Noticed that recently there're a couple of friends who're trying to introduce me guys. Feels so much like matchmaking but not that i mind. In fact, i actually find that it's quite fun to meet people this way! Just came back from fly and my ger friend actually told me she wanna matchmake *us together. lol. Usually ppl will think its awkward and weird and turn it away but i actually think its exciting! Crazy Crazy. i am pretty much a "group" person so i dont mind meeting people this way..even if it doesnt evolve into something more. I dont mind having another deary guy friend.

But rest assure guys, dont look at me sympathetically with the kind of look like, "Aw, i feel sorry for you not to have a boyfriend." It pretty much gets me thinking of the scene in sex and the city whereby the girls felt like they were given this kinda look when they went for party or hang out with friends who're married. Ppl will give them that kinda look like,"aw poor you you're still single." In fact, i'm happier single than attached. I've been so busy lately..i w0uldnt know how a guy is going to fit into my hectic schedule. But of course, if a good man comes along, i wouldnt mind giving all my best for him. hmm.. but since that day is not here yet, i would rather give my best shot and enjoy my single life. With my lifestyle, it suits me better not to be attached because i dont want anyone to stop me from knowing the opposite sex. Everyone is a possible business opportunity!

I actually meant it so much (with all my heart) just now when i told him, "its okay, really. It doesnt matter to me." wow.. i really want him to know that i am feeling great now. dont worry so much abt me. I just want myself and him to be happy.

Maybe it's because i've been so busy that my life has been taken up by work. I dont think i can even bother to allow him to intrude my life as he did in the past. But if a new guy comes along, i wouldnt mind giving that little allowance to let him come into my life! :)

Going beijing later for japanese buffet or peking duck. *yummy!* + one of my fav hotel. cant wait.

i just understand why people says that it feels good to be single by choice. :D


You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4/06/2008 02:49:00 am