At mid afternoon today, i took a stroll along ECP. I basked under the warmth of the sunlight and enjoyed the cool breeze. It was a moment of indulgence in the gifts of nature.

When was the last time i slow down my pace and do something to relax myself? It was probably months ago. It is time to act accordingly to the reminder on the Post It note. I need a break.

The stroll today wasnt planned. I was hanging out with Chloe and Hansen at chern's place when we decided to check out the cable skiing place at ECP. As we made our way there, we had to walk along the seaside. I took the chance to indulge.

It feels very different today. I went through a mixture of emotions in that couple of few minutes. And then it was set. As we made our way there, i was rather calm and thoughtless. But when it was the moment to set for it, my legs froze. To think of it, it was quite a funny sight when both of us kept on pushing each other forward. LOL. Few mins later, i felt the something lift off from me. Responsibility? Burden? i dont know.

i saw all the familiar flash backs. Things that happened and will never happen again.

The things i've learnt, the people i've met, the wonderful friends i've made, the unforgettable fun i've experienced, the painful events that happened, the lovely things that happened.. I am thankful for it all. Thank you for making it happen.

Feels like a floater. I dont understand why i went through so much emotions as well. I am supposed to be happy for everything that happened. I guess i am going to miss everything. But of course, i must look ahead and brace for the challenges ahead!

I thought i can make use of the few days off before my exams to go for a short holiday in BKK. I've been waiting and waiting.. and then there's this state of emergency all of a sudden. WTH!!! I want to go spa and shopping! =((

let's see whats going to happen tml morning before i decide. Oyasumi!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9/20/2006 02:32:00 am