Monday, April 04, 2005
I cant sit still on my chair. I dont know what's wrong. I cant seem to find an activity that i want to do. I am craving for ciggies to relief me. I have so many things on my mind but i cant seem to be doing them. I need to quickly finish my revisions. I am panicking because i have yet finish my technical analysis revision. No correction. I am done with it but i still have alot of queries. i have to go to school tomorrow to clarify them. I have to go to lib to return the overdue books. I have to study for my stats. i know nuts abt them. I have alot to finish! so why am i sitting here wasting my time?

i feel like talking on the phone. But i dont know what to say.
i seem to care so much lesser now. He was so irritated with me today so many times. I am panicking now because i dont seem to care. And even if i care, i cant see myself doing anything abt it. What is that thing that i am dreading? i dont know! i have mixed feelings. I feel sick. I am scared. I am worried. No i am not! yes i am! so what? i am confused.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4/04/2005 04:39:00 am

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