Talked to him for a long long time just now.. cleared up my anger.
According to him, nobody asked him anything about me. I believe what he said. And even if he wants to lie about it, i dont think it has anything to do with me. C'mon! it has been how many centuries ago already! If there's a need to lie, probably its a white lie meant for her. :)

Anyway, we had a big argument over some nonsensical stuffs..then he made me see (like for the dont know how many thousand times after so long) about this flaw of mine. I couldn't accept it at first.. then it strike me that i only behave like that when i am around him and when i did, it was because i felt intimidated by him. If someone makes me feel small, i push to stand up higher. That results in the effect. It's overwhelming. He got me thinking that i should stop assuming and presuming things. Yea i think i was the one at fault. Oops.

Nice talk but i am sleepy. It's 740am!

如果时间可以倒流，我希望能回到过去。

还记得小时候， 我常常希望能快快长大。 长大后 我却要时光倒流， 我好不知足哦！ 所谓往事只能回味， 我还是乖乖的陶酒在回忆中吧。 好累， 上床去了。 拜拜。
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@8/17/2007 07:30:00 am