I finally finished watching all the 82 episodes of "The Gem of Life" also known as zhu guang bao qi. The ending made me teared. The movie really sums up the english name-the gem of life-family. Very touching indeed.

I started watching it when it first started screening. There were many ups and down in their lifes, often with unexpected twists. It took me almost 4 months to finish it! How i wish it will never end!

Well, life has been great, to a certain extent. Had been busy with work, flying up and down hong kong, and school has once again started. My health was bad for a while, but now that there's no more pain, i think i am fine again. Work has been alright-not very smooth sailing though. Sigh. Getting into trouble one after another. Working for this company is not the best thing that can happen. But it's not this company, i will say, its this industry.

It's rigid and stringent. Its good in a way, just be discipline and you get what you want. But once you commit a slightest mistake, your career is at stake. With the recession looming, there isnt much choice. Just kind of tired of what i am doing. Havent meet fun people recently at work, very monotonous. I miss the good old days. Sigh.

We are planning another trip-maybe austria maybe not. Dont know why, i aint too keen to travel too far this year. Still remember that last year i was so excited abt my trip to eastern europe. But this year, i just want to go somewhere to relax and unwind. i need to relax!

I think i am too drained out. When i read other people's blog of the same industry and they are in it for a longer time, i cant help wondering where they get all the zest from! I have become too lazy to bring my camera with me. Too lazy to go out-mostly because i know i cant control my shopping and i need to save money! Too lazy to meet up with anyone(yes anyone, not just some of you). I rather stay at home and sleep and just nua my day off than to go tea or shopping or even clubbing! I am too lazy to open my email and check them. Too lazy to blog. Too lazy to post my pictures, sometimes even too lazy to take pictures! Too lazy to clean up my room, too lazy to even dress up. omg. I cant say its laziness-its more of i lost the zest of life. Many times i wish i am not like this.

i am hoping to stop procastinating and finish everything i should and hopefully stay out of trouble in every aspect. Wish me luck.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@3/07/2009 05:19:00 am