Late nights, irregular sleeping patterns, excessively binging, too much cigarattes, too much drinks, everything adds up to the ME you see now.

My eye rings are horrifying, my eye bags form around my eyes like tea bags, my body grew at least one size up, my skin's dull, i feel lethargic and so so so so unattractive. I feel so ashame everytime i have to look at myself in the mirror. I tried hard to convince myself that i look good in the clothes that i chose but each time, i have to keep on trying different clothes just because i feel so ugly.

I really think that i need to do something about it. Nothing seems to work or produce the fast results that i want. I think i need sleep. Sleep and more sleep. But work's starting soon. I've to sleep at wierd hours again.

Please let me drop one size down ASAP.

depressed.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4/30/2006 04:14:00 am