I'm bored. I'm sleepy. I'm so full because i just had a sumptuous dinner full of food all over the dinner table. I was having curry and chicken and bryani when everyone at home are sleeping because its 1am in Singapore. I am in Dubai.

I've this budge in my stomach because i've been eating non stop and i am not doing anything about it. It worries me everytime i put my uniform on because its getting tighter and tighter. And i cant bring myself to go exercise at all. Its all thanks to this weird habit of mine-order a table full of food. Its obsession.

Recently i've been doing alot of things that i enjoy. But while enjoying, i dont take very good care of myself. Lack of sleep, excessive eating and drinking are showing all over me. It's on ME!

Life's fun but pretty complicated too. But i like it because i dont know what's going to happen next. It's exciting for now. But will i enjoy it as much given a few more months? i think i will be sick and bored and then i will grow depress again. Sounds bad. But just enjoy for all i can for now.

Was so pissed the other day because the more i know, the more i realise the true colours. But the anger came and went off quickly. Damn. Thankfully i am still in control. yah. still sane.

I realise that sometimes when i dont want something clearly is better than knowing what i want and not get in the end.

hm.

i want my LV bag.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4/11/2007 04:01:00 am