i am home!! i am finally home! it feels so good to be at home! just reached home like 30 mins ago.. and feeling freakin shag and fat. Its halloween but my day started out bad. nah.. not true. My flight was great. I was assigned D, E compt galley on the way back(yea its 747 this mth) and it was a very good rehersal for my long flts because its my first time doing D, E compt galley. My performance was average though i did make a few minor mistakes. The crews were nice and everything was fine. The bad thing was I felt like puking during the turbulence but the good thing was I fell asleep during my rest!! wee~* hehe.

anyway, was so looking forward to meeting up with my gal frens for clubbing session but my instinct was right, they all disappointed me. She disappointed me the most. And to think that she says i only give her my time when i have nobody to accompany me. If i am really like that, i wouldnt even thought of asking her to meet up with me and den head to zouk to meet the rest of my guy friends. Yes its true that my jal gals are away on flight but they are NOT all away! And i can always choose to go hang out with my guy friends without them. I have company ok! dont think that i am that miserable and dont have any company. But anyway, i did asked my different grp of friends to go because i think it will be more fun this way. But well, it simply shows how uninterested everybody are when it comes to meeting up and catching up. They are not even interested to find out what i do on flight, my schedules, which hotel i stay, where i go, when i leave etc etc. To think that i make overseas call just to make sure everything is going smooothly. Do u think i can reply sms or answer call when i am on flt? i wouldnt mind the price if i can lor. But i cant! i am working!!!

Sometimes, it makes me feel like she's only interested in meeting me when she asks me to get things for her. i dont mind getting things for her even if it means going all the way to town. Like for zane's case, i tried but i really didnt have the time this trip to get the fancl stuffs for her. Can u imagine the torture if u were to travel to go get those stuffs? its 2 hours jouney yea? but i still dont mind doing them because its for my friends. But look what u get when u care so much? policy? dont care.

see, time and time again convince me that i shouldnt care so much. In this case i wouldnt get hurt so much too. ANyway, was freakin pissed coz gary found out my age. and the age issue comes in again. let me say it again, i freakin hate ppl to know my age OK. U UNDERSTAND?

anyway, haven been sleeping well these few days. this 7 days pattern has been kinda killing me. So tired. another long trip coming up in less than a week's time. i gotta party and rest well at the same time. Oh gosh!!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11/01/2005 05:40:00 am