OMG!!! HIHIHIHIHIHI!!! wahahahahhaas.. i am finally online!!! I feel so disconnected to the world all these while for the past two weeks. The only source i can get local/international news is from my dad's call everyday but he doesnt tell me much also. Anyway, it was a looonnnng walk here from narita station. I had to take a train from my dormitary kozu no mori station to narita, after that i have to take a long walk here from the station. So dark and scarey. But i am glad karen and celina came with me. If not i will just be looking for my way down that dark street. hehe

Surprised to see me blog right? weee* Ok, today marks the end of the second week of training. So relieved! I am glad the days past pretty fast. It was all along hard, cold, lonely, sad, miss home, miss singapore, miss my ger friends, stressful, tired and stuffs. I just completed my emergency training...and i passed both my practical and theory!!! OMG!! weeee!!!! hahahahhah!! i am finally qualified!! The training last over a week and our instructors are so kind and sweet!!! I love HISATAKE!!! He's so fatherly! I mean, he always know the right words to say. Even when we didnt do very well, he kept on encouraging us to work hard and he told us that its understandable because our japanese isnt very strong. He wants us to work hard and see us next yr at emergency training again! he's so sweet. Of course he said other things la.. and many of the gers in my class are so touched that they almost teared! hehe.. The training consist of door operation, emergency evacuation, slides..etc for the practical. We have to memorise some of the japanese bracing instructions and say them out during our practical test. On the overall, i think i did quite well for both the practical and the theory. Am very proud of myself. I really didnt expect myself to do well.

During the first week i was here, it was a hell week for me. I felt miserable everyday and i wanted to come back so much! But no way am i going to give up this job. Its one of the most impt things in my life now. Alot of sad and unhappy things happened to me la but i am glad things are finally over now and i am recovering from the wounds! I am glad daddy and ru was there for me. I make my dad call me everyday! Its the only thing i look forward to everyday i come back to the dorm. I think this trip bond my dad and me so much closer.

I am going to start putting on my uniform next week. Cant wait for it to happen man! I am left with 4 more weeks to go!! Gambatte neh!! Meanwhile, do tune in here regularly as i will try to update more often. I forgot to bring my usb port here so i cant upload the photos but i already snail mail Serene some of my photos and i hope she can help me post them up soon. hehe.

So far i have been to shinjuku and harajuku for shopping. The things here are quite expensive but i managed to secured some cheap deals. Supposed to be going shopping again tml but i am terribly broke now! i spent 600 sing in 2 weeks on nothing! Damn worried about my finances now..sigh. But i think most prob i will be joining my class gers to disneyland tml. It will be my first trip to disneyland in my whole life. Some kind of childhood dream but never have a chance to do it with my family. Anyway, i will try to take as many photos as possible too!!

hm.. well..actually it was the breakup between me and jam that affected so much during the first week of training. It was too sudden. Too much for me to take esp when nothing seems to be amiss for me. But since he choose to give up after "trying", i dont think i can do anything to save the situation. Just put it in this way, it was a very short but nice memories. He was very sweet and everything. Whether he's right abt me or not is for me to judge and change myself. Nobody is perfect in this world, he isnt too perfect too.. aiya.. argh let's not talk abt it now. =)I hope i can recover fully from it fast and start everything afresh when i come back. I am so looking forward to starting my OJT, i am so looking forward to sleeping in my newly painted room(my dad painted my room violet and purple), i am so looking forward to seeing all my friends, and i am so looking forward to everything back home!

I have got so many things to say but there are just too many things to do in this short amt of time. I have already inserted 3 100 yen coins! ouch thats like so expensive!! Better save this entry soon and i must start surfing channel newsasia site. Pardon me la. I feel so disconnected to the world. I need news!!! meanwhile, ppl, do call me or write to me. I want to hear from all of you!!! *sob*

p.s: pardon me for my tenses and spelling mistakes, no time to edit la!!!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@7/29/2005 07:58:00 pm