argh.. i am having a spliting headache now... all thanks to the alcohol i just drank a while ago. It was a crazy night! Yup.. another crazy night!!

So what if i saw him? So what if we hugged? So what if i acted brave when i saw him? deep inside me, i am still the vulnerable me. The one who still wants him back so much, the one who cant bear to leave him. We bumped into each other at zouk members. Then we just briefly said hi and hugged. I guess he was also in awe that he saw me. I didnt exactly looked him into the eye. And then when i was abt to leave members, i felt someone pinched my butt. I turned around abt to slap that person in the face-and den it was him. It was embarassing but flattering. Oh whatever. He's my ex. I cant possibly really turn and slap him right? And seriously if its some other gd friend of mine out to play a prank on me, i would just give them a gd trashing. LOL. i was high. haha. Everyone stared at me, ready to see me give that guy a tight slap over the cheek but instead i just smiled and hit him on his shoulders. We were so fake to each other. Yah.. i think pretty fake. I walked down to the dance floor after that and he walked past twice. I really could tell that he did that deliberately! Yes he did that deliberately! wahahahhahaa..but Both times i didnt call out to him..not that i was really pretending that i didnt see him but if he see me and didnt call out to me, why must i call out to him? and the last time.. he walked past me with a girl clinging onto his arm. Humph! i am sure i am prettier than that girl. Oh please! So i didnt care. But after that i didnt see him at all.

I went crazy.. we went up to dance.. and really danced like crazy!! hahhahahhaa.. really crazy~ and more drinking..n more dancing. oh gosh!

i felt really sad. really really sad. But i think he doesnt care. When i called him, he said he was smoking weed(wtf) and den he hang up on me. Oh not again. I dont deserve this my dear.

i guess he was equally affected as me to bump into him at zouk. i dont know lah. damn sad. sigh..

anyway pics before we went clubbing. QQ got stung by a bee at my house! Almost couldnt make it to zouk!







as much as i enjoyed myself tonight, i cant help feeling sad over the whole thing.

i miss u lots baby. i know u dont care anymore. Sigh. Its the end.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4/01/2006 05:29:00 am