I finally accomplished one of my long awaiting task today-settle my gym membership suspension. manz.. there are so many things i have to do but i haven have the energy to go and clear them up. I still for quite a long list waiting for me. Nvm. At least i accomplished one today.

Got up really late in the afternoon and distrupted my plan to go to my gym class. So i started to nua at home till i finally arranged a plan to go out with chloe. Both of us wanted to go for a massage so much! But as i am really broke, i really cant afford to do that. But it certainly is not a splurge. My whole body is aching from head to toe. I dont know whether its because of my sleeping position or it really is my job. I am not the only one aching. Chloe's aching too! So can i just conclude that its the job? ahh whatever. Anyway, we didnt go for the massage. =( humph.

We went to cineleisure for dinner instead and slacked around in town for a really long time. Saw a few of my old friends. Felt really good to be back in sg-orchard road! There're so many sales going around! i wana shop!! But i am broke. I also saw a really neat hat in heerens! omg i wana get it soooo much! i wish i can get it soon. =( But winter's coming. So there's no place i can wear it except in singapore. But singaporeans hardly wear hat.. so i guess i am going to look like an idiot walking around in that? hmm.. maybe i may change my mind.

Talking about hats, i realised that guys who wear caps/hats catches my attention! wahahhaa. that's a pretty new discovery of mine. I was at velvet and phuture today and i really saw quite a few cute guys who wore caps and hats! ahhh..cant resist them. But of course i didnt go and approach them lah. Siao! A cap/a hat can really change how a person look if wear appropriately. They may look like plain jo without the cap. But with the cap, it enhances their style and therefore, catches my attention! wahahaha..

Nope. Didnt pick up any guys today. it had been donkey years since i pick up guys from club. Gosh! Am i that unattractive? =( But anyway, there were a few who tried to pick me up but there were all rejected because they are so not my kinda guy.(omg i sound so bhb. But really mah! they are mostly ang mos. No ang mos for me!)Gosh. Chessy pick up lines.. and den one even asked if i am a lawyer. Did i sound like a lawyer? Thank you. I'll treat that as a compliment then.

I curled my hair today. And den i slipped on a denim dress with my white killer heels i bought from japan. So sweet rite? :X ya rite. sigh. i think i am in that post flight syndrome again. Depress depress kinda feeling. very tired. whole body aching. mind kept on day dreaming. kept on fagging too. worried abt my weight. worried abt my looks. worried abt the future. wtf?! but aint i forever like that? :X The whole night i was on the lookout for someone. Didnt see that someone. Felt kinda relieved. But kinda dissappointed as well. hm..

Chatted with my new cute netfriend. manz.. ya i call him cute net friend because i really find him VERY cute. haha. At least from the photos he posted lah. It had been such a long time since i have a, net friend! wth?! :X he's very intellectual.. partially because both of us kept on talking abt theories. I didnt know why i was so philosophical last night. He told me to "go and hunt" for new guys. Manz.. if that is so easy, i wont be miss elaine who's very very very very single right now. But okie, at the same time, i am feeling great being single too. All those who are single or who had been thru singlehood should understand what i mean very well. I love singlehood!!! but i want someone to care for me too. So i should conclude.............i need a FLING!! Yea! Miss elaine very single and but not emotionally available, looking for a FLING! Anyone to recommend, pls dial, ********. Please fit the miss-elaine-wants-criterias okie? lolz. ya wth?! i am talking crap.

Anyway, tml's last day that zouk's opening. Everyone, pls go to zouk and velvet before u gonna miss it for ONE WHOLE FREAKING month!!! wahahaha.. am freakin tired now. Still have to attend wedding dinner at johore tml evening. Sian.. dont know what to wear and dont know what look to spot. tetsudatte!

oyasumi!

i want that someone to miss me.

dreamer,
e.l.a.i.n.e
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9/17/2005 04:19:00 am