I have got a weak spot for E33! OMG. i cant believe that i could actually get high on it! Nowadays seems like cheaper drinks can give me the effect that no other drinks can give me. hahahaa. *delighted*

Was as Phuture and Velvet last night. Perhaps its because i've been working on wed, thu and fri, i felt so deprived. I owe myself a good party. The night started off hanging around, the normal stuffs. And half way through the party, we hopped over to zouk n velvet. It was not good. Came back to Phuture, hang around sean n gang, met up with jam, danced around, drank, met up with more friends... and then i was really high.

I noticed my cute guy hanging around my area all night and i was really delighted but he also put me off because he shunned away when we danced near him. Yeek! Its his honour for US to dance with him okie! LOL. Its alright. One day he will be the one dying to dance beside me. hahahahahahhaa.. wth. Just joking lah!

In the midst of getting high, someone made me very unhappy. A guy whom i am acquainted with. Pretty good looking and tall guy. I've always have a very good impression of him. Just on the overall, VERY good impression. I never ever seen him flirt around with other girls, not even with us and found out that he has a long term gf and he's very faithful. *points added* He's
not the typical "chee hong" guys who will flirt with any girl along the way. blablabla.. But he proved me wrong last night.

I know my reaction was a little too big but i was just sooooooo disappointed when i saw him making out with another girl whom i am quite sure is not his GF! OMG! How can he do that? Has he become single? But i thought he has a very stable relationship? And even if thats the case, the last time i heard abt him being attached isnt too long ago either. *sad* So, even he is like this afterall. When you are good looking and stuffs, you can never be faithful. Understand? Moral of the story, never date a hunk. ya?

As for my current status, i am still very single. I am still trying to recuperate with all my might, though there are times i still give way and harrased him. =X More or less i can see the picture well. No point trying to persue it anymore. I really realise that i am so much happy being single. My self esteem came back, i felt energetic all over again, i dont have him all my mind all day long bothering me why he didnt call, even if i dont date, i have got plenty of other things to accomplish! but.... i still love him. Sigh. Seems like he has already made up his mind. If only we give each other a chance one more, compromise, listen out to each other, perhaps we wouldnt end this way. Our relationship isnt meant to end this way, it isnt even suppose to end. Sigh. See, i really have that 3 months curse. :x
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@3/18/2006 02:52:00 pm