i told you i got over you. I did, didnt i?

We chatted for a long while just now. It had been more than week since we last talked. Not that it matters anyway. Now, i dont think i can ask for much anymore.

You dont come to my mind as often anymore. i have been so busy and tired most of the time. i dont have the energy to think. You told me that you're seeing someone new, then jokingly said you arent. A strong aching sensation pierced through my heart. I secretly wish that i can still proclaim you as my love. But once again you drilled the fact into my brain that we can only be friends. Maybe you are right. it was a mistake made once. You wouldnt want to do it twice, or ever again.

I got that fact nicely programmed into my cells. I understand what you mean. But i am still trying. I cant dodge away from the thoughts of you all the time. I still fail sometimes. i hate mii for being like this. i hate miiiiiii.


p.s: i wana go some where. Cruise, trekking, spa retreat, sightseeing, shopping.. just somewhere. Anyone interested pls contact me. I need to get out of the country. I feel wierd saying this. But i need to get out for a HOLIDAY!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4/21/2006 05:18:00 am