Itching for it.. for a stick of ciggie. Had been 24 hours since my last stick. Feeling really desperate for it now but i am struggling to keep that away. Dont have the money to go and buy Singapore ciggies and i am just too lazy to go malaysia and buy. Is this some kind of anti-smoking quest again?! Yup i guess so, i am just counting the days to my next stick of ciggie. I always wanted to quit for the sake of my skin. I dont want it to look ugly anymore! But i always cant. Sigh. I'll just try ya.

Went out for supper with mario last nite. We went to Bukit Timah to play pool. *cries* I DONT WANA PLAY POOL ANYMORE!!!!! i dont know what got into me. Lack of practice? stressful mood?! I dont know!!!! But my skill totally sucks. I cant even get a straight ball in! For those who had been playing with me recently, you guys should know how much i have improved that i can even beat ppl without sweat. OMG! what's wrong....??? Anyway, we played and went to eat opposite beauty world. *yummy!* i ate maggie goreng!!! Finally got to eat it!!!! We ate and chatted, bumped around for a while before heading to kranji dam. Yeek it was so errie there. But we still sat around to chat. There was this cat that kept on following me around. But when i tried to play with it, it has its back against me. Ignoring me completely. WTH!? Dont u find that spooky? My cat and the atmosphere send goosebumps through me so many times. I jumped two times and scarey cat mario jumped also! I scolded him for not protecting me. lolz. I screamed so loudly that he was so shaken. lol!!! But i was really scared. Not because of ghost but i was scared of insects!!! yucks.

Wanted to take some pic at the dam and of his car but we forgot!!! hmm.. his car damage is quite bad. The back dented in and there were cracks on the left side of the car. His audio cant even on anymore. My heart aches for his car. *ouch* He said he's gonna repair and direct sell the car away. So sad! Its a nice black cool car!!

today's everyone attachment day except me. =( i am so lonely rotting at home alone.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4/18/2005 05:34:00 pm