I didnt know that a warm tea and a kind gesture can warm my heart so much in this cold weather.

I didnt know if it was the warm tea or was it because i was feeling emotional.. But when the waiter at wan gu handed me the tea and paid attention to me, i realised that so there's someone paying attention to me after all.

i slipped into my jacket, denim skirt n leggings, bed-hair, makeupless face and went to wan gu to get dinner bento. didnt feel the need to do anything, not even rinse my face because i thought nobody would have noticed me. =X. Somehow i am enjoying this trip alot, and hating it lots too. My senior decided not to go out at all for the next 4 days. i am going to turn into a loner. how can anyone not go out at all?! gosh.. yes she had already decided not to, thus leaving me to roam around the streets alone for the next few days. (sound so kelian. haha) hate it when i feel so lonely like that. This is what i hate abt my co. culture. There is never once anyone would be spontaneous enough to go out and have some fun together. Why not? its not like i dont enjoy my me time but at times i dont like to stay alone in my hotel all the time! sigh. nobody's able to understand this theory. We can meet up for dinner, have small talk blabla.. isnt that more healthy? yah i am really slower turning into a loner.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@2/25/2006 05:28:00 pm