ok, was at zouk reopening last night. We reached at nine plus and there was already a long long queue. Managed to cut queue via maybeline(haha) and got into velvet without much effort. The crowd started filling in and soon the place was packed like sardine.

The new zouk looks like Zouk KL. I dont like zouk KL! So i dont really like the new zouk outlook too. We hopped from velvet to phuture to zouk. Very crowded all over. We didnt dance or enjoy ourselves much. Just kept on running all around. I felt very exhausted. Instead of dancing, ran all around. That's the price u gotta pay when u have entry to all 3 clubs. Was waiting for isabelle to come in for the whole night but she msged me and told me she couldnt get in because it was FULL HOUSE~! argh!! i was so disappointed but i didnt know what to do. mainly because we couldnt leave with her coz we paid to get in(couldnt put our crew card into use last nite). But felt equally bad that she has to leave after queueing for hours at the door. Sorry isa-bell-u! Make it up to u next time. =(

The drinks sucks. Was it because its reopening or the waiters haven been practising their drinks mixing skills? most of the drinks we drank were either too sweet or too sour. There wasnt any alcohol at all!!!! I didnt get high. Just kept on drinking and still feel sober. Completely wide awake. Den hang out with brandon and friends at velvet for a little while. I felt like uncle-killer in velvet. lol. Its not a joke! and it definately's not something good! Why aint i attracting any young cute guys?! But old old old old old old old man!?!?!?! *sob*! Ok fine. Didnt meet any cute guys except brandon. haha. Quite cute lah.. but just dislike it when they just left because his friends were drunk. We were supposed to go supper together okie! even if his friends were drunk, he should at least come back and say bye.

Then wind up the nite at phuture with R&B. Hang out with miki's fren ivy..chatted,fag, danced.. n the best programme of the nite:Supper time!!! Woo HoOooo! WHat a glutton me right? yah... its the programme that i looked forward all nite. haha. The night had been okay but miki and lily didnt exactly enjoy the music and i felt sorry. I love all 3 clubs' music! But i thnk they prefer phuture's music but phuture was soooo packed. I think clubbing is to have everyone enjoy themselves. That way, u will enjoy urself too. If not when one's not enjoying, it will make everyone's mood down too.

Woke up aching all over(yah still aching all over from gym). And i have been slacking around, dont know what to do. Should i go to zouk again tonite? No dates.. no ktv.. no movies.. i am so bored. I dont know what i want to do again. I hate it when i feel this way. Yea, some of my buddies asked me out but i am just soooo bored. Dont know if i should join them for shopping or dinner or ktv or movie ornot. Sigh. i am SUPER BORED!!!!!!!!!

And two more depressing thing: I will only be back at midnite on halloween. So chances are slim that i will still be going for halloween. Sad! And looks like nobody's going with me either. Next depressing thing: Zoukout is on 10th dec. I have been so looking forward to it!!! For almost a year!!! But i think i cant make it this year(again). Sigh. All thanks to work. If there's no change in my schedule, chances are i wont be in sg on 10th dec. Sob.... more depressed. (dont u all think i have symtoms that i am falling into depression? oh no.)

received some of the photos from last nite but not a complete set yet. Shall upload tonite or tml when i received them. Meantime i should go shower and get my asse moving because i get too nua at home.

i miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wish i can see you again.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10/22/2005 05:59:00 pm