I had a terrible experience today. I met the same fucking person again. Fuck her man! she spoiled my day. order me around to do things, push all the blame to me, diao me, slam things at me, spread rumours of me to all the ah tao. FUCK U!!!!!!!!!! U SPOILED MY XMAS FLIGHT MAN! FUCK U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just met her recently and this time i must meet her again. she ordered me around too, scolded me, diao me..everything just because i am a junior. and when i tell her i dont understand what shes saying, she gives me that stupid fucking impatient face and den diao me and walk away. eh fucking hell, she pronounce 'tray' as 'cheearay' or wahtever shit, whos going to be able to understand? i dont understand den u just have to repeat it lah! u can understand eng u pretend not to. Fuck u lah!! nabei fuck ur whole family, fuck ur mama! fuck u go to hell!!!!!!

This is not the first time i felt this way. Why cant they just make our lifes easier? if i do anything wrong, ok fine come and talk to me, advice me, i would gladly apologise and learn from it. But fuck, anything wrong immediately come and blame me, just because i am a fucking star A. When u started out i bet u were worse than me lor. esp when ur fucking lanjiao face, cannot make it.

fuck u! fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!

i am sorry i really cant help it here. I really cant stand this fucking cheebye. pardon me for once for using so many vulgarities here in this blog. If i am wrong, i would glady accept everything that u say and apologise. But why do u have to push all the blame to me? and why dont u go and do all the things that u can do? U purposely must walk to me and tell me to go and run that errand for u when u can simply pick it up along the way. I am not ur fucking slave okie. i am not paid by u. i am paid by ah tao.

why must she push me so hard that i nearly give up? i really want to try my best and give the best but why do u have to just look down on me and expect that everything i do will be wrong. Every one needs to be given a chance to learn. When u were junior u knew nothing too. u started from scratch like me. Just because u started earlier doesnt mean u are more smarter. It only means u are older. duh.

think i need some sleep. sleep sleep.. to relax myself and to find back the purpose of this whole shit. and fuck the phone.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12/25/2005 07:13:00 am