Just changed my blogskin. I kind of got sick with the pink one that i was using. Find this new one very unique but too bad its just not me. Will be changing it again when i look for a more suitable one but right now i just need a change. No time to surf arnd to look for the best coz its already 3.39am!!! n i am having classes at 10am tomorrow. *yawn*

ah ha! Future state having sales! They are selling $9 per clothes! regardless of dress or top etc etc. It was damn crowdy and packed just now when i went there. Had to squeeze my way through. Found three pieces of really beautiful stuffs but sadly i cant fit in!! So sad! i thought size M was abit too big so i bought S and i dont look good in them. Sigh. Wasted my money. Nevertheless, i am going to work out more to fit into those clothes. Think it will take a looooonnnng time! Sigh. Especially judging from my eating habits everyday! Argh.

The scent of a woman's skin. Its a voice without sound, a calling beyong words. A melody of notes reflective of you every facet, a fragrance that speaks your soul.---Vocaise.

So beautiful! that's why i love perfumes! A delicate voice without sound. It expresses a person and attract those around you. I went to see the new Escarda perfume today and i...fell in love with it!!! Gosh!!! i want to get calvin to buy when he's back. Oh no! More shopping?! i am broke. Damn broke. Still haven return Ru, qq n yq money. And my gym fees are due. No payment, no gym sessions. argh... so stressful now. My horoscope is right. i am really having money problems now. Its time for me to start working. Cass called me up today for work.

*work work work*

I kind of quit smoking already. I dont feel the urge to quit but i somehow cant really convince myself why i should quit. Because guys hate girls who smoke..that including calvin. Or is it because its harmful to my health, cause my teeth to yellow?! Or is it because i simply cant afford them anymore. So i choose to become a social smoker? But since i can be a social smoker, why dont i just quit? Just quit and not risk having diseases, skin problems, stinky breath...ar..everything! The government policies are working. All thanks to the increase in cigarattee pricing, there are more friends around me who are trying to kick the habit. Damn. I hope they wont keep on increasing and increasing. Its for our own good yes but why does the government just have to force us?! Are we as adults not being able to determine what is right or wrong, what we want and what we dont? Are singaporeans youth and adults that dependable on our government? Sometimes i feel like we are little kids and we have to be restricted to produce results. Most of the times we do. Like littering campaign, courtesy campaign, anti smoking campaign, anti car speeding...etc! Everything! There are just so many rules! I wonder how our citizens will react if one day the rules become too overwhelming.

i wana open a shop for ranting one's anger. This shop where there are different ways to vent angers. Its like a shop that license for different people to perform their different "unaccepted" ways of expressing themselves. Like e.g. A screaming room(sound proof), A boxing room(boxing classes? make Money eh?!), Smashing room(smash stuffs around)..blabla bla. But of course safety will be taken in account. But why a shop for ranting fustrations and anger? Why should our conversative government approve it? Mainly because ppl are all hiding their emotions! They always bottle them up and try other ways to resolve them..but there are so many different kind of ppl in this world! Diff ppl need diff ways to express themselves. Why do you only restrict guys to pee standing? why cant u just let creativity flow and let them pee sitting?! Or pee in different positions? And bottling up emotions excessively + exposure to wrong kind of violence can lead to more damage like murder, abusive..etc etc.

Why not have a legalised place and let ppl let themselves go?! It's going to be so accessible that anyone(maybe kids not allowed) can afford to go in and express themselves!!! It will be so cool if i can go into a room full of furnitures and start smashing them all up!? or why not throw something that will smash into pieces but will not result in any danger?(ah so far i haven think of what.. maybe handphone? i love to vent my angery on my poor hp) Ops the more i talk abt this, the more i realised that i sound like some freak who desperately needs counselling. But who knows man? this idea will come true one day.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@2/23/2005 03:32:00 am