私はちょっと悲しいです。失望.. *sigh*

I am surprised that i feel something about it. I wasnt really very serious initially.. even on the last night in osaka, i was convinced that it was just infatuation. He was teling me all those stuffs and in my state of clear mind at that time, i knew that it was impossible. No way am i going to be emotionally affected. I didnt feel anything much.. But on the plane, the minute when land came in sight, i realised that there's no turning back. i wont get to see him at all for the next 4 months. It hit me hard. He was up on my mind all day. i was quite happy when i heard from him just now.. kept on giggling in a silly way. but when he told me he has his reasons for doing some things, i know that its just lies. hate to think about it but i know it. Hopes aint high..

I've got lotsa photos to upload! and so many things to blog! No time no time!

shall blog tomorrow after i finish running my errands. i am damn busy this few days. sigh
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10/16/2006 05:24:00 am