Just came back home from Vday celebration. Quite early to be home i must say. Nevertheless i am contented with how i spent the day.. though it didnt turn out to be exactly how i expected it to be.

Had dinner at Al dente followed by movie-jarhead.

Am glad that i got to spend it with him, like how i want things to be..But i cant help feeling that we are very distant. He made no effort to chat and i am seriously not very used to it. Its usually guys who make the effort to talk to me! and i had to keep on reflecting abt the things i do which make myself very uncomfortable.

Sigh, i luv him n his presence but cant help feeling things aint exactly the same anymore. It used to be a combine effort but now i feel that its so single sided. Sad. Think only time will tell. I shouldnt expect too much. The more i expect, the more disappointed i will be.

have to catch some sleep before flt. good nite.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@2/15/2006 12:30:00 am