we have been talking abt breaking up these few days. Like practically everyday. I am so numb about this whole thing. It seems like no matter what i do, our relationship doesnt seem to work out at all. He thinks that the problem lies in me and i think the problem lies in him! Both of us are so stubborn.

I dont understand what he wants at all. Here i am, trying to make sure that things can go back to the track where we started, things all so lovey dovey.. blabla but there is he, not responding to me at all! and den he will call me and demand me to talk things out when i have been trying so carefully to avoid it!

What is wrong with a bf clubbing with a gf? i love to go clubbing with my bf. Because when i club, i dress up and i open myself up to having fun. And its one of the most frequent activities that i do besides flying. I love dancing, i love drinking and i love smoking! Whats wrong with doing the things i love with my bf? Why must he restrict this activity to friends only?! And its not like i restrict him, saying we must always club together. I only want it to be natural like if we want we can do it together sort of thing. argh!!!!

so many problems and no time to solve it at all.

i even planned things to do on valentines day already but looks like its not going to come true. this relationship is becoming a bigger and bigger mess each passing day.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@1/21/2006 04:45:00 pm