to grumble and not reflect on herself. But i am so damn sick of tired of everything. Can things just end in one way or another? pls. pls. pls.
Nothing pays off in this world. its a torture to be breathing right now.
You've got the poison,
I've got the remedy.
@8/18/2004 12:23:00 am
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