ahhh! i have been feeling really drained out these few weeks. It had been the case for three weeks already. I reflected about it and realised that i am involved in too many activities already.

I am so busy everyday. Rushing here and there to meet this and meet that, attending this party, arranging my appointments, plus my tutorials, attending school, catching up with my school project datelines, study for my school CAs...everything seems equally important and i am going to burst out soon. I think it has got something to do with my time management. I am not handling it very well. I want to lead a healthy lifestyle, having enough food and drinks and sleep so that i can get back my healthy skin and my healthy hair and healthy body shape. I have been overeating. And yesh, its really overeating. i bet i put on a few kgs within a few days! And my skin is not recovering very well too. I wonder if its because of stress. The red patches just dont wana go away. And my menses haven come! is it because of stress?! omg pls pls pls..

Next i want to have enough time for play, entertaining, socialising, studies, projects and of course my work. Just started a new job as a telemarketer. I am currently working under DTZ, a pretty well known property firm. Got this job through a friend i know in velvet. So far so good. Pay is alright but the work is pretty light. Just making phone calls. Hm. i am looking for company. Need someone who's outgoing and can communicate with ppl. Cmon, join me! If u are interested let me know yea. I will share the details then. I really wish someone will be interested coz Ru's gonna quit i think. She cant get used to office job. She prefer those jobs like waitressing. I think this job is good coz its really light and no stress. No quotas to meet, no datelines, just making phone calls. Really reallY! and my boss is GREAT! (lolz.)

And studies studies. ahhH!! so stressed out. Accounts and econs CA this week. ANd my basic theory too! its tml!!! so many things to do yet so little time. I am going to re plan my life. I dont want it to be as hectic anymore! Anyway i also cut down alot on my smoking intake. that's good news yea?! i dont wana my skin to get any worse!

As for him, sigh. i think he's also very busy but he's ignoring me too much. i almost cant stand it already. quarreled with him yesterday. i just wanted abit more attention but he cant give it to me. Sigh. feels like with him but dont have him. i dont even hang out with him. i dont even see him more than once a week. and it had been almost two weeks since we last saw each other. i miss him so much.

haven been able to show attention to my friends. Haven been meeting up shawn, haven been listening to Ru and zane, haven been calling douglas up...etc etc. i am just soooo busy. sorry guys if i neglect u in one way or another. sometimes i am so drained out that i dont even feel like returning SmSes. sorry!!!

Going to study and rest soon. i am soooo tired. i should reduce my socialising huh?! yea tt day went to BLUE private party. They had a concert at Indoor stadium. BLUE is damn dao! but i manage to get Simon to take a pic with me. Its in my friendster. Go and look!! hehe. I wonder if its because they're racist. The party was cool, pretty much exclusive coz onli invitees get to go but well, like i said, i didnt get to socialise with him that defeats the purpose right? yea.

run le run le! bye bye blog! muackz muackz.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9/29/2004 03:40:00 am