last nite i went out with my old friends and it reminded me why i drifted away from her company: Because she loves to build her happiness on other people's sorrows. She think its funny to laugh at other ppl's misfortune. She find it funny to expose ppl and make them feel humiliated. I gave her a piece of my mind but i think she'll nv change. She doesnt need to change anyway. She will realise the effects of her doings when she start to realise that she's, friend-less.

She kept on emphasising that i am fatter than her, that i snore out loudy on that night i concuss..etc. Does all these make her feel more confident about herself? Can any one human get anymore insecure than that? Does anyone like to hurt others and spoils another person's day? Does it make you feel good if someone feels depressed and no longer can enjoy the night with you?

And when i used the same way she did to deal with her, she literally did a childish snot and went "ne ni ne ni poo poo". Perhaps thats why god created "ages". It clearly differentiate one's maturity.

So what if i snore out LOUDLY that night infront of you?? I dont mind telling the WHOLE WORLD that i snored because there are so many people who do that without knowing. That's because their friends are not as insensitive as to laugh at their snores. Or should i thank you because you just reminded me that i snored? But most importantly, i dont need anyone else to go around telling the WHOLE WORLD that i snored. I can tell everyone here MYSELF: ELAINE SNORES. Get it?!

You may think that i am plain, unattractive, fatter than you..blabla but that's not the only things that matter in the world. Every human is an individual. I have what you dont have and the same goes. I dont need to state whats those because it doesnt make me feel good seeing u becoming depressed or humiliated.

i just hope one day you will realise figure and looks is not just everything in the world. I may still be very conscious of my looks, of my figure but i know what i need and i should have at the end of the day.

Not-the-only-gal-who-snores,
snoring elaine,
signing off..
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10/01/2005 12:48:00 pm