Oo. Guess what? i was a bitch last night. Door bitch to be exact. Lolz. Dont misunderstand me. I mean Door bitch at double O. Yep. I went to work at double o last nite. It was a very last min thing. Cass called to ask me to work for her. Immediately agreed coz i am really short of money. Sigh! The job was fun. hahaaa.. Really enjoyed it. It feels great because it gave me authority. Wow. I never know the feeling of authority feels sooo good!

I was supposed to check the man's attire, check IC, give them double o chop, re-entry, free sms entry...etc etc. There was so many things to do but i enjoyed every single moment of it! Yea! And what's more? i get to meet all the cute guys first hand at the door. Nah.. there wasnt much cute guys except one! He was freaking cute and he flirted with me. sooo cute! But sadly i cant remember his face! aw.. I got scolded a few times because i was really clumpsy as a first timer. Did a few wrong things and got some of the superviors fucked. Ops!

The bouncers there were all nice and faith the full time door bitch was nice too. Hehez. Most of the bouncers came to say hi because they heard that i am pretty. Working there makes me feel good! woo hoo~ Or perhaps i put on too much make up last night already? ahh whatever. Overall was great and i hope to work there again. (though chances are really slim)

Stayed at home for the whole day trying to cramp myself down with vietnamese. Yep! i am learning vietnamese again! I gave up after a while the first time i tried it. I borrowed tons of book to help me in it but it was really hard. That was for the vietnam trip then. Went to the library yesterday to borrow CD roms to guide me. I am doing quite well eh! Refreshing some of my memory. The start is always diffcult. I wana gear myself up!!!

Seriously i am re-thinking of my future. What do i want to be in 5 years time? Am i going to complete my diploma? After that where am i going? A degree course? or what?! I dont know. I had been surfing sites and learning more about private diploma and degree courses. It soo ex but i think it maybe the only way out. I took my econs test yesterday and i came to my senses that i may not be able to complete my diploma course in SP anymore. I am failing all my subs. I think i am going to get kicked out. I heard from some ppl there's this kind of diploma course where u take it for 1-2 years and thereafter, u get into year 2 of degree course. I wana join one of those but i cant find them! And is the degree going to be recognise? what about money?! where am i going to find money?! AM i going to work and study at the same time? if i really dont have a choice i think that's what i am going to do. Then what am i going to work? Is there any job that can gives me good money? A private diploma and degree cost around 1000 a month. How i wish i am rich enough to fly somewhere to study. I wana go Australia. Sigh... oh help.
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@2/26/2005 08:35:00 pm