Was love much easier and simplier when i was much younger?

Probably it wasn't love..call it puppy love or something but things seem to be much simplier.. I like you, you like me and bingo! after a few dates we got together..at least i was always myself the whole time, i didn't have to really go and think of what i should do, i didnt have to judge if the guy was a real gentlemen(i didnt think it matters at that time), i didnt have to be a gentle lady(hee), i didnt have to think about the future. It was all about trying out and having fun.

But somehow or another, even though i learnt stuffs from the previous relationships, all these has somehow become rules or citerias stuck in my head that i cant do without them. Its stuck there that it becomes layers of filters. The guy will be filtered through a couple of times..if he pass the rounds then i will probably start to like him. It kinda act as a process to consider him properly before i fall and get hurt.

Besides all the criteria stuffs, it's the BEWARE OF flirt, player, cheater, jerks. So tired from it all. Who's one and who's not? What to do to avoid them? Probably its just me. I've got no luck in love.

Having been single for * months, i am so used to it and i really enjoy the company of my friends.. but my peace was disturbed a couple of times and they brought agony instead of joy. I seem to always fall for jerks. Yes i do.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11/09/2007 02:52:00 pm