I didn't know things like surfing the net together can make me happy and satisfied with the 2 hours infront of my laptop. I didnt know the conversation can make me feel so inspired(but at the same time realise that i've been wasting my previous time & money away..). It may not mean much but it matters alot to me.

I didnt know i can feel so little the day before and the next, so full of it.

What ru said kept on repeating in me..i didnt realise the change. I thought i am still the same person i always am.. Perhaps on the outside i've changed but deep down i am still the same me! I cant be the old me.. its not the way. It's wrong but i am happy. i am STILL happy so i want things to be the way it is.. when there's a need some day, things will change. By then the change may hurt but its the best way i can think of, for now.

Two days ago i was pretty happy as well but too bad nothing much carry on from there. Disappointed but still gotta accept the fact. it's how life function.

-random thoughts post-
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@6/27/2007 04:40:00 am