Just got back home after dinner and drinking session with Shawn. Ah. Shawn is this guy whom i got to know 2 years ago. OMG time flies! He used to be one of those people who goes clubbing at black with me. We have been contacting each other on and off sometimes but haven meet up for a looong time. So after work today, he came to fetch me and we all went for dinner at siglap. Cafe Cartel. I never have good experiences there. argh. But the beef lagsana today tasted good. hehe. We had pizza and mushroom soup too. Headed for two rounds of aka wain(red wine in jap) at the pub around siglap. We chatted alot about life abt relationships abt work and goals. We shared our point of view. He kept on saying that he feels old around me. Lolz. He says that he felt as if he watched me "grow up". When we knew each other, i was merely 17, a poly year 1 student but today i am wearing a business suit and we actually talked about business. Frankly speaking, i cant accept the fact that i grow up so fast too. As in,"huh?! i start working already?!" ya. Feels so odd. hm..

i always view relationship as "Compromising" but he enlighten me as having a relationship to complement each other. Which i feel that its quite true. Both of the parties get together and make each other feel better of themselves. they aid each other to achieve their goals or to give support to each other. And then of course there are things which requires each other to compromise but if it must not be against their principles and they must not compromise and feel unhappy about it. His ideal underestanding girlfriend is someone who understands the job nature of her guy and gives suggestions of help to him. Moreover, dont stick around or complain if he doesnt have time for her. I admit that i am guilty for that. Maybe sometimes we really cant force things to happen. Everyone needs space and time. Even myself. I wont want a bf who force me to no show for work to meet him. Nah nah nah. He makes me want to work hard to be the perfect girlfriend again!!! i wana be a good girlfriend!!!! pretty, smart, understanding, caring, loving..ahhh..everything a guy dreams of. hehe wth?! We also discussed alot of other things like goals in life blabla. I cant exactly remember exactly what we talked about because i was quite distracted by the presence of aka wain. I had two glasses of it. Felt so full esp with the wain and the tabemono(food). i feel so fat. =(

Just realised that i got the drawers in the office already!! ahhhHH!! Feel like i am one of them. so xinfu. lolz wth?! Ok its this locker sort of thing that has our name on it and all the jal cabin crew has one in the office. I am surprised that they give it to us so soon. I am feeling so stressed up now because i'll be having my final japanese 1 test on thu. I cant get my "particles" right. Going crazy just thinking about them. I hope that i can pass. oh pls pls pls.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@6/20/2005 11:02:00 pm