Today was another fun night. Though it was probably not as fun as last nite. hee.

Met up with the girls and john. Ops i got his name wrong. He's john not sean! haa.. Sorry girls! john's a mixed. His dad is american and his mom is taiwanese. But i guess he has inherited most of his dad's genes. I couldnt tell that he's a mixed! Anyway all of us met up at emerald hill for a round for drinks(i realised that i have been drinking everyday since i am back. oops). Chilled and chatted. We wanted to go km8 initially but we were all too late. So we dropped the idea and met up in town instead. Boo. Initially i thought it would be a boring and ordinary night ahead.

But who knows after the round of drinks, we headed over to his place for more drinks. That's when all the fun kicks in. haa. Haven been to fren's house for a long time and this is the first time i had so much fun! honestly! He has got a rather large collection of drinks at his home. Since he's staying with his housemate, we had almost the whole house to ourselves. No parents no rules! And we had no worries about being too noisy. His housemate didnt even stir when we laughed so loudly. hee. We started playing this drinking game that got all of us so hyped up! We each picked a card and each card has a different task. We set stupid rules when we picked the rule card. Like we couldnt mention the word, "i", we couldnt mention each other's names, we couldnt sit down for the whole game! And each time anyone mention the word shall not be mention, we have to take a gulp. It was so funny because we all kept on forgetting in our conversations that we have to keep on drinking. we had to change "i" to this person here blabla. hahaa.. Then we had "before u drink u have to give the person on ur left a hug" blabla. It was just so funny when we forgot or when we got caught for forgetting. By the end of the game, we were all so high. You should look at all of us drunkards! Our macdonalds orders came one hour later, ate and i felt so sleepy.

Fell asleep and the girls woke me up and it was time to go home. i had so much fun!!! =D
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Just when i deleted his no, picked myself up, threw the memories to the back of my head, met new people in my life, i received this wierd msg from him telling me that he's waiting for me. I dont understand.

I called him 2 nites ago and he sounded so cold. i felt so silly. Tonight, he actually sent me a song, and told me some things. What's he trying to do? Whats the meaning of the song you are trying to tell me? Dont spin me around in circles. I really have got no idea what you are trying to do. If the song means you want me out of your life, i am trying hard but i guess i am doing it.

i replayed the song again and again. I dont understand what he wants me to know. "you just gotta let it go" Then why waiting for me? Why are you holding me back when you look like you want me out of your life so much?

i tried counting sheep but there's one i always miss.

i've got no idea. Probably it doesnt mean anything at all. I am just the silly one who keeps on probing.

i need some sleep.

baby i miss you.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@5/15/2006 06:59:00 am