Woke up with another acute pain. Didnt realise anything can still make me feel this way. My mood feels like a hefty pile of shit. Really stinky. A long long way back to narita. I dont want to come back. I dont want to stay here. I just want to disappear into the earth's crust.

Not that anything worth mentioning happened. But its because nothing happen! This isnt really what i expect and want. ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch! I have to drag my body out of this emotional roller coaster and tune it into a fakey smile later for work. Full flt.Y cls. Damn.

Time to go shower and put on THICK makeup. I wish i can just hide in this facade forever. By hiding in the facade, nobody notices, i wouldnt be reminded. Life goes on. Isnt it ironic?
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@2/19/2006 12:26:00 am