gotta go for my flight in ten mins time. Let me rant a little.

called him just now in the morning but he hasnt return home. Now that i am online, i see that hes online too. meaning he has reached home already. But no msg, no call.. meaning he doesnt even care.

i am trying not to be so stuck in this right now, for i have to fully concentrate on my flight later on. I wish to throw it aside, wait till i am back and hopefully i can do something abt it.

i guess i dont matter to him now, for he has this canadian model who is coming. It is getting so one sided that i feel like puking. My heart aches. its in pieces.

have to go. wish me a safe flight. i wouldnt mind if it crash anyway. wth? what am i even thinking? stupid asse.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@1/27/2006 12:58:00 pm