i see everything that i should see and i know what i want and not want. And instead of procrastinating about what to do, i shared a piece of my mind not once, but many times and i've given him many chances to save it. Instead, it was replied by disappointments..endless of it.

what's meant to be mine will be mine eventually..what's not will never be.

I am not thinking too much..its all clearly stated. If he wants to choose another person then go ahead. I've given my best in the relationship, i tried to ms perfect girlfriend in whatsoever way i could. I reflected on my old mistakes and tried not to be ms demanding. If the other person is really so much better than me, i can only give him away with both hands. Even if she isnt, its his own choice if he wants to choose to lead the old life of betrayal from her. Once u miss it, it will never be there for you anymore.

i've done my best.

i will not live my everyday like its a funeral. It's just too bad for you.

p.s: on a lighter note, i saw him today and he's still soooooooooooooooo cute! Ru, u know who i am talking about yea? wahahahahahaha. Omg!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@2/25/2007 01:51:00 am