oO i cant sleep. I hope i go to school tomorrow. Gosh! i cant miss anymore school!!!

Had a wonderful weekend. Nothing fanciful but i feel at ease and happy. On friday, i headed to the gym for a good workout session followed by a nice steambath. Felt so good after that! i felt reborn! After that met up with darling. He played his games while i sat there reading my bill gates book. Ok it was kinda boring. And! after that we headed home straight! Sound worse right? It turned out to be great actually. We each cooked a dish for dinner. I cooked egg and he cooked can pork. (oh ya we are great cooks ok! LOL)Ate dinner and we watched dvd!! Band of Brothers n abit of sex n the city!(yep he hates sex n city hehe but i forced him to watch for a while) Finally get to fulfil my wish! It was a silly wish actually. I just wanted to watch dvd with him. WTH?! yesh. We never get to do it because when we hang out, we are always outside. And when we go home, we just fall asleep right away. So no dvd.

Sat was boring. As we slept late watching dvd the nite before, we slept till noon. Both woke up and realised that we have nothing to do! So more band of brothers till we completed the whole series. Bonus disc included. (we have no life!) We bumped around the whole day. It got very boring for him but i was okie. I love bumping around at home with friends or loved ones because it feels so relaxed and homely. So my horoscope is right. Cancer are great home lovers. When night came, he went to play his lan games while i stayed at home to prepare. I couldnt decide whether to go clubbing ornot. I know i want to dance so much but i feel so bad that i have to make him wait for me to come back from clubbing. In the end i practiced the one stone kill two bird theory, went to acc. him and club after that, so no one get disappointment. hehez.

I went to look for him at the lan shop and book a com myself and started playing. So as i switched from one game to another, i could hear the guy behind me telling any one abt it. Didnt care too much till my com became very unstable at one game. That's when i realised that i was getting quite abit of attention. THe guys came to help me automatically. was it because i was the only girl or was it coz i was pretty girl? ahhh! so bhb! anyway i think dar saw it and he was acting in the "hey-that's-my-girl!" manner. very comical. ahha! So i finally prove to him that i am not as unattractive as he think! *smirk* Headed to black, dance for an hour or two. It was a good dance day though i almost trip and fall twice. Went home and dar was still up! yippie! Hardly see him awake when i am back from clubbing. Watched more dvd and fell asleep.

Hang out at borders on sunday afternoon. CHeapskate us went to borders and read the magazines there. Free magazines ok! We are so broke that we cant afford other entertainment. Went for a yucky dinner at scotts and shopped around. Ahh! dar was my fashion consultant of the day. We had fun picking clothes and trying them on. I love that zara skirt n top! but it cost $100+ for the two of them. boo hoo. i cant afford and dar's bvroke, so no hope. =( The best thing of the day was that i get to eat sashimi salad at the end of the day!! yea!! bumped around and headed home.

As i typed this entry out, i cant help realising how boring our activities sounded but this weekend really felt enjoyable. I am not sure how i feel also. Am i like falling back madly in love with him or is it because i simply enjoy how simple things are right now? No complications, no lies(not that i know of and anyting serious). I think i am not ready to convince myself anything but i guess i am in the process of being stronger now. I dont miss him as much when i go home and i dont care if he call me ornot. Its like a toddler learning how to walk. One step at a time. The steps are shaky but given some time, they should be perfected. It felt like the good old times. The happy moments are back i guess. i am not sure how long they will be but i hope they last forever. Just those plain dvds, bumping around, shopping with him makes my day. I love it when he will pick the clothes for me and asked me to try them on. Now that i am slimmer, i love the image that appear on the mirror and how good i carry them off. I will try them on, come out of the dressing area and show it off to him. Both of us will either give silly grins or frown when the clothes are totally mismatched. ahhh!!! i m a easily contented but happy girl. =)
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@3/14/2005 05:29:00 am