Whoah! My tag board has a flammer aka lamer! weee~* hahahahhaa. I always thought only famous ppl like xiaxue has flammers. I nv know i will have them too!This is the first time i got in since 4 years on this blog. Oh gosh.. this means...attention! but its unwanted attention from some lousy loser. -_- Oh cmon, loser. Its a pity u cant be as pretty as me. If u are that sure i look like a piece of shit no matter how i dress up, why dont u look into the mirror for ur own reflection? If u are THAT pretty, u wont be so jealous as to go arnd leaving "anon" tags on my tag board. Feel free to flame for all u want. I know where i stand. Others can judge where i stand too. I can always remove the tag board if i find that u are far too irritating. What can u do? aw.Ok, shall stop wasting my breath on some loser. So sad for her/him. Aw.. i cant imagine how miserable he or she is, sitting behind the computer screen, silently creeping into people's blogs and then secretly leave some stupid tags hoping to ruin someone's day. When one has confidence, it doesnt matter what others say or think. Its all up to me, myself. This is where the "self centered" me come in useful. Its not call self centered in this sense. Its call confidence. I really pity u. so sad.

alright. I am in love...........!!!....with James Blunt!! OMG. I downloaded his song ages ago but i nv bother to turn the volume up to listen to any of his songs. I did that today, and i got so smitten by his voice. I have been repeating his two songs for the whole night. My favourite is "Goodbye my lover". I love this kind of song. What do u call it? acoustic? ah whatever. Anyway, he will be having a performance at House of Blues, LA on feb 7. I have a flight to LA early next month. Really wish to be able to catch this performance though chances are really slim. Who can fetch me there?! Its so far from torrance. I wish i can drive. nvm, i will go and get my license soon(yah have been talking abt it ever since i was 17?)

Despite my insomnia, i had a wonderful and fulfilling day. I got something for him. I have never done such a thing for anyone and i am not too sure whats gonna happen. But it really came from the bottom of my heart. I know i have tried my very best this time. Its all up to him to decide whats going to happen. Ran around, buy this buy that, and headed to FEP to shop. Didnt get anything much, just a corset top and a gold belt. Thats all that i think is interesting at FEP. Its so boring to shop in sg. The whole 5 storeys FEP seems to be selling the same shoes. No matter which shop i go, they always have the exact same shoes. I dont understand their marketing strategy. -_-" Going to do more shopping tml. My feet are itching for something new to put on.

anyway, one new pic! MMS it from my lousy phone. I cant blue tooth it..wonder whats the problem. Anyway took this at prego the other day and it has replaced all my other photos as my wallpaper! wee! It looks better in the phone though. Think its a little too yellowish over here.


Goodbye my lover
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@1/24/2006 11:19:00 pm