It was a hell long day..and night. Lotsa unexpected things cropped up. Conflicts among two grps of friends and stuffs. *headache* But thankfully it didnt evolved into a fight or whatsoever. Hehe. I think its all a small misunderstanding. And i seriously hope history wouldnt repeat itself. =)

Clubbing was disappointing. I dont know why. Didnt enjoy myself as much as the last week when i was there. No cute guys, no familiar faces. And there were things occupying my mind all the time. I love the music but i didnt dance much. Contradict myself right?

Though it was hectic emotionally, i was quite satisfied because we took lotsa pics! weee~* i love taking photos!! i wana take portfolio!!! I have been wanting to do it!! Talking about photos, i noticed that he looks different. He looks much older and wearier. Seems to age alot. Wonder if its good or bad but none of my biz. Just being kaypo. And why is it the case huh? The relationship after me will always be long and happy. But it will never happen to me! Ok i am being sour grape here but i do see a similar pattern among many of my cases. Its so unfair. I seem to always make people realise that they should treasure their next girlfriend. Its so unfair. humph.

ok enough of my grumbles. Going to catch up my beauty sleep. Listen to more of my grumbles tomorrow.

Boring entry,
elaine
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10/16/2005 05:37:00 am