Oh no, i am turning into an alcoholic!

I am so so so addicted to the feeling of getting high. Last night i broke my own pact. I drank again.. and i drank till i puke.(but of coz not infront of everyone else lah) Yucks! i promised myself never to puke! yah.. so i broke a few of my own principles and promises.

I was like a mad woman. Whole night was spinning all over. I couldnt do anything except just dance and dance. I was very happy but i was devastated too. I could see the start of unhappiness and misery. All felt like, "not supposed to, not meant to be". So i really should prevent myself from falling into some hot hell pit.

yea, some hot hell pit that i believe i cant control at all.

Not going to let history repeat itself. Must keep my principles. must do it.

zouk out tonite. more drinks! going to get all sticky and stuffs at the beach. oOo i cant wait!!

and new japanese words of the day:
"maido"=osaka way of saying hello
"you"=drunk
"you te aru"(not too sure if this is correct..)=Are u drunk?
"poli"=young ppl way of saying police. =X

*edited 8.18pm*: Somehow i am starting to feel that tonite's zouk out may not be that fun afterall. oh no, whats so wrong abt it? sigh.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12/10/2005 04:53:00 pm