I was reading through FP's career section and they have all sorts of discussion about jobs.. there's this thread that says, "why cant i get a job?" Read through it briefly. Came up with a conclusion: Only the fittest survive. In this world, u cant just simply sit there and slack. I am consider one of those lucky ones who got into a job so "easily". There are so many ppl seeking for one and dont have any luck at all! I am very contented about my job though i feel that there are boundaries that i can stil explore. Dont like to sit in this comfort zone for too long.. i am too young to sit and relax. Maybe its time for me to pick up futher studies or pick up a skill that i think will benefit me into the future. But what?

Recently i have a colleague who just tendered resignation. Chatted with her, found out why and set me pondering about my job. There are many pros and cons to this job. It may look very glamourous on the outside.. I love flying! honestly! But there are so many tough sides on the job that are scarey and smelly. Nobody knows except for those who has gone through it. I can easily come up with a long list. =X Nevertheless, i still enjoy flying alot. I get to eat and get fat(whats so gd about getting fat?! duh), i get to slack alot(too much slacking cause me to ache all over), i get to spend alot of "me" time with myself when i nua in the hotel rooms(but who knows abt the lonely times when i felt alone in the hotel?), i get to sleep late when everyone else have to wake up early for work(though i have days when i have to wake up realllllly early for flts as well, see!), i get to see another side of the world, i get to shop for things that i love and i cant find in singapore(but i have got a big hole in my pocket)...the list goes on. For everyone Pros to this job i come up with, i can come up with a con to counter it. And perhaps more cons to back it up.

After flying for months, i reflected, and realised that i still love flying alot. I am glad i still feel this way. I dont know if it will change one day but i still enjoy what i am doing. For my deary friend who has decided to embark onto a different route, i wish you all the best. I am glad to have known u and i really hope we will keep in touch!!! Just ring me anytime and i am ready to go out(provided i am in town!) If ever u miss anything in narita wana get em give me a call! hehehehe.. thanks for being there so many times!

Nails painted in a shade of ivory, attire chosen-pinkish and white combination(perfect for this occassion), heels chosen from my little wardrobe of SHOES!, bought new accessories-white pearls again!! *yummy* I am absolutely ready to go for a date.. Its Valentine's Day! Happy Valentine's day!!

Aint sure about my date tonight but whatever it is, i am going to dress up and enjoy myself! I've got a secret little wish.. i wana receive white roses.(the person whom i am hoping to receive roses from dont read my blog, so this is only a wish...) I only want white. No red, no pink, no blue. White. White White. Aiyo, stop requesting so much lah, i may not even get a single stalk of rose(not surprising lol)

I always know that i will change. And without even myself realising, i really changed to be someone so yirky. So dependent, so insecure. So scarey. Its not that i dont feel confident abt myself but i dont feel confident abt it. Oh well. But now at least i know why, i know what to do. I am so irked by myself too. oh ..whatever. =(

Happy Valentine's Day! i hope everyone wil have a wonderful wonderful day..date or dateless. hehe
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@2/14/2006 10:18:00 am