In vegas right now!

But i just lose almost US$100 in Wynn's jackpot. Ouch! Ya.. kept on losing. No beginners luck at all. Thats consider a very small amt actually... ppl there bet in hundreds and thousands. Anyway, am back in the hotel now. Still considering if i should join the seniors to terribles or should i go back to hotel to rest?

Sigh. I wish i can grow up faster. i really hate the fact that i am not 21 yet. Yes, i love my age, and i embrace the fact that i am full of youth and energy.. still have a great stretch infront of me..blabla. But look, i hate it when ppl asked for my age and i had to lie. Even if that means going to the casino. Can u ppl just dont ask and assume? fuck.

fuck the fact that i am below 21. I cant drink properly in US(n japan), i cant smoke properly in US(and japan), i cant do everything in the light!! fuck!

and fuck the fact that i lied. i didnt mean to lie. but. aiya. fuck.

anyway, didnt sleep much today, just briefly for a few hours and den off i went to visit all the wonderful hotels here in vegas. I think vegas is full of glamour! everyone is in their holiday mood.. partying, drinking. woah. But fuck the fact that i cant enjoy all these. i am still a fucking kid.

i am a fucking kid.

i am fucking pissed off.

i am fucked.

fuck the world.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11/19/2005 03:20:00 pm