I am terribly worn out.

Just came back last night. I woke up after a 12 hours of sleep and i am still feeling so exhausted. I cant even bring myself to move my precious butt off the bed nor the chair to the bathroom to shower. How bad can that get?

i wanted to run errands. like going to the company doctor, go to the gym, go the orchard to run other errands, pay my handphone bills.. etc etc. But i didnt do anything at all. I just feel like stoning here all day. Not unless i feel satisfied with myself. But what time will that be?

I need to get intoxicated too. Craving so much for a wild night out and whisky dry. Aw. And give me some peach martini. Yummy. Talking abt martini, i forgot how to make martini the other day and got reprimanded by my in charge sharply. =X

I fell asleep during my one hour break on the jump seat yesterday on flight. I fell asleep on the 40 min dead head from KL last night. I fell asleep in my bro's car on the way home last night. See, i told u i was otsukaleta. Taihan neh!

And despite the msges, my phone didnt ring abit. No it isnt driving me crazy. Just hate the fact whenever someone prove that me right. So its all words and no action. Sigh. There it goes again.

Alright, today shall be a day of indulgence. I shall indulge in everything as much as i can. But what? Am cooking miso shiru now, so gonna enjoy my miso shiru. Later i wana stone more on my bed, maybe watch some dvd. And den do a mask.. i need to indulge. Ice cream? Cookies n cream? aw. nono. I dont wana get fat. i mean, fatter. haha.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12/20/2005 02:16:00 pm